Produced by Raspo 

I sent you a text and I know that you read it
And soon as I wrote it I knew I’d regret it
Time in your mind make you dead if you let it 
I’m feeling so ugly, no photoshop edit
Your files embedded, inside of my brain
They bring me love, and they bring me pain
I’m watching your arm, where-ever you aim
Things aren’t the same, since that night at my place, you lit up my world
Dived in your ocean and swirled, running your hands through my curls
You felt like my girl, but I lost you to him, now I’m smoking again 
Asking myself if I’m ever gon’ win, with my trust and my care
I opened my heart
But couldn’t tell if we shared this connection I’m feeling
Im writing this out to address it, I hope that you get it
Cuz I learned a lesson, I follow my heart to end  there I said it
With every sentence I write, I’m shining my soul into light
I hope he’s not dulling your shine, but hope makes me blind in my life
I hope that I’m right, I hope you’re not his, I hope that you’re mine
We live and we die, until then were just getting by
So why not just be my side if you’re feeling the same
Know what I’m saying? 
Baby you know what I’m saying? 
For you I go super sayian
I ain’t fucking with games I ain’t even playing
For you I go super sayian
I ain’t fucking with games I ain’t even playing
For you I go super sayian
I ain’t fucking with games I ain’t even playing

Baby I miss you
I wish i could dry out your eyes and just kiss you
Baby I miss you
A little too much

Baby I miss you
I wish i could dry out your eyes and just kiss you
Baby I miss you
A little too much

I sent you a text, a different message and I know you read shit that too
I’m sorry for everything that I do, but baby I can’t keep chasing after you
When you know how I feel but you’re telling me anyways 
You’ve been fucking him but you’re texting me anyways 
Saying you miss me, well I miss you too but I just can’t do this shit anymore
You’re calling me, telling me come over, and I run to your door
With a full order, that’s never gets paid for
Not much to stay for, if this was a cancer of mental stability we’d be on stage 4 
I wish I could say more, but I just digress into stress
Baby I wish you best, I know this is right but it feels like we’re missing a step
This comes from my heart, it’s straight from my chest, and I don’t want to lose you
No I don’t wanna lose 
But i feel like I lost you 
But i feel like I lost you 

Baby I miss you
I wish i could dry out your eyes and just kiss you

In my perfect world, we’d be together
But I don’t know if you feel the same
All I know is that I feel this pain in my chest 
With every breath that I’m taking without you
I’m trying to move on but I just don’t know how to
And honestly baby girl, I don’t want to
No I don’t want to
I just want you and it drives me crazy
Been thinking lately that you fucking hate me
For all of this shit, I’m in love and shit 
But I can’t touch you
I can’t say that I love you
I can’t say that I want you
I can’t say that I miss you 
And you know the real me, so all of that shit it  just kills me
When we’re together I look in your eyes, they used to stare back into mine
But now I’m hardly even catching a glance, you just gon’ stare at your phone
Leave me all alone 
But I’m used to it
Leave me all alone 
but I’m used to it
Yeah baby, if you knew me
You’d know that I’m used to it

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War (Slowed and Reverbed)

War (Slowed and Reverbed) ft. Shiloh Dynasty

Calling Within

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You are not alone. It is okay to not be okay. Message me on instagram @seon_47. I am here for you
Maybe I can be so sad when I’m not 
Life can be so lonely and I’m stuck up in the thoughts
Everything I’m wantin I can have it at the top
But I’m at the bottom I’m surrounded by the rocks

If I had love would I still feel this lonely 
I was by myself and nobody had to show me 
Never gave a fuck nobody tried to know me 
Handing out these guns but nobody tryna blow me

I don’t wanna be here I just wanna go 
Wanna leave my family everybody that I know 
Suicidal thought will they miss me when I go 
Tryna get high i been riding all the lows

Finally getting sober and it bringing back the pain
Sunny for a minute now it’s cloudy with the rain 
Shit falling down and it bringing back mistakes 
future looking blurry I don’t see it in my fate 

Whyy oh whyyy
I don’t wanna be here I just wanna die
Always been sad Itll never be alright 

Please come and save me I really need saving 
These are not just lyrics I’m really not playing 
This life that I’m living I feel like I’m faking
If I can’t be real then it time for the taking

Come take my life and my soul
When I’m not even old
I been searching for hot cause my heart is so cold 
say I dont listen not doing I’m told
don’t fit the system I’ll never be gold 

If I hit escape would i just fall and go to hell 
Moses say I would but who is he to go and tell
Wanna judge me now but not gon hear me when I yell 
I been crying out said I really need some help

Nobody wanna talk nobody picking up the vibes 
Smile on my face but they can’t tell that it’s a lie 
Cover for the sorrow that I’m feeling deep inside 
Hit em with the shock when they hear i wanna die

Whyy oh whyyy
I don’t wanna be here I just wanna die
Always been sad Itll never be alright

I Don't Understand

Zubin Shazad