produced by phixel
mixed/mastered by phixel
backing vocals by maeEXO
sample: https://soundcloud.com/snowblowerr/hillcore

notes: first song in two months! so very excited :D this is definitely one of my best songs, and its a long time in the making :) i started making this in june, and finished it around mid-august when i added maeEXOs vocals at the end of the song. some inspirations for this song include porter robinson, jane remover, blackwinterwells, and tons of others ^^ enjoy

lyrics:
i dont wanna die, i got so much to do
i promise i'll try, try out something new
don't wanna be scared of the whole wide world
scared to get my throat slit, scared to watch it unfold
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)

[maeEXO: there is no one]

i feel like that baby bird that you saw dying on the ground
trying to scream and trying to cry but i can't do it out loud
and your friends all lied and told you i'd be worse if you helped
'well, the maggots got to eat too" is what you told yourself

tell me what you were thinking
have you no empathy? not a drop, not an inkling
if you wanna seem nice don't act like you hate me
it's really not difficult to see things and say things (say things)
tell me honestly, did you even feel a bit of pity on me
when you looked down at the ground and you saw me
i was vulnerable and i was sobbing

(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)

[maeEXO: no one, there is no one, no one, there is no one here]

the maggots need to eat too - Single

the maggots need to eat too

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wild onez

Written September 2021
Stream on Spotify, Apple Music & All Platforms: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/elxnce/late-night-recovery
Stems: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1R2jbljMBDrwpVmBw78ks7pejCwg-0I2Y?usp=sharing
Download via Bandcamp: https://elxnce.bandcamp.com/track/late-night-recovery

lyrics:
I realized who I'm talking to
it's not me or you
you don't care about me as much as I care about you

It's the pain in my stomach it's the way you kinda love it 
when I hate you
it's the flickering lights it's the chills down my spine
I can't live without you
and I can't do this anymore and all my guards are on the floor
I think I'm losing my mind but that's still better than waking up

Stream

Late Night Recovery

i hate how im margelia yea my insides are out
its a hard sell to pull me out of my house
i need some reassurance i wont bug myself out
when they all stare at me for wearing my blouse

yea i dont think that i can carry this weight
my teacher told me i should pull up my grades
i need some medicine, a cold mithridate
so when i walk the hallways i dont disassociate 

all my intentions, are they ever worth it?
if all i that i hope for never reaches the surface
theres a liar in me, a liar in me

i bottle my pride, and disregard if it kills me
i swallow my tongue at things that i know wont hurt me
hear a voice from within
you took a rib i never wanted to give

i need to make sure this is not a mistake
my parents tell me i should watch how i weigh
i pick some flowers from the shed that ive made
to form the crown which will keep me safe   

all my intentions, will they soon be worth it?
all i can hope for is that i’ll reach the surface
theres a liar in me, a liar in me
at least for now

callback

my best friend

Avaliable on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5f8wXeQdrJBWStxqVC26KD?si=adcccc72fb194708

me on the guitar


[Verse 1]
You'll say it hurts for me to leave
i dont think thats true at all
the pain that you will feel is less
when u got friends to talk to
i retreat
i guess im beat
i retreat
guess im defeated

youll draw art for him and he'll like it
and i'll take the hint while im crying
i guess its a sin this shit im typing
though im feeling pissed i should 
keep these feelings to myself

[Bridge]
wasnt smart
for me to invest my health
into someone
i dont really want

[Chorus]
am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

[Verse 2]
ull say it hurts for me to leave
i dont think thats true at all
the pain that you will feel is less
when u got friends to talk to
i retreat
i guess im beat
i retreat
guess im defeated

[Beat change]
You give me the
backhand of your love
you take me for granted
theres no trust
feeling all my senses
go to shit
now im lost, nothings there
I'm stuck with this

[Chorus]
am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

[End]
ull say it hurts for me to leave
i dont think thats true at all
the pain that you will feel is less
when u got friends to talk to
i retreat
i guess im beat
i retreat
guess im defeated

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Petty

stream my album: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/nezerat/the-final-trip

https://soundcloud.com/shriekin-dreamer
https://direct.me/nezerat

submitted for goop house vol 6
https://soundcloud.com/goophouse/sets/goop-house-volume-6

lyrics:
i can feel my body change,
liquid seeping out my skin,
see the bones are tearing off,
but where was the loss 

all i do is fantasize,
think about my body type,
looking like an ectomorph,
way i wear these heels 

ive been doing nothing just keep wasting all my time,
sticky feeling sticky, when i think about my life
look into the mirror, im possesed by what i am
i dont want to be another guy whos just a fan 

room to room, and i still dont know where i am
sinners and we crossed, what a loss, theyll know who i am 

feeling in the middle, hunted down, in the valley side,
bats looking down, from the top, then they genocide 

sacrifice, take away what they think of me
im fed up, take a cup of the Hennessey
one more time, not enough, give me better fees,
what a joke, that i live, just for better things

shriekin' dreamer and DJ NEZERAT - sanic and gengis find out about poup house [YTP]

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made this entirely on my Polyend Tracker 

banner art by @/pantsu_ripper

Lyrics: 

I think about you
How, how could you become someone that don't amount to none
I feel like you don't know what's bound to happen yet you throw
throw some punches left and right and land on something

Like you don't know me
If if you had asked like 20 times I might have showed
Something else besides what is inevitable
Close yours and look for what's next to come

People say you fake, but these people ain't okey, people always hate, and people never, 
People never take, these folks they never stay, never ever
Always out to blame, other people takes and other peoples traits

Call me, I I thought about it and now I want you to call me
Get off me, keep conflicting my own thoughts because I want it
I want it said I really want it
I want it because I really want it
I want it yeah right I really want it
I want it because I really want


I could've died died
But but think about
Now you are mine mine
And there is so much to it
If you could smile smile
Just for a second would it
Hurt to try try
Come on and show me what you 
Got got got yeah

Rör på era fötter oh ah ah ah
Och vicka era höfter oