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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E60eehoXwm4
prod. by @natemcmilli
vocal mixing @inbirthpr

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𝒮ᵘᑲlinᧁu҉𐌀꒒ (𝑃r𝗼∂︎. Iokera & iji)

Rudy Tabootie (Prod. By Eera & Gyo)

22°

What have i done?
Why do sunflowers die in the sun?
Why did I have to lie to that one..
I don't wanna see you cry but i did it
Lying in the Garden of Eden
Broke my heart, but I know you didn't mean it
I ripped you apart at the seems, let me stitch it
don't know what it means, but i know that we're even

Adam, Eve
The apple really doesn't fall far from the tree
All you gotta do is tell me you know imma eat it
I can hardly breathe, give me one more season
Giving you my rib, don't even care if i bleed out
Intertwined at the spines, you can't leave now
Covered in vines, you’re so fine.. but you're free now
I wanna righteous, don't you see it
im fighting, can’t you see how?
Adam and Eve
The apple really doesn't fall far from the tree
All you gotta do is tell me you know imma eat it
I can hardly breathe, give me one more season
You're my reason

I know you're cold, but with me you're never freezing
I don't wanna sulk in old sin, so let's repent
I wanna grow old and walk together to the heaven’s gates
don't know what they told you bout it all but…
it was never fake

What have i done?
Why do sunflowers die in the sun?
Why did I have to lie to that one..
I don't wanna see you cry but i did it
Lying in the Garden of Eden
Broke my heart, but I know you didn't mean it
I ripped you apart at the seems, let me stitch it
don't know what it means, but i know that we're even
Adam, Eve
The apple really doesn't fall far from the tree
All you gotta do is tell me you know imma eat it
I can hardly breathe, give me one more season
you're my reason

Garden of Eden (Taylor Morgan)

Not Even Ghosts Are This Empty

[VERSE I: Yung Revelations]
can i ever get a moment to myself?
each moment that passes is fleeting
i try and i try to escape my own life
at this point yall should call me houdini
it always ends up with me bleeding
or so overwhelmed im retreating
back into the hole that i tried to climb out of
it always ends up self defeating
i'm addicted to sex
addicted to drugs
really whatever will make me feel loved
i dont care what you think
yeah i dont give a fuck
im still out here shining as bright as the sun
and no matter how hard it gets no matter how tough
dont disobey when i say just gimme the gun
if i dont let me demons out to breathe
ill end up with some horns or a pair of fucking wings
come and visit me from time to time
to all the bitches that i was ever with
youre still on my mind

[VERSE II: Lil Psalm]
pushing that coupe in the rain
think i been going insane
popping and smoking and drinking is how i been coping and dealing with pain
snort up a line with my mom
yea i just be hoping to bond
another day working and wasting away the exact thing that i wanna buy
that’s time
i’m in that double R falling the fuck apart cooking up my frontal lobe
play it strong on the phone but i cry when alone cuz my daddy just hit a new low
fuck
every day bad news
every day cash rules
fuck what i did it’s what have you done lately
fuck that poetic shit got a chrome metal stick up to my brain just to know heaven for a bit
yea i just wanna run away
but all i ever do is run in place
the tears i cried it could have iced my chain
and on the best days i cant feel my face

Finding Shelter in My Larynx

[VERSE I: Indiana Slicky Fort Wayne]
i’m screaming fuck love cuz i guess i never got enough
shark attack an album every summer like i’m oddy nuff
grey gorilla i’m gripping my harambe nuts
how can i trust when my own blood be acting sus?
fuck
i got feelings i could never feel
keeping a blade up under my tongue just so i can guard my heel
constantly eating pills like i never skip a meal
them hoes they wanna chill i just give em vistiril

[VERSE II: DUCKBOY]
all these missed calls
texts left on read
when i do answer the phone
it’s usually “who is this again?”
i can see it in their eyes that they see me as a check
as a threat
fucking hating on me
waiting for me to miss a fucking step
they would love to catch me slipping
yeah thats why i learned to fly
always tryna touch the shun before i fall to my demise
broken skeleton scattered im only buzzin cuz of the flies
but i gained a million listeners on spotify overnight

