If you're scared or you've ever been scared of losing someone you can definitely relate to this song

Lyrics:

Do you promise?
Do you promise you won't give up on me?

Can you show me?
Can you show me how to love you like you need?

I want you to be happy
So am I being selfish
If I don't ever want you to leave?
Am I being the best me?
Am I really so deserving?
Am I being all that you need me to be?

Do you promise?
Do you promise you won't give up on me?

Can you hold me?
Can you hold me if I'm falling on my knees?

Of course I want you to be happy
So am I being selfish
If I don't ever want you to leave?
Am I being the best me?
Am I really so deserving?
Am I being all that you need me to be?

You know I want you to be happy
So am I being selfish
If I don't ever want you to leave?
Am I being the best me?
Am I really so deserving?
Am I being all that you need me to be?

You know I want you to be happy
(Do you promise?)
So am I being selfish
(Do you promise...)
If I don't ever want you to leave?
(...you won't give up on me?)
Am I being the best me?
(Can you hold me?)
Am I really so deserving?
(Can you hold me...)
Am I being all that you need me to be?
(...if I'm falling on my knees?)

do you promise? - DEMO

A song about goodbyes

Lyrics:

I fear it's time
For us to say goodbye
But I don't want to turn around and see you crying

And I can say I'm fine
Even put on a smile
But we both know that I am hurt inside

Take my hand
And let's pretend 
That these last moments
Are never gonna end
So take my hand
And let's pretend 
That these last moments
Are never gonna end
That these last moments 
Are never gonna end

We're running out of time
And I can't keep my mind
From thinking that tomorrow I won't hold you tight

Now close your eyes
It'll be alright 
Let me just sing to you one last sweet lullaby

Take my hand
And let's pretend 
That these last moments
Are never gonna end
So take my hand
And let's pretend 
That these last moments
Are never gonna end
That these last moments 
Are never gonna end
That these last moments
Are never gonna end

Take my hand
And let's pretend 
That these last moments
Are never gonna end
So take my hand
And let's pretend 
That these last moments
Are never gonna end
That these last moments 
Are never gonna end
That these last moments 
Are never gonna end

These Last Moments - DEMO

maybe the most personal song I ever wrote besides "angels". as the name suggests it is about jealousy and the fear of losing someone you love to someone better than you.

Lyrics:

I hate the way he makes you laugh
I've never made you laugh so hard
I hate that I am not your type
You settled for me and I don't know why
I hate that I can be so blind
When you're right there before my eyes
I hate that every time you fly
I cut your wings and make you cry


I like to take photographs
Of you and me at our best
So I can watch 'em when I'm sad
If this is a dream don't wake me up
Because as soon as I get up
I know you'd be stuck in my head


I wish I wasn't so jealous
But you're such a Heather
Fuck all of my fears
I wish that I could be better
When we are together
And I make you bleed
Ooooooooo
I wish you were happier with me


I hate that you could meet someone
Who makes you feel what I can not
I'd fight for you but in the end
All I wish for you is the best
So if he can give you more than me
I'll step aside and so be it
I'd lose all that I care about
But if you're happy that's alright


I like to take photographs
Of you and me at our best
So I can watch 'em when I'm sad
If this is a dream don't wake me up
Cos it may hurt from time to time
But you're the best I've ever had


I wish I wasn't so jealous
But you're such a Heather
Fuck all of my fears
I wish that I could be better
When we are together
And I make you bleed
Ooooooooo
I wish you were happier with me


It's hard to accept you can be loved by somebody else
When you've only ever hated yourself
I thought monsters were supposed to be under the bed
So why do they live inside my head


I wish I wasn't so jealous
But you're such a Heather
Fuck all of my fears
I wish that I could be better
When we are together
And I make you bleed
Ooooooooo
I wish you were happier with me


I fear the day you'll look inside
And see the things I try to hide
What if you won't love me the same?

jealous - DEMO

i usually do everything on my own, but this time i choose to put my ego aside and let an incredible musician that I'm lucky enough to call a friend help me out. now a little background:
a while ago i decided i would never let anyone get a hold on me, i was ok with who i was and i wanted to be alone. guess i just hadn't met the right person yet...

Lyrics:

I promised myself
That my happiness
Would never depend
On anyone else

But the day that we met
You made me forget
Why had I ever been sad
Yeah I took a chance


I fell for you
I fell for you
I fell for you
And I'd do it again


I promised myself
That I'd never make
That same old mistake
Ever again

But you brought me light
Brought me back to life
And now there's not a thing
Not in my wildest dreams
I'd rather do without you


I fell for you
I fell for you
I fell for you
And I do everyday


I'm in love with that look that you get in your eyes
When you see a baby goat or I kiss you goodnight
I don't think it would matter how hard I try
I could never say no to that beautiful smile
If there's one thing I learned is that with you by my side
I don't need no big dreams if you just keep holding tight
And everything that I'll ever do
I will do it for you


I fell for you
I fell for you
I fell for you
And I do everyday
I fell for you
I fell for you
I fell for you
And I'll always do

I'll Always Do - DEMO

Moscow Mule (Pice Remix)

chesterfield3.mp3

my bad, again

a piece of heart

There's a hammerhead fish on my wrist drowning me

drowning

SOTTOGONNA (prod. Michelangelo)

Davide Giannone, known as DEESPAR, was born in Bergamo, Northern Italy on November the 18th, 2000. Even as a kid he already finds comfort in music, approaching many different genres as he grows up, and starts playing drums at six. He then starts playing violin, guitar, bass guitar and singing. But it is not until the end of the year 2019, when he moves to London, that he starts developing his artistical identity. It is a hard time for such a young man as he finds himself alone and jobless, 800 miles away from everyone he ever loved. So he starts writing, but then he starts realizing that it's not just a game, it's something more. Through his lyrics and melodies, he finally finds a way to express the feelings he never knew how to externalize before. It is real, proper therapy. In September he moves back to his parents’ house, where he starts recording and producing the songs that he has been writing and building in his head for a year. On the day of his 20th birthday he releases his first demo on SoundCloud and ends up releasing one song each month for twelve consecutive months. After his last demo "I'll Always Do", he decides to take a break and to start planning his debut EP. On January 27th 2023 "terra ferma", his debut single, distributed by Artist First, is released.

These Last Moments - DEMO

DEESPAR

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