stroika

Void in Blue

If u walked in my skin
Youll Feel the jail
embed, it feels
Like Eternal ache
Stuff me in
Its beautiful 
Let Me out
just like he did
 
the doll i thought i lost
i left it at the dance
when we drove we crashed
it flew right out my hands
us two we act as one
i wish we never did
its all his fucking fault
he thought that i was him

life imitates life

everything written, recorded, produced, mixed, and mastered by me

wonder if you care

Lyrics:

Just one more lie and then I fall

Don’t play pretend you had it all

I’d kill for you dont even start

Dancing alone all in the dark

I’m hurting im hurting i wish you were dead

Don’t reach out my hand ill stab you instead

You said you wont hurt me, now look what you did

I’ll pretend i don't need no help, but i said I need you bad

scars

Lyrics:

Show me, I’m the one you want

Say it slow, show me how you love

Show me how you love

I can not breathe, the waves are crashing onto me

Show me how you love

Falling, into my memories 

Where we were deeply in love

Our past can see, how we were meant to be

Show me how you love 

I can not breathe, the waves are crashing onto me

Show me how you love

Falling, into my memories 

Where we were deeply in love

savior (prod. Noah Birch)

produced by malcriado 

lyrics:

oh to feel your hands run through my hair again 
to hear you call my name id do it all again
to feel your warmth and body on my skin
to have someone around to call a friend
is that too much to ask for? shall I beg?


I can’t forget 
you know that it’s killing me inside
cuz it should’ve been me instead that night
wonder if they’ll remember me when I die
but we’ll never know 

to hear you call my name id do it all again
to feel your warmth and body on my skin
to have someone around to call a friend
is that too much to ask for? shall I beg?

skin

my personal favorite off the EP

produced by waves

lyrics:

It’s been running through my head
All the things I could’ve said
If I did, you wouldn’t listen 
So I’ll save it til I’m dead

(til I’m dead- dead-)

Does it even matter anymore?
Stuck with this feeling in my core
Something that I never felt before
won’t let me go

I don’t wanna talk about it
I feel it wrap it’s arms around
Put its hands over my mouth
Feel the need to scream and shout
But when I try it won’t come out

Would anybody hear me?
Would anybody hear me if i tried?
If I’m screaming for my life
When I’m needing for a sign
Can you show me it’s alright?

Can you show me?
(Can you show?)
Can you show me?
(Can you show?)
Can you show me?
(Can you show?)
Can you show me?
(Can you show?)

It’s been running through my head
All the things I could’ve said
If I did, you wouldn’t listen 
So I’ll save it til I’m dead

(til I’m dead- dead-)

Does it even matter anymore?
Stuck with this feeling in my core
Something that I never felt before
Won’t let me go
(x2)

let me go

R.I.P Kevin

Lyrics:
I can't believe I let you get away

You were alone
You left the lights on in your room,
I turned them off for you
You clipped the straw
till I had nothing left to offer you
I hope you don't regret
(I hope you don't regret)
your tattoo
(your tattoo)
I had to look away
(I had to look away)
what was I supposed to do?

I can't believe I let you get away
I thought you wouldn't leave
You took apart of me
I thought you wouldn't leave
I wish that it was me
I can't believe I let you get away

icantbelieveiletyougetaway

https://youtu.be/S4D89Z3DXNU?si=rHdCwNu7vKphLaab cuz not available in my country

otuka - still save a seat for you

Otuka-break

Bleed

amotti - bleed (changed a bit)

otuka - skin (unreleased + released version mashup)

[LYRICS]
Sometimes I wish you never came
I was fine before I heard your name
But then you came around and changed me
Now I'll never be the same
Oh will I trust again
Troubled minds am I insane?
No you're the one to blame
No you're the one to blame
Girl you're the one to-
These nights I've cried my tears go fast
I've got nothing left for me to last
I can't take no more, of the lies oh can
I lean on you before I collapse
Still stuck in the past
Oh I might collapse
Sometimes I wish you never came
I was fine before I heard your name
But then you came around and changed me
Now I'll never be the same
Oh will I trust again
Troubled minds am I insane?
No you're the one to blame
No you're the one to blame
Girl you're the one to blame

(adlibs for 2nd drop)
Am I insane? please tell me now
I might collapse, my legs feel hollow
You let me fall you let me down
I can't get up myself please  tell me how

prod. Rick Hardy

collapse

stream it on spotify <3
https://open.spotify.com/track/5YOnNbA8U9kbi3LA8ZCyWS?si=dd07a0bc2d1f4401

stroika

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