circa — April 2023
Additional Production by @whyawe

Welcome to my luck it's not new
I wouldn't be here anywhere without you
If I was young right now I wouldn't know what to do
I'm just glad I fought my battles and grew
I still can't believe that you're gone
I wish that you could hear this song
But you know when times get too tough
And you know that you've had enough
When things start going in place for you
And I don't let anyone catch my bluff
Times like these, just to bring myself together
Would be all it cost

I'm glad I wasn't born anywhere else
'Cause I don't think that I'd be me
I wish we could play our favorite songs
I wish that you weren't gone
My sister said it's okay to cry
I'm looking at our pictures, wish that we could live another day
Forever grateful for you, yeah it's sad it had to end this way
It's breaking me up, it's breaking me down
I hope we can find ourselves in the afterlife, I love you mom

Close my eyes, and then I fall asleep
I can't breathe without your company
'Cause nothing else really matters (but you)
All I ever was was your baby

It's Okay to Cry (Outro)

4 Apr 2004 - Room 92 - n Lab - West Sim

Eliza regained consciousness on November 25, 2003. Both of her parents were immediately notified but only her father came to see her in the lab. Her mother stayed at the family home. Eliza had been officially "resurrected" on August 23, but only her brain could function. For the first four weeks after waking up, she wasn't receptive and was paralyzed from the neck down. She would gradually regain mobility in her entire body by March of the following year, but never in her left foot.

She often thanked the nurses and scientists for helping her get better. She worked well with them and excelled in most of the tests and procedures they did on her, except for those that involved balance and enduring cold temperatures.

"She'll be ready to leave the lab by mid-May," says one of the nurses. "Lately she's been saying that she really wants to see her little brother. We raised our eyebrows at that, 'cause she only has two sisters. She says her brother's name is E and that he's four years younger than her. She talked to him while she was asleep."

Records show no evidence of an E Jamison being born in 1984 in the United States, or even at all. There were no E Jamisons enrolled in a school of any kind. The only proof of someone with that name living in the US was Eliza's grandfather, who has no verifiable birth certificate but does have a New York ID and driver's license, neither of which has been updated since 1978.

When we asked about someone named E in the family, Eliza's father looked at us like we were crazy. He said he never had a son, and his father's name wasn't really E; he changed his name when moving to America. He was unable to recall his father's birth name. Eliza's mother provided no comment.

East Sim was struck by an EF5 tornado while Eliza was asleep. She remains determined to find housing nearby, despite the city's struggles to recover. She insists on staying near the lab rather than returning to her family home against her father's wishes. She avoids answering the question whenever asked why.

E: Retrace your steps

tristar (SOURTULIP demo)

prada-prod.thraxx x logan

happy trans day of visibility
made by 6e6f637475726e6e6e65

rotten girl , i hide away , all rolled up
corner of the room , i watch them show up
it's so loud in here , i wanna throw up
it's so loud in here , i wanna throw up
you look me in my eyes, & tell me i need to grow up 
i don't wanna grow up
i don't wanna grow up

i hate the way my father looks at me
i act like i dont care as i wipe my hands clean
but i can tell he doesn't like me & i know that's what he sees
i'm just not what he wanted me to be

i hate the way my mother speaks of me
shining star boy , her perfect child , & everyone agrees
she'd fucking hate my guts if she knew who i was
& that's why i'm keeping that to me

rotten girl

snoweffect

im all for it
im all for it

i was on my way up
bitch i got it all now (lets go)
i don't care bout the price
i see whatever it's gone now
oh you got status?
are you ready to fall off with that shit?
ya r u ready for it
i just need some time to think of it
we have none in common
dont go acting like it
oh yeah 
said you had me, you aint got the option
i swear we have nothing
don't leave me forgotten
if i could have it
i won't be a problem

im saying you don't know at all
you hate the way i talk
why do you hate it all?
i'm out of it, lost
you say there's something off with me, i can't even respond
so baby do you hate me
do you think im pretty oh god
bitch i hate it
i want you to save me
i know you want to take it
you won't get a taste
saying that i'm dangerous
but you won't see me break

yeah see me break
i know how you feel, and it makes me ache
they all wanted me but i can't be taken
can't be taken
give or take, i'll still end up dead

i was on my way up
bitch i got it all now (lets go)
i don't care bout the price
i see whatever it's gone now
oh you got status?
are you ready to fall off with that shit?
ya r u ready for it
i just need some time to think of it
we have none in common
dont go acting like it
oh yeah 
said you had me, you aint got the option
i swear we have nothing
don't leave me forgotten
if i could have it
i won't be a problem

snoweffect

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