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lyrics:

wait
couple seconds would be great
i’m tryna find what to say
i would say it maybe if you promised it was okay
lemme think
for a minute on the brink
and it’s way too loud
and i had too much to drink
and my face goes red as my body shuts down

so great
i fucking hate the way communication fades
as if it never had a place
in the first place
now people know about me but don’t even know my fucking birth name
even though my biggest song is my fucking birth name
what a fucking shame
but if they start to shine a light you know i’m finding shade

cause i get paranoid as fuck
from seeing my role models shot
and taking drugs from trusted people and then drop
so they can drop all of their music and then turn disgusting profit
so i’m dropping any plan to give em money from my hand
because no matter how i feel they gonna want me sad again
and i just worked too fucking hard to be taken advantage of
and i’ve seen visions of my early death ahead

wait
couple seconds would be great
i’m tryna find what to say
i would say it maybe if you promised it was okay
lemme think
for a minute on the brink
and it’s way too loud
and i had too much to drink
and my face goes red as my body shuts down

so great
i fucking hate the way communication fades
as if it never had a place
in the first place
now people know about me but don’t even know my fucking birth name
even though my biggest song is my fucking birth name
what a fucking shame
but if they start to shine a light you know i’m finding shade

and i don’t wanna die in vain 
every day i worry bout this shit it make me feel like i’m insane
and i don’t trust nobody other people gonna be the ones to put me in a grave
so i'll play it safe
never go outside never leave my fucking cave
if i can't get high then i drink
and all i really need is for you to fucking

wait
couple seconds would be great
i’m tryna find what to say
i would say it maybe if you promised it was okay
lemme think
for a minute on the brink
and it’s way too loud
and i had too much to drink
and my face goes red as my body shuts down

so great
i fucking hate the way communication fades
as if it never had a place
in the first place
now people know about me but don’t even know my fucking birth name
even though my biggest song is my fucking birth name
what a fucking shame
but if they start to shine a light you know i’m finding shade



produced by @ericgodflow
written, performed, engineered by @cavasoul
"systema solaris" ep

darker side of the moon w/ eric godlow

First solo dolo tracc from ev AKA HEEM//BLCKKBRRY shit is junkin, enjoy... happy tuesday

we back,

OOPS! (prod. noevdv)

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HNKk6XIzsdA
mixed by me 
produced by king theta

lyrics: 
I'm still holding on to everything you left
Watch where I go I'll watch my steps
Like an angel hanging on your shoulder
Watch the time go by until your older
I won't rest till you really get the message
I'm a mess but I hardly ever stress it
You can do better if you just give it a second
But I don't got a second

Yeah Ooo
It's always the back and forth and I'm so fucking over it
I hate the fact I'm far from home it's hard to stomach this
If you don't wanna leave me alone then why ya do it then
I'm not even sad this time I already knew how the story end
But I still wish this shit would never end
I won't act like I'm not hurt cause I don't like to play pretend
I got used to losing friends but you was like my best friend
I won't give another girl my all it's just a lesson
Yeah

Yeah Ooo
It's always the back and forth and I'm so fucking over it
I hate the fact I'm far from home it's hard to stomach this
If you don't wanna leave me alone then why ya do it then
I'm not even sad this time

like an angel on your shoulder

spotify

like an angel on your shoulder (music video out) [p. kingtheta]

new track, fucc tuesday its sunday! enjoy :)

seaside feat.BLCKKBRRY (prod. whiteace)

let up ft.gauze (prod. michael rose)

