god forbid 
that i say what i want 

god forbid
i have enough

god forbid 
that i start to get tired 

of chasing my own tail
confusing pleasure
with perfumes

(of pushing weight up on the boulder )

you said smile
you said get warm 

you said my face is not an enemy 
you said that war was not my form 

“i swear it’s easy
but i know
you get caught up”

“you can be angry at yourself 
but that will never be enough”

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