A Little Trauma Can Be Illuminating, and I’m Shining Like the Sun

[VERSE I: Lil Remains]
lately i been feeling like i don’t know who the fuck i am
tryna figure out where the stage ends and i begin
‘til the bitter end i proceed with a hollow heart
cut my wounds and call it art
watch me as i come apart
pull up cullinan they wondering which sport i play
i say what i want and what you can’t afford to say
unless i’m hollering “grey” ain’t much else i gotta say
i made a gang and i made a way
and i made the wave and it’s here to stay
faking a smile while im flexing alarm going off for my anti depressant
my girl is up early and bitching and stressing about how im here but i’m lacking in presence
i tell her i love you but it’s lacking essence
and now i remember just who i am
but give me a pill this one for the win
i’m gone again

[VERSE II: Lord of Loneliness]
my type of vacation is isolation
i wanna be left alone
gonna see how long i hold until i end up fighting off temptations of self-annihilation
i’m holding myself hostage by all of this emotional blockage
i can’t fucking stop it now it’s all coming out
a verbal kind of vomit i wish i could gut it out
take away my stomach fucking rip it all apart
a hollow cage of calcium that used to hold my heart
i know i’m meant to be alone
i can feel it in my bones and in my soul

I No Longer Fear The Razor Guarding My Heel (V)

I NO LONGER FEAR THE RAZOR GUARDING MY HEEL (V)

Ive dropping hits since i was 16 i feel so Almighty

KasperGem - Sosa (@mag)

Silhouette (Twentywrld)

FOREIGN EVERYTHING (PROD. HORSEHEAD)•MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION•

SND U 2 HELL [PROD. LIL WI.$IDE]

based trip [PROD. LR_EKOLU]

BALLHOG  ⩇⩇:⩇⩇ ★Harto Falión ★Kasper gem ★Exodus(TRAUMA)

@rainybear16

Calm down, Marcel, can I talk to myself? They didn’t tell me I looked like you on film.(Speak directly into your mirrored self) - I don’t know much about anything at all. They found me lost at 21. He like me dumb I guess that’s why it took so long. Yeah he tried to leave me at the ball. It’s a six and over party and I ain’t that tall. Feel like purty 63 pull up in foreign car. They done left me down in Oz. Calm down, Marcel, can I talk to myself? They didn’t tell me I looked like you on film. Every day is a mystery. Walk around a big store but I don’t know what I think. I’m not eating jelly beans (ok). Feel like this bodies not fitting me . Yeah sometimes we just go around - I don’t wanna be your girl but it’s hitting kind of different now. They put me in that veil where I couldn’t feel the sound yea it just make me down. Stars it’s a mystery.

My feet keep slipping and I’m hanging out the window 
I grab a piece of the clutter that reminds me of you
Our fingers tangled in a knitted trap
I’m on the same old things 
I’m always covered in the dust that you sprinkled over me 
My laces tied to a place where we carved into a tree  
I lay it out and begin to trace it over again 
The same mistakes and same faces feel like 
My only frnd 
I sent a text to make you understand 
Disintegrating I break down again 
Have all that I own, a reflection of my better self

Jpdreamthug & Rainy Bear - Matches

TEST (KIRYANO)

https://soundcloud.com/jpdreamthug
Not my track. go follow JPDREAMTHUG

JPDREAMTHUG - ＣＲＹＳＴＡＬＬＩＮＥ (FT.LIL KLEENEX) PROD.NATEMCMILLI

https://soundcloud.com/famousaddonis

produced by https://soundcloud.com/nedarbnagrom

I'm Special

FAMOUS ADDONIS - I'm Special (FEAT. J-WALK)

p. kurai + hoodwtch + jack
mastered. safeguard

Half Empty

f r e e z a b o y s
yunn snow aka meshgawd

based trip [PROD. LR_EKOLU]

jinn