Produced by @umru, @dj-heroin, @petalsupply, @creditcardcaptorsakura & elxnce
circa — April 2023

I know that you love me
My heart's filled with the wrong kind of love it's ugly
Don't call up my telephone
You know when I'm making music, bump it on my headphones
The beat is knocking right you know we turn it up up
And the speakers on me bust up
And I know you care for me (and I care for you too)
So will you be there for the rest of me

I'm fucked up in your whip
I'm popping off with your clique
I'm popping off with your clique
I got rounds packed in my hip
I knew you were always talking shit
I'm popping off with your clique

I know you think of me when I think of you all the time
And I know you're rooting for me, just know that I'll try
I know we have our differences, but I'll make us right
I know you love me so much, just know that I'll be alright
I'm fucked up in your whip
I'm popping off with your clique
I'm popping off with your clique
I got rounds packed in my hip
I knew you were always talking shit
I'm popping off with your clique

I know that you love me
My heart's filled with the wrong kind of love it's ugly
Don't call up my telephone
You know when I'm making music, bump it on my headphones
The beat is knocking right you know we turn it up up
And the speakers on me bust up
And I know you care for me (and I care for you too)
So will you be there for the rest of me
I'm fucked up in your whip
I'm popping off with your clique
Flowing to the drum and the kick
I got rounds packed in my hip
I knew you were always talking shit
I'm popping off with your clique

Headphones

PROD. MUSA, ST1CKS, WH1M5Y
MIX/MASTER BY MUSA 

(AUTOMATIC, LOSE CONTROL, LEAVE ME BREATHLESS, WONT STOP TIL THE FEELING GOES) 

Im not left with any choice
I swear im not raising my hand again
Im not gonna use my voice for this shit boss up then I switch up
Not gonna quit 
Won’t stop won’t stop

Won’t stop won’t stop (lose control) 
Won’t stop won’t 
Won’t stop till the feeling goes

(Lose control lose control lose control)

Look around, same faces in town they can stay all talk
I aint giving no shit
And im done with the he say, she say if you got a problem you can suck my (woah!)
Take a look in the mirror, reflect like -
Dont stop, just conceal your lips
You hold on to the same old shit 
Been gone for a minute im back goddamn 
Goddamn 
Goddamn
Yeah your secret is safe, goddamn
Goddamn
Yeah your secret is safe, goddamn

Won’t stop won’t stop (lose control) 
Won’t stop won’t 
Won’t stop till the feeling goes
Won’t stop won’t stop (lose control) 
Won’t stop won’t 
Won’t stop till the feeling goes

(AUTOMATIC, LOSE CONTROL, LEAVE ME BREATHLESS, WONT STOP TIL THE FEELING GOES) 

shoutout niztopia

Music Video

AUTOMATIC LOSE CONTROL

6.9.25 -- all i know

cover by me
illustration done by my friend anna
prod noct + sgf

[Verse 1: nocturnnne]
uh, uh, it's all eyes on me
brand new coat and i got it for free, she puts me under lock & key
i cant tell her what im trying 2 see
i cant tell her what im trying 2 be, e l l i e
( 3 3 3 3 3 )
three things i could never tell a soul, i don't wanna come back home
i don't wanna see his face, now i smell like his cologne
i do not want her embrace, i just hide inside my phone

[Verse 2: mentholgrrl]
locked me outta heaven, too tall to ride
meander on the streets outside
yeah they'll wave hi, walking in and out
i'll convince myself i'm happy, circle round the same routes
should i really waste my afterlife?
just cause i'm something that you don't despise?
think that it's about time, think it's my turn to define
and a break and enter charge will just have to be the price

[Chorus: Secret Girlfriend]
i could be a shadow in the corner of your eye
unless you love me for the first time
i could be an animal not worth wasting your time
and drown in shame until the day i die
still waiting for the day i feel those wings sprout out my back
i could be an angel flying through the sky
but im a demon to you aren't i

BDY w/ mentholgrrl & Secret Girlfriend

𝓘 𝓬𝓪𝓷'𝓽 𝓼𝓮𝓮 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱𝓸𝓾𝓽 𝓶𝔂 𝓖𝓵𝓪𝓼𝓼𝓮𝓼 !

(20-06-2025) Replaced file with mixing updates

Clairo - Bags (cover)

tengo examen el jueves y hago esta mierda

bb eres una paloma

https://soundcloud.com/masayoshisoken/a-mothers-pride ##ZENOSPACKWATCH

A Mother's Pride

Bridges Burn (Sped Up)

the rain tapped against the diner windows like a soft metronome, steady and unbothered. brain groffon scribbled a few lines, paused, crossed them out, then started again. stuey watched in silence, chewing a toothpick he didn’t pay for.

“you ever think we’re just side characters in someone else’s story?” brain asked without looking up.

“nah,” stuey replied. “we’re too annoying to be side characters.”

brain smirked faintly, still writing. “maybe we’re the plot twist no one asked for.”

“or the part they skip to get to the good stuff.”

the waitress returned, dropped a single sugar packet on the table. “that’s all the sweetness you’re getting tonight.”

brain looked up. “that’s going in the book.”

“you better spell my name right,” she muttered, walking off again.

stuey leaned over to peek at brain’s notebook. “you’re actually gonna finish this one?”

“maybe.” brain shut it softly. “maybe the trick is just writing it like no one’s ever gonna read it.”

“that’s how i live my life,” stuey said, hopping off the booth. “bad decisions and zero proofreading.”

brain chuckled, grabbing the notebook. “let’s go home.”

“which one?”

“whichever one still has beer in the fridge.”

victory lap but fred did "it" again..

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