gone

it did these verses so quickly @nocturnnne ur cracked  thank u 4 being on my song

[sgf]
Kiss me quick before the magic wears off
7 minutes before heaven casts me down again
I appreciate the offer, baby, i like it harsh
Whats a little bit of red if i wont break enough to stop the car?
Cuz i like the way he sounds when he talks like that
I kneel down at his insults like theyre crosses
I still dont understand just why i want it
If its love, overconfidence, or wanting an excuse to bleed

[noct]
wanting an excuse to bleed, i felt you on top of me
wanna wrestle in the dirt just one more time before i leave ? 
locked up all my joints and acted like you had the key
do u rlly think that i look better on my knees?
buying those cigarettes you smoke
ash them all over my clothes
just so i could smell more like you 
baby, we know how this goes 
you only love me when it snows but 
you can't ever see my view

[sgf]

and i know i agreed
showed up to the party dressed like i dont want to breathe
i learned the hard way to obey, losing a couple teeth
Hes dressed in formalwear worth more that my whole world
Cuz he likes the way i cry too much to ever let me go
And he still calls me a faggot while he treats me like a girl
Going back and forth, champagne and rubber, i know what i prefer
Could you turn the music up a little louder?

[noct]
walk into that room, watch em turn their heads
mouth is filled with hate, says he wishes i was dead
but without friends around he knows he wants me in his bed 
he's willing to go $1000 in the red
i wish i could leave, but it's too late
i'd fly accross the world, drop my name, and get a new face
jane doe bitch, baby, this could go 2 ways
but we both know that ill running back 2 u by tuesday, fuck

key in lock +nocturnnne

https://open.spotify.com/track/2XouBmdyeYb5fM0mBWxKcV?si=e2e7630ef0c64692
https://www.parentcompanyy.net
prod. parent companyy

I cant pay my dues
I cant fill my cups
There’s no way I can
Afford to have this much
Something in my heart
Is close to clogging up
I hate my new bed
Cause the sheets are rough

Should’ve worked on my doctorate
Should’ve never pierced my Austin
I couldve had friends from college
How do I know that this is right for me
Two more days until the interview
Lost another not much u can do
I don’t wanna live off her life
But there’s not much left for me

Right Click Devil
*Vocal chops*

two more days until the interview
Lost another not much u can do
I don’t wanna live off her life
But there’s not much left for me
And I know that i’m not what I said I was
have to chance to change, what I am and what I’m not
If I sign will this be the end of it all
It wont, but ill try, to take on a new life
Whats my name whats my weight I don’t know for sure
Wipe my face, sign the date, they say theres no ties
Ive been running in place, told myself thats just life
They have one thing to ask, am I good with a knife?


I cant pay my dues
I cant fill my cups
There’s no way I can
Afford to have this much
Something in my heart
Is close to clogging up
I hate my new bed
Cause the sheets are rough

Left Click Demon
2 more days until the interview
Right click devil
Lost another not much u can do
Left Click Demon
I don’t wanna live off her life
Right click devil
But there’s not much left for me

Right Click Devil

for kt

(cuz i dont know, i guess, yeah, we really didn't get the chance to talk at all)

how you feelin, i know we haven't spoke since then
you have your reasons to why you wanna stay away
feels like steel spikes keep driving me right down
gotta mind my business, it's killing me now

ooo
now i can only speak to you like this
in a song 
and i'm sorry because i'm in the wrong

i'm wrong in all the things that i did
pain in time with what you had spent
now i know that i don't deserve you

50 feet away from our lives,
trying not to see eye to eye
it's hard to stay away but i'll learn to

still miss you, i still miss everything

ooo
now i can only speak to you like this, in a song 
and i'm sorry because i'm in the wrong

still wanna fix your hair
when it's all in your face
still wanna tie your shoes
when your hands are full, babe 
wanna sit side by side, 
watching just what we find

still wanna fix your hair
when it's all over your face
still wanna tie your shoes
when your hands are full, oh babe
still wanna sit just side to side, 
watching just whatever we find
laying down with shooting stars
making our wishes all the night

steel spikes

thursday.sf2

if somethings the matter please come
to my line
hit me up
what are u doin touchin dat drug
just let me know
(feelin lonely)
u know hes 65
neuropathy on his left leg
he cant drive
hes tryna support us with lyft
why do u come to my life
havent been here
for 22 years
(123)
(abc)


DoverStreetLoser

when i thought that we were close
but it seems that it didn’t really matter
cus all of the time that we spent on us
throwing this away was no use

all my fake friends wanna get up n leave
it’s like nobody really here for me
all my fake friends wanna get up and leave
is anybody listening

notice all the fake friends wanna get up n leave
it’s like nobody really here for me
all the fake friends wanna get up n leave
is anybody listening

you said i ran for my life
you didn’t answer slowly 
when i was running to you

you get out of my face
cus bro you’re so fake
make it one more day
you changed up on me last minute
you’re lost to me and that’s it
going tonight get your goodbyes ready
too weak and i sit aside
go out my mind 
won’t you go out my mind 

all my fake friends wanna get up n leave
it’s like nobody really here for me
all my fake friends wanna get up and leave
is anybody listening

notice all the fake friends wanna get up n leave
it’s like nobody really here for me
all the fake friends wanna get up n leave
is anybody listening

i thought that we were close
but it seems that it didn’t really matter
cus all of the time that we spent on us
throwing this away was no use

no use

blue screen,
soft light


everything move off my back tonight 



i don’t want things like you want things 

blue screen soft light

The song reflects on unmet expectations and its possible transcendence i hope at least.

Der Duft dieser Blätter

i added to this every so often in bad moments as i grew up with the song and music. this is lazy and bad and unprofessional but i cannot remove any of the emotion this song gives me. 

statelines cover

Falling, falling was written for a very special person. [:

blue screen soft light

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