Retire x I guess i.... I'm afraid

𝗜𝗻𝘁𝗿𝗼 :

I've never felt more alone.
This pain I feel not just in my heart but deep down in my bones.
All I wanted is for you to see me,
Acknowledge me,
Act like you used to love me.
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𝗕𝗿𝗶𝗱𝗴𝗲(𝗠𝗶𝗱𝗱𝗹𝗲 𝗽𝗮𝗿𝘁) : 

Do you ever get stuck in your reminiscing?
Get swept away in missing someone
Because on little thing reminded you of 
Them.
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𝗢𝘂𝘁𝗿𝗼 :

Do you find yourself floating back to those moments 
when you  could never imagine that door to them ever being closed?
When unexpected memories creep in and mess up your thinking
How quickly you find yourself right back in your feelings?
Dreaming.
Of what was then.
Isn't now.
And will never be.
Again.
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do you ever get stuck in your reminiscing?

i don't really know where to start i don't really wanna say the wrong thing

do you ever wanna just disappear

The Only Problem with Solitude

can i call you phil? (call me-gigi masin)

the perks of being a wallflower 
(it's all my fault))

oh he shot himself last may (mindtrap - fortaliax)

You know when i got back from Afghanistan / Tiktok audio

my 15 year old brother took his own life

satiated 15 bpm take 1 21325

Breathe 1.1 Piano 1 52325 take 1 10 bpm

can i call you phil? (call me-gigi masin)

Garbloob