scary monsters and nicer sprites (c4 tboy Wstep remix) (i hate jortan peterson version)

super-glued to the feeling
that no matter how kind
i will become
how much i wail in regret
it will never ever excuse
my mistakes

when i chat with you i just want to hear you understand
i know my voice was never that pretty
though it might feel like you hold me hostage (all the time)
it might be better this way

oh, i just wanna be held

cant wear myself down for such stupid reasons anymore
youre another me with all the good parts
and mishaps all intact

i want to say it again
my grip isn't something i could fix with something as simple as a sorry

just so terrified of losing everything again 
once i let loose it'll all move apart
like with everyone else whose faces are etched into the back of my eyes
while i stayed nothing but a messed up canvas of their past life

hostage

idkidkidkafgfgyfa

made a new vox chainn_!

immaliveagain

won't bleed

10/5
del mar county fair cover c: @underscores

inspo: https://soundcloud.com/user-177606669/it-already-feels-like-october

i wouldn't let it eat u (cover)

.......... [9-12-22]


i think that im better off now than i ever was then
but every day i look at myself and i wish i was Jen 

she sits at the front of the class
and she got a car to get there fast
she took me to a concert, an experience id never forget

i know she’s got her shit together
her blonde hair flows with the zephyr 
even though it’s been raining knives ever since we met

i wish i can change who i am but it’s out of my hands
every day i look at myself and i wish i was Jen 
i think that im better off now than i ever was then
but every day i look at myself and i wish i was Jen 

the hair on my arms and legs are on the bathroom floor
i should’ve thrown myself a life raft
i should’ve told myself off more
the hair on my arms and legs are on the bathroom floor
i should’ve thrown myself a life raft
i should’ve told myself off more

i wish i can change who i am but it’s out of my hands
every day i look at myself and i wish i was Jen 
i think that im better off now than i ever was then
but every day i look at myself and i wish i was Jen 

yeah every day i look at myself and i wish i was Jen

won't bleed

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