heaven.

-lyrics-
I don't wanna die
I just want it all
I lost track of time
Trying to give u my all
I just want a try
But you do not want it more
I don't want to lie
Please don't change your mind

I don't wanna die
Come and break it off
You know that I'm so gone
I'm going thru it, no
I just want a try
But you do not want it more
I don't want to lie
Please don't change your mind

That boy wanna play, he'll get it
I told myself, i'll get it soon enough
When is it my turn
All my friends are going up
When is it my turn
I told myself, i'll get it soon enough
And i'm still someone that i'm not
That's not me yet

I Wish That Were Me

these moments are ours alone

alright, here we are. i know this sounds kind of rushed, but i wanted to the show the amount of things i've been doing recently, i really hope they sound okay! i love you all
cover art: @zzoos
{00:00} SSOH - ID
{01:15} SSOH - CLOCK;GARDEN ID (WITH HELP FROM @iinnam)
{02:41} SSOH - ID
{03:53} SSOH - ID
{04:44} INTERMISSION (WITH HELP FROM @z-u-y-a)
{05:35} SSOH / RONKOE - ID (ORIGINAL MELODY FROM @casketo)
{06:48} XBOX GAMING SERVICES - ID
{07:42} SSOH - ID

watch it wilt (an unraveling)

how will it end

The first single by neutral guy!

lyrics:

the river it always widens
the river it eats me whole
the river is shortsighted (doesn't see too far ahead)
the river it has no pull

though the tide it seems to shift upward what comes up must come down
cause this river is going mountain to ocean 
this river has no motion

the river it always widens
the river it eats me whole
the river is shortsighted (doesn't see too far ahead)
the river has no pull...

river

i'll burn a hole in my head with a friction burn
(oh, please come save me from myself, i'm so hyperbolic)
i will bleed out on my desk, if it makes me learn
(and he weaponizes me, only to be so much more)
it swells inside of me, my wrists will follow suit
(i'm doing what i love the most, and it still makes me pissed)
so i'll burn a hole in my head with a friction burn

(anxious dug nails dig the crease in my palms)

(i know that)
i said things were always this way, but i'm lying again
(it's a built in part of me, i am a drama queen)
i quit what i love all the time and blame it on my friends
(it's a built in part of me, i am a drama queen)
there's a prize outside my head [that] envy and wrath are trying to earn
(it's a built in part of me, i am a drama queen)
so i'll burn a hole in my head with a friction burn

hm

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