went to ur house last week
u were in ur dress girl how sweet
but u didnt seem mad at me
so why'd u make me go
rosy cheeks and brown hair
nobody prettier out there
i know ur unhappy with how i am
but thats me

i know
that i
call at
bad times
but i
cannot
get over u


-requiem for you

cannot get over you - requiem for you

i wrote this poem about you listen you dont have a choice

Kuchuu buranko (best part)

oh and one last thing

what does it mean

im sorry

i spent my whole life with my heart on my shoulder
i wish that i told her, but it's alright
swear im living a lie and its all feeling colder..

i lost the feeling in my hands 
you scratched the skin off of my back
ill carve my name into your ass 
ill starve myself til you notice a difference

i want your soul, your heart, and your mind
i swear i won't stop til you're mine
i want your soul, your heart, and your mind
i swear i won't stop til you're mine

i lost the feeling in my hands 
you scratched the skin off of my back
ill carve my name into your ass 
ill starve myself til you notice a difference

i want your soul, your heart, and your mind (really wish that i did it)
i swear i won't stop til you're mine (had a chance but i missed it)
i want your soul, your heart, and your mind
i swear i won't stop til you're mine


until your mine (og version) - i want you but im at this point in my life

the pharmacy funded my psychosis. mp3

https://open.spotify.com/album/6s9mWWHfw55ve7ItSb39SZ?si=XY0VlKXuS0qzQqUV4vqh4w

reject - slowed version (w/ coldwntr)

I’m Going to Love you Til I Break

Music created by someone with a love of movie scores, Tom Waits, Al Bowley, Fad Gadget, Yazoo, The Cure, Depeche Mode, Industrial, Darkwave and other high emotion forms of music and art.

This is the first Deathwatch Beetle Repairman album since Hollow Fishes in 1998. It was released in September of 2024. It is a mature work with a more cohesive theme and sound than that of its predecessor. Expertly mixed in Toronto, Canada by Dwayne Slack and beautifully mastered by Martin Bowes of Attrition at the Cage Studio in Coventry, England.

Deep in the Haunted Heart

You'll Never Know

Buy on Bandcamp

l̵̡̻̗͚̿͛͌̔̀̕͜i̵̬͚͊̽̏̃̍v̶͚̙̄́́͒̕e̴̓̒̋͛͜ ̶̍̿̒̒͌͜t̸̛͈̯͚̃͐̀̊̉͋̓̔ͅo̵̡̡̹̩͙͖̽͘ ̴̪̝̖̯͉̹͂͛̀͌̆̈̽̽ḑ̵͎͔̯͉̤̾̇̆͒̕̕ͅi̵̛͉̜̦̓̌͂̾̿e̵̡̨̠̗͓͔̞͐͌̈́̈̚͘͝͠ ̷̝̇̈́̆̏̊̅͑͠͝p̶̫̫͙̗̮̉͘ẻ̷̺͇̲͖̝͍͒̔͝͠͠a̴̡̹̩̜̟̥̗̱͙̠̒͛̍͘č̵̝̝͖̀̽ẻ̶̫͖̜͇̹͍͘ͅḟ̷̛͕̣͎̄͂͐̽̊̕u̷̧̹̞̹͑̀̓͊ļ̷̗̬̭̳̈̿̎̒̈́̇͘̕̚l̶͚̺͓͕͓̫͚̱̭̆̆̚ȳ̷̜͍́͒̋͐͋̐̕͝
Christ is king. ☦️

the pharmacy funded my psychosis. mp3

Nix Vuitton