Demos I uploaded to the collective account @user-177606668 between 2021-2024  ^_^

toasty's user songs

songs that inspire me

a mouse is obsessed 4

Interesting 3

rat <:3

Corpse flower

maple & yletea - don't taaaaalk*+

Piano Improv2

Music box

Bliss1

my best friend

Clock Tower Waltz

savor

so miserable

open book

upstream

dawn service

swallower

Lyircs:

There's a lil bird In the sky
Hoping to settle down
And it's all coming crashing down
"Let's sing it" crashing down
"Sing it" crashing down"
Let’s sing it" crashing down
He wished to be free
All the kids they just gathered around
a bird lying dead on the ground
Their faces were terrified
"Let's sing it" terrified
"Sing it" terrified" Let’s sing it" terrified
He's just like me for real
He’s just like me for real, for real
For real, for real
I'm trying but I can't deny
You driving me crazy
yeah
Grass is greener on the other side
I'm not cut out for this
I've only got one pair of eyes
And I'm using them all on you
I'm trying but I can't deny
You driving me crazy
yeah
Grass is greener on
the other side
I'm not cut out for this
I've only got one pair of eyes
And I'm using them all on you
I've only got one pair of eyes
I've only got one pair of eyes
And I'm using them all on you
I’m so tired, woow
I’m so tired, woow...
“...
Something
could've snapped, but it didn't because it just didn't.
Pretty fucking sad if you ask me,
Very really pretty much really fucking sad
But whatever maybe it wasn't meant to be, maybe,
But still, I really don't give a shit, I don't know what I'm talking about anymore
right now, this shit just makes me really fucking sad
Imma climb down all the steps I've taken so far cause I'm not worth any of what's at the top,
nah nah nah”

I was 10 when y'all separated
I was 10 when I got diagnosed
I was 10 and nothing made sense
And this teacher was a fucking hoe
I was itti-itti-bitty Jakey
I was falling through floors during schooldays
Which were most days
We would never be taught, how to cry, why are we all asking questions
I was 10 when y'all separated
I was 10
when I got diagnosed
I was 10 and nothing made sense
And this teacher was a fucking hoe
I was itti-itti-bitty Jakey
I was falling through floors during schooldays
Which were most days
We would never be taught, how to cry, 
why are we all asking questions
Fångade dagen, jag bor,
I gräset där allt är av jord
Sommaren tar mig tillbaks
Men minnena fanns inte kvar
Gör allting för att du ska dra
Går galen du mår inte bra
På riktigt när då och idag?
Finns ingen annan än jag
Finns ingen annan än jag
Finns ingen annan än jag
Finns ingen annan än jag

lil bird

lil birthday gift

full song out now https://soundcloud.com/azaleabettigole/for-you-until-im-gone

lyrics:

And I can't stand to reason with 
The things that you've been speaking about me
About me
And I can't stand to listen to 
Whatever you were telling me to change
Its all the same

Cause' I heard it
As you called me
And I told you
I was lonely
And it sounded
So insulting
But I swear that it was nothing
Now I'm not there
When you need me
And its hard when you can't see me
Its all my fault

Its all my fault

Emotions on a string
Tied in a gordian knot 
For the thoughts that I will cull
It made me dull
And I can't shake the feeling 
that I won't be missed at all

And my blood pressure keeps rising
Through every step I take
Its not enough to kill me
But I think I might just faint
And I'm sorry that you're watching
With nothing you can do
How can I be there for myself
When I can't be there for you

When I can't be there for you
You
When I can't be there for you

for u (demo)

Headmate

hypnotized
if you come down to the garden we could verbalize
for the hollow of your mother
you could chase the time
and turn it into something else
all the things you did to me are poisoned
with immaculate intelligence that i feel
whoever told you that You can turn it down at godspeed

its ok now
but all i wanted was a feeling

one free fall
shutdown
rising me from the above
smacking me into the ground
if i could
i would let you know the truth
but all i see is staring at and waiting for me
cant let it decieve

all the morning routes
and the night sky
we're just falling out
in a new time
line the feeling
open my eyes
break the ceiling
as the wall cries
about meanings
no regarding
only live it
in the timelapse
and believe it
like do magic
like the kids we used to be

one free fall
shutdown
rising me from the above
smacking me into the ground
all i see is burning colors
i dont wanna see the light

Break the pen
I dont wanna play nor pretend
That we could be something that would work
Only if we break all the amends
I dont wanna have you as a friend and i dont wanna hear from you again
Everything thats been on your mouth
You can let it have some air
I fall through the pieces of the glass
Always on my phone but left on read
I dont wanna feel like im a mess
But i really think that im a mess
I dont wanna have you as a friend and i dont wanna hear from you again
Everything thats been on your mouth

https://www.instagram.com/p/C-99kt1MsWI/

soft

The moon looks better than it did last year
Or maybe I'm seeing it different now
I never it see that clear

The first time I told myself
that I love me was when I was someone else
The first time I let the ice melt
was when he forced me to break out of my shell

I Was Someone Else

what are we talking about?

featuring:
@leastfavorite
@bhproducer
@prodmusa
@wishlane

produced by:
@dossyx
@leastfavorite
@draf2k

anylonger

hold it against me (flash og)

homesweethome

kiss+1 (OLSWEL vs. katy)

original: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0UBgYLjTERs
for my girlfriend for valentines day
prod. mexican lesbian girlfriend

let me be with you (mexican lesbian girlfriend cover/remix)

@azkii1

Brand new day, brand new fit
Wings on my back like cupid
Walking through life like wading through tulips
Way I walk around, she said chew r u stupid
She said chew r u stupid
On the porch and we smoking up that green shit
Tryna get high, fuck it, tryna get rich
Put a hole through a prick like a pen lid

Uh, fuck it, go on a walk
Huh, yeah, I want more
Step in the mall, Imma walk out that bitch poor
And I'm posted by the trees, bitch I'm in the fucking forest
High as fuck, tryna reach my cup, tryna use the force bitch
Everything I got wasn't all from luck but I won the lottery
And I'm out my mind but I'm doing just fine, just can't speak properly
What's the time? Woke up in the PM, like of course I did
Chew in this bitch, like you know the sitch, like what you want from me?

Brand new day, brand new fit
Wings on my back like cupid
Walking through life like wading through tulips
Way I walk around, she said chew r u stupid
She said chew r u stupid
On the porch and we smoking up that green shit
Tryna get high, fuck it, tryna get rich
Put a hole through a prick like a pen lid

r u stupid prod azkii

ITs aLL SO BORING,

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