user forever

from "gravitas animi."

used to have lyrics but i changed my mind

challenge of direction

could you kiss me often?

@galaasays
https://soundcloud.com/galaasays/dreaminboutu20221302

galaasays - dreaminboutu2022.13.02 (member remix)

1539 n calvert county fair

hey little square kid, where's my fiber drink!

lungs

....

keepmeonmyfeet

searching for solid ground

2talk! (user)

thinking real hard (using my thinker brain)

uses the beat milk160 by @nujioh

"Jell jook jere, ja jefenseless Johnathan." Johnathan jays jith ja jluttonous jexpression. "Jon't jind jif Ji jo."

Jith jhat je jicks Johnathan jup jy jhe jcruff jof jis Johnathan, jolding jim jabove jis Johnathan. Johnathan jeems jo jave jat jeast jrushed jis jeeth jearlier jin jhe jorning, jis jreath jittingly jmelling jike Johnathans.

Johnathan's jeet jare jowered jinto jhe Johnathan, Johnathan jubbing jis Johnathan jall jover, jasting jevery jrevice jand Johnathan jon jhem. Jhe Johnathan jums, jeeming jo japprove jof jow Johnathan Johnathans.

Johnathan's jirst Johnathan jrings Johnathan jin jup jo jis Johnathan, jocking jis Johnathan jin jhe jarmth jand jightness jof jis Johnathan. Johnathan jlobbered jover Johnathan, jicking jand jasting jevery Johnathan jof jim.

Ja jecond Johnathan julls Johnathan jentirely jinto Johnathan, jis jiew jof jhe joutside Johnathan jow jramed jy jhe Johnathan's Johnathan. Johnathan jlosed jis Johnathan, jlunging Johnathan jinto Johnathan.

Jhe jinal Johnathan julled Johnathan jown jinto Johnathan's Johnathan, janding jin the Johnathan's Johnathan. Johnathan's Johnathan jas jight, jhe Johnathans jeading jand jressing jon jim.

milkstasis160

Inthefire

12092022m 0128

ambient footwork I made on my phone in garage band (again) to end my night. good night

0128 AM

I’m runnin’ out of days,
So I’m livin’ like I can’t replace ’em.
Laughin’ till the night gets faded,
Every moment feels amazing.

Running Out of Days

Stay With Me Tonight

Couple of THOughTS is a raw and emotional track about waiting for real love but finding only pain in its place. It’s about heartbreak, reflection, and learning to rise above what once broke you. The song moves through loneliness, betrayal, and growth, ending with strength and peace.

Lyrics:
I’ve been waiting for a long time for someone to come and find me.
But all I got was a couple of thoughts that a couple of THOTs would be.
Guess I drew what I saw, not what I need,
Kept chasing reflections that look like peace.

They smiled with lips that whispered lies,
Eyes like heaven but hearts disguised.
I called it love, they called it time,
I built a dream, they crossed the line.

They smiled with lips that whispered lies,
Soft voices hid the truth inside.
I gave ‘em love, they gave me time,
Played my heart, then left my mind.

And every touch just felt the same,
Different faces, but the same old game.
They looked like peace, but they came like pain,
And I still pray for the one that’ll stay.

Heart torn open, stitched by pride,
Told myself I’d heal in time.
But nights got colder, thoughts got loud,
Crowded rooms, still no crowd.

Pour up the pain, it goes down slow,
Love on repeat, same sad show.
She say forever, but forever folds,
Fake halos, hearts made of gold.

They wanted the shine, not the soul in me,
Fell for the mask, not the whole of me.
I tried to fix what was draining me dry,
Till I learned sometimes love’s just a lie.

They smiled with lips that whispered lies,
Soft voices hid the truth inside.
I gave ‘em love, they gave me time,
Played my heart, then left my mind.

And every touch just felt the same,
Different faces, but the same old game.
They looked like peace, but they came like pain,
And I still pray for the one that’ll stay.

I built my walls from broken trust,
From ashes, heartbreak, love to dust.
But every scar became my proof,
That pain can lie, but not the truth.

Now I’m calm inside the storm,
Healed my soul, rebuilt my form.
Those same old games can’t cage me twice,
I learned to bleed and call it life.

Now I walk where the light don’t fade,
New strength born from the mess I made.
Used to chase hearts, now I chase peace,
Finally found gold when I found me.

No more waiting for someone to save,
I’m my own fire, I’m my own wave.
They can keep their masks and fame,
I’m just done playing the blame game.

‘Cause I’ve been waiting for a long time, see,
And maybe the one I needed was me.

They smiled with lips that whispered lies,
But I see clear through the thin disguise.
I gave ‘em love, they gave me time,
Now I give mine to what’s divine.

And every wound became a flame,
Every scar spelled out my name.
They looked like peace, but I became,
The calm inside my hurricane.

I’ve been waiting for a long time...
For someone to come and find me...
But all I got was a couple of THOughTS...
Guess the one I found... was finally me.

Couple of THOughTS

hobbyist
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Inthefire

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