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I hope all of my friends
Are happy and healthy in the end
And I won't do anything out of love
If I don't mean it enough

Times that I've had a friend
In a singular sense
It feels boxed in
And I would do anything to share my love
In the same way
With everyone

I'm not stupid
I'm just asunder
'Cause I trust you like a minnow
Swimming aimlessly with one another
And I feel like I can't ever remember
What it's like to let my heart bleed
Out of someone else's mouth for once

Keep that smug look off your face
I'm doctor Smirnoff
Keep my name out of your mouth
But don't ever forget
With the cadence of the contour
That your essence will bend to
I want someone deceitful to listen to

I hope all of my friends
Are happy and healthy in the end
And I won't say anything out of love
If I don't mean it enough

Times that I've had a friend
In a singular sense
It feels boxed in
And I would do anything to share my love
In the same way
With everyone

I'm not stupid
I'm just asunder
'Cause I trust you like a minnow
Swimming aimlessly with one another
And I feel like I can't ever remember
What it's like to let my heart bleed
Out of someone else's mouth for once

Keep that smug look off your face
Keep my name out of your mouth
Ohh, ohh
I want someone deceitful to listen to

Meadowlark

Doctor Smirnoff

u should call me

First Jape Daw Jump Up Track!

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d#ga#fa#d
straight from my voice memos

laid down in the dark again
feel my racing heart again
in my ears and in my neck
and in my arms and in my hands
this is what living will keep being like 

what am i being held against
keep saying this'll be for the better, yea
i just wanna know if i have felt all that i'll go through

february 2 song

watch the music video https://youtu.be/IAgYWTc8PYQ?si=_MyjqZdDaK3MrYja
featuring additional writing & vocals by @quququinny
written, produced, performed, mixed & mastered by Micah Callari

Bitch, I am a demigod
Nobody has done it quite like me, I am the building block
Seen it, done it, world’s most wanted, God’s most loved demigod
You could never get me off, only I can turn me on
Bow in my presence, I’m to be worshiped, I’m a demigod

I fell from high up above you
My life upended because you
Saw something in me no one wants to
So why do I love you

Raised in the heavens
I’ve come down, I’m descending
Got no need for descendants
I’m immortal and unending
I don’t need you (At all)
Couldn’t be you (When you fall)
I can see you (As you stall)
Trying to take what I don’t give you

I’m just like the second coming of Jesus the Christ, uh
Beg for forgiveness, you won’t get it, I don’t play nice, huh
Show me what you’re made of, I can show you what they made me for
Don’t take me for granted, what

Bitch, I am a demigod
Nobody has done it quite like me, I am the building block
Seen it, done it, world’s most wanted, God’s most loved demigod
You could never get me off, only I can turn me on
Bow in my presence, I’m to be worshiped, I’m a demigod

Bending you, breaking you
Seeing what it takes to make you crack
A double dose of progesterone
Got me asking girls if they like me back
I already know you like me back
Drop hints so fast, I can’t keep track
I think you know I like you back
Why am I scared to tell you that
 
Trapped in my mind, I can’t stop overthinking
Not making a move, I don’t know why I’m waiting
Can only avoid these talks for so long
I just don’t know if I’m reading this all fucking wrong
I try, but I can’t find a way to articulate
Why this is so fucking hard to communicate
I sit by myself while I attempt to ruminate
On why is is so fucking hard to evaluate

(I’m just like the second coming of Jesus the Christ, uh)
(Beg for forgiveness, you won’t get it, I don’t play nice, huh)
One, two (Show me what you’re made of, I can show you what they made me for)
One, two, one two three four (Don’t take me for granted, what)

Bitch, I am a demigod
Nobody has done it quite like me, I am the building block
Seen it, done it, world’s most wanted, God’s most loved demigod
You could never get me off, only I can turn me on
Bow in my presence, I’m to be worshiped, I’m a demigod

u should call me

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