[MUSIC VIDEO - https://youtu.be/BxLYEp4Ya1A]

prod.@xaev + @72crash + me

dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
dont you-

bruises on my body
dont ask me how i got it
brand new face i bought it
shout out to my doctor
bruises on my body 
please dont get me started
bruises on my body
i just wanna party

dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?

plastic surgery
im a perfect being
im the perfect me
ITS A BEAUTY THING
plastic surgery
im a perfect being
im the perfect me
ITS A BEAUTY THING

dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
its a beauty thing

dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
its a beauty th-

you just wanna be like me 
but you cant afford it
stop obsessing over me
but you know i love it
if you say i gotta leave
im like ok fuck it
PROMISE you wont follow me
if you blink you miss it

bitch im rolling in my bed
turn the music up
i just wanna smash my head
i just wanna jump

MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
I DONT LOVE NO ONE
RIGHT NOW I JUST WANNA 
JUMP, JUMP

turn the bass up, why????
IM TOO SHY TO PARTY BUT ILL STAY UNTIL IM HIGH
i dont wanna talk i can talk between my eyes
right behind my forehead is where i form all my lies

MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK

it's a beauty thing [DON'T YOU NOTICE ME]

ready

cover by me, painting from a J.G. Ballard exhibit i think? 

take note: a shivering woman, lost upon the whittling sand
fake hope, attemping something. I wish you could understand

evil in figure, juxtaposition
concept of evil, my imposition
my scraggly posture, my terrible eyes
my terrible eyes, my trust in you

and if i said my thoughts 
"I desire your safety, woman!"
take a look, at my arms
push, push in safely
you push in safely, im lost like a baby
like an infant, hold me closely
repeat my thoughts:
"I want it, baby"

Flaws are the greatest strength in lust; they aren’t a spectacle, but a subconscious creation that fuels the red in my brain to push and say that I love you. God, my entire body is full of fuzz. My skin folds like paragraphs, like multiple indentations. 
  “Please rub me.” 
  “Okay,” she says with a smile.


take note: a shivering woman, lost upon the whittling sand
fake hope, attemping something. I wish you could understand

evil in figure, juxtaposition
concept of evil, my imposition
my scraggly posture, my terrible eyes
my terrible eyes, i lied to you

evil; handmade

first drop extremely ib @klypht

1K. genuinely thank you, i seriously did NOT think i would be able to reach that kind of milestone doing what i do, but it means the world, so thank you. 

I love you all, and a huge shoutout to everyone in @sounddesignday for pushing me to become a better version of me

new things soon, if i can :)

-jackson ryan "ssoh" burns

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