Big Beat Radio: EP #180 - gabby start (gabby mid Mix)
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Big Beat Radio: EP #180 - gabby start (gabby mid Mix)

been obsessed with sampling imogen heap recently

[+production, vocals, mix + master by Maxine Faith Noelle] 🌾
+ additional guitars + featuring jauntsen (@jauntsen)

🌾LYRICS🌾

[myth valley]
separate anxiety
I cant even fucking sleep
constantly waiting on inevitability to call
cause where you even wanted me
I cant even fucking think
my words are rotting down now I'm running from it all 

she was a bastard
don't talk about it
I got the answer to all your problems
never know to hand it over to you at all
cause you're never gonna solve it
and I know its a little over your head
and you know that I'm falling into your hands
I'm breaking fast and I don't know if I can take it
cause right now all I'm feeling is

separate anxiety
I cant even fucking sleep
constantly waiting on inevitability to call
cause where you even wanted me
I cant even fucking think
my words are rotting down now I'm running from it all

[@jauntsen]
I don't wanna talk
put the problems to the side
call me what you want when you look me in the eyes 
am I a distraction
you want be out your life but I cannot make it happen
it's only getting worse

[myth valley]
she was a bastard
don't talk about it
I got the answer to all your problems
never know to hand it over to you at all
cause you're never gonna solve it
and I know its a little over your head
and you know that I'm falling into your hands
I'm breaking fast and I don't know if I can take it
cause right now all I'm feeling is

[@jauntsen]
separation anxiety, let it define me
I wish I was better on my own
I just need you beside me but you're letting it go
and I won't ever forget that
she's all you've got so let it go
where will she end up one day
it's inevitable
I'm breaking down so fast I don't know if I can take it
cause right now all I'm feeling is

[myth valley]
separate anxiety
I cant even fucking sleep
constantly waiting on inevitability to call

(do you even fucking know?)
(where are you)
(I love the cycle)

inevitable

inevitable [with jauntsen]

silky eyes to follow drawings
faking seaside afternoons
sixty-ish more glassy reasons
stick to seasons, mortal moves

@alexanderpanos

selling rings_20240218

1/9

all it meant was for you to love me
and yet nothing is was it seems
i'm a broken visage in the mirror
i'm pretending i can't hear her

i don't want this to ever end, ever end
i guess i'm a broken heart again, again
i confess my sins to the devil, devil
i don't take no chances, i'm a rebel

oh my heart hurts, my heart burns
don't you see it aches for your affection
and i guess we part our ways

and i guess that's just how it goes
and i guess i'm alone once more, more

heartburn

https://soundcloud.com/snaresociety/flatroom-cash-diet

cash diet

Wrapping this time up,

Secure in intention

But I still worry 
that I wouldn’t be anywhere without you

Call me old fashioned,
To be alone in this life 
some mystery of passion
some mystery, this passion

rediscovering that, 
we’re alone,
again and again,
given these separate skins
to no end


I can’t stop repeating the question
Have I planted my heart in the ground?
expecting returns
when it’s the visceral that is the truth

and do i love in absence?

I could’ve held flame to myself, again in my youth
lesson-learned, scraggle toothed
eager and dumb



what if I die here?
you always have, and will

does that make any day untrue?

forever

watch the music video for redbridge: 
https://youtu.be/aCt94sJZ1A4?si=9e2p3Gcp_KOVnU7E

stream redbridge:
https://outset.fanlink.tv/redbridge

production & writing by yours truly
additional guitars from Samuel Fisher 
additional writing from Sophearak Chan

lyrics
what am i supposed to say to you?
supposedly i fucked your life
lying to myself all over again
cuz i know you’re just fine (fuck!)

i promised i’d leave town and fuck up my life
i knew you still loved me but i fucked that up too
so i smoked you up at red bridge and fell on my vices
i didn’t ever mean to hurt you but my actions don’t lie
i just need to get away from you but your lust grabbed my throat

so please girl just stop
i can’t hurt you anymore
i past that at least i thought so 
where do we go from here?


im tryna move on but you’re no help
constantly reminding me that i’m a fucking addict 
scrolling thru her twitter while you’re standing there right next to me
i told you how i really felt but fuck it let’s get high again

i got money i could throw away 
bridges i could burn away 
maybe i could run again 
catch another case again 
maybe i’ll just hit you up forget about my problems
wouldn’t have to tell a soul, maybe we could solve them
i got money i could throw away 
bridges i could burn away 
maybe i could run again 
catch another case again 
maybe i’ll just hit you up forget about my problems
wouldn’t have to tell a soul, maybe we could solve them


i’ll take over the whole scene just cuz you asked me to 
i promise once i’m done i’ll meet you down at the grave
cold outside but you tell me i’m done
frozen lies, frozen pastures and the sun back in line
i’ll be running down to somewhere where we’ll meet

been obsessed with sampling imogen heap recently

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