this isn’t what i
wanted
i always end up as the problem
i know my music ain’t the same
since i stopped recording with a bottle
in my hand
i smoke more 
more high end
these highs end
with migraines
i cannot handle my brain
she said she’s sharing my pain
what have i done
i got pain in my lungs 
no space in my chest my heart confined palpitation
run
from everything that ever did me wrong
i’m wrong
for thinking that i’m the only one
i couldn’t save you
couldn’t save you
i couldn’t save you
couldn’t save you
what have i done?
i couldn't save you
couldn't save you
i couldn't save you
couldn't save you
run
from everything that ever did me wrong
from everything that ever did me wrong
what have i done?
everything that ever did me wrong
run
from everything that ever did me wrong
this isn’t what i
wanted
i always end up as the problem
i know my music ain’t the same
since i stopped recording with a bottle
in my hand
i smoke more 
more high end
these highs end
with migraines
i cannot handle my brain
she said she’s sharing my pain

run from everything that ever did me wrong (prod. hero)

cover by: @6ar6ie6 on insta/twitter

[kobayami]

gave you my heart to keep
yet you threw it away,
that shit, it wasn’t cheap,
you got the love that i crave

got this girl named molly,
she never helps,
but when i pop that bean
i feel better about my self, ok?

x 2

[WiNTERZ $ORROW]

idgaf about my life again
every fuckin day just feels the same
i dont wanna die baby, imma stay
u got my heart and u broke it fuck urself anyways 

got this girl named molly she relieves my pain 
everytime that im dyin she makes me feel okay
ima pull up to ur house and take ur meds
all this benzos got me vibin i cant feel my face again

x 2

[kobayami]

gave you my heart to keep
yet you threw it away,
that shit, it wasn’t cheap,
you got the love that i crave

got this girl named molly,
she never helps,
but when i pop that bean
i feel better about my self, ok?

x 2

MOLLY w/ WiNTERZ $ORROW

KILL MY SELF [PROD.MIKEYLIKESITTxNONSENSE]

him <3

lyrics:
telling me that i'm better off dying all alone,
but i wanna be with you, we can finally grow
old together, me and you in cold weather,
i'ma keep my shit with me, i'ma keep my shit together for you

do you hear me? do you think i'm dead?
could you heal me? can i rest my head
on your chest? i'll wake up on your bed,
i wanna tell you 'bout how things were never meant to be

hold me close dear, i don't wanna lose you here,
dropping you, it's the only thing i'm really scared of,
got me full of fear, baby i'm here,
i know that you're worth it cause you act like you're sent from above

canopy

https://linktr.ee/Gothboykurt


Girl I'm a ghost

I been roaming with the crows

Grinding for a better home

Said she love me, but she don't



Girl I can give you what you want

Girl we can glow, yeah I don't front

I'll give my life, that's what you want?

I'll blow my mind, I'll shoot this gun

Stay by my side and don't you run



Baby don't fight it

Touch my skin, yeah I love the way you bite it

I'm a lone goth boy, just vibing

Joogin' for a Gucci belt, while I'm dying - yeah



With the plug, weed smoke

Rollin' up, comin' out the window

I look around, hangin' with the cutthroats

Don't give a fuck, razorblade cut that hoe

Not from this town, catch me cruising in your city

I look around, ain't nobody fucking with me

Coke nails, yeah you know I got the Whitney

Studded belt, ripped jeans - breaking necks

Vampirе soul drenched in some sins

Call mе sire fore' I make you meet your end

You chasing plays, I'm just busy chasing checks

Hate that girl, 'cause she remind me of my ex



Girl I'm a ghost

I been roaming with the crows

Grinding for a better home

Said she love me, but she don't



Girl I can give you what you want

Girl we can glow, yeah I don't front

I'll give my life, that's what you want?

I'll blow my mind, I'll shoot this gun

Stay by my side and don't you run



I been roaming with the crows

Said she love me, but she don't

I can give you what you want

produced by @sic x @prodbyalexismartin @skinnyatlas
mixed and mastered by @skinnyatlas & @polearm
Cover art by @supachefm

ashes w supachefm (prod. sic x alexismartin x skinny atlas)

A Gift And A Curse

HOW DOES IT FEEL

*music video*
https://youtu.be/d57pBbeiYGY

Produced by @citrusgastank

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