Insecurity Blues

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‎⁨ميحد حمد - الف عيد⁩.m4a

Sometimes I find myself forgetful
of the way it used to be
and here we gather unexpectedly
and it's not awkward but melancholy
for me
and I feel a bit of sad at the years
we didn't have...tho I walked away
respectfully..
and how much has changed
yet I still find the ruts and old patterns
anyway...yea
I wondered at the words U chose
the games that got played
like it was yesterday
still find myself in pain at the ease
with which U all betray
and I'm sure U figure U got away
with it all
will U tell me when the ricochet approaches
will U come home now devoted
or will U carry on the same
and I feel a bit of sad at the years
we didn't have...tho I walked away
respectfully..

Respectfully

Well, I've been saying for so many years
that one and one ain't adding up to two
even when I'm on both hands
and lookin straight at U
...cause, baby
WHAT'S goin on? where have U been hidin at a quarter to two...on a friday nite...
cause I BELIEVE
yea
O yea...come on...
I BELIEVE
yea
that U better be a praying fan...
penitent on demand
cause U got one shot at me unbelieving
that U ain't a righteous man
and I can tell U brother...I give grace to the
gals...cause a sister got an itch...its alright
I been that b*tch
but my man?
better watch where he's layin...O yea
are U prayin? cause I can't hear a word
of what ur sayin...
...cause, baby
WHAT'S goin on? where have U been hidin at a quarter to two...on a friday nite...
cause I BELIEVE
yea
O yea...come on...
I BELIEVE
yea
that ur lying 'bout where ur layin
yea

Oh Yea Come On

From the table in the corner
I get a good view...
and when I seek inspired, babe
well, I seek U...yea
and like a muse
ur like a freight train...early to the station
cause baby the way U shine
ain't no imitation
yea
and I got a bench warrant for my stalker situation
cause yea
I'm under no hesitations just investigations...
but have no worries my beautiful one
for the stars will always shine
even when the galaxies are un-done
and its the ties that bind
ampin up my love
yea and...
From the table in the corner
I get a good view...
and when I seek inspired, babe
well, I seek U...yea

When I Seek Inspired

In my resistance to the traffic and the whips
applied to me...as I bleed into the machinery
I wither on the vine though in my heart
the sole design (to love so temperate)
and understand a soul (unkind)
for I am surrendered
where I lay now...
and I release the fear and worry that has me bound
yea cause where I rise...I stand my ground
and the release I'm feelin now...is the peace
to become my plow...and I will watch it wash away
as the flow swallows it down
yea and O
I cannot avoid or go around
for this debris hits like a circus clown
yea and...know I am not lost
for here where a body drowned
I have found a soul has crossed yea
for I am surrendered
where I lay now...
and I release the fear and worry that has me bound
yea cause where I rise...I stand my ground

Where I Rise

I learned to take a hit
so I'd know the strength in every strike
and I have become the silence to
understand the mouth that bites
and its no good to bring on sweetness
when the rancid ain't demure
and its all living out loud
cause ur so insecure
yea 
I see U like it like that
knowing all along that its a poison
feed ur habit
sweep the crack
yea babe
that's where ur at
fingers deep and wide
diggin down my side
gotta itch gonna scratch
yea
and I learned to take a hit
so I'd know the strength in every strike
and I have become the silence to
understand the mouth that bites

Ur So Insecure

بكيتك - حسين الجسمي

I learned to swing my hips with a lift
and a hook twist...as I bussed the midnight
tables...and its an easy fix
to the rain on me, if I learn to balance the plane of glass and cutlery
give me the look of fables...yea
and now...years and years gone by
but my ability to keep the rain off of me
is only second to my overflow capacity
for that gentle sway from so far away
has gained for me the mastery I needed
and I stand here now, bae...
and I am that undefeated
oft repeated
underdog of complexity
yea
I'm the one U cheated
O
yea
and now...years and years gone by
but my ability to keep the rain off of me
is only second to my overflow capacity
for that gentle sway from so far away
has gained for me the mastery I needed

The Mastery I Needed

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TBH, I aspire to be a guitar 🎸 but I’ll settle for being able to play competently what I hear when I write...(one day, Alice...to the moon)

I study under Duncan L. Wood and am grateful for his guidance and patience. Most of my influences are Folk/Blues/Indie, but inspiration arrives in many forms so HT to Hip Hop, Rap, Classical, especially Chamber trios. Current tracks are first cuts and I may update them in the future with cleaner versions, thank you for listening as I learn.

The Mastery I Needed

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