interlude 2

body crush og ver

produced, mixed, and mastered by November Day
additional synths by hvrtstation
guitars and bass by patrick oneill

lyrics:
You tie my stomach in knots, now I can't feel a thing 
Baking intricate plots to see you before spirng
I’m attracted to tell you the things that I'd feel
But I'm afraid of the backlash, I'm afraid it's not real 
I'm afraid of escaping. I'm afraid of the cage
I'm afraid if you know that I'm afraid then you'll change
I'm afraid that you'll see me and run just the same
And I don't really want you to go, I'm not ready for that yet
I haven't even learned every little aspect of your soul
And you don't know me, and the way that I could hold you too so please just don't leave
Cause I'm not quite ready to move on again
And I've been through so many, the time that I've spent
I can't even count it, I can't even mend the things that have happened
But I think you could fix it, and I think you could change it
And think that I that I need you, and I can't rearrange the things that I've been feeling in my head because it's too much to think about

its getting hard to breathe
(im never gonna find out, never worth the patience)
why am i even here
(stab you in the back now youre hanging from a clothespin)
every time i close my eyes
(i love you i just dont wanna see this go to waste)
(i like it but its not getting anywhere this way)

I’m avoiding the 8 Ball 
No appointment to see you 
I can’t find an escape rope 
Or no way to defeat you 
I’ve been caught in a web 
I keep clutching a lie 
Im stuck

ill stay here
i dont like it
i told you that
i needed this

8 Ball (feat. Quedronol)

milk toast juggler

guitar and bass played by me
everything produced and written by me

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3lVP7AmtHE5hlglvMPqvR1?si=0c43dda7dfc8458f

world on my shoulders

5.26 - 5.30 demo wav. basically done lel

shattered wrist, out & off your face again
a blind embrace, your saintly brace
a heavy cane, your ball and chain
to pull you to your place

your home is insincere
now it houses you alone
you penned the beast, three-legged:
let her gnaw you to the bone

(who craves such blood and thick of skin)

good flesh retains an anger 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎(cradle her in an open arm, 
sufficing every ache 
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ take me in)

was mine now too forgiving to disown the child you'd break?

bloodhound

i sit in my room hyperfocused on making beats instead of finishing my work due next day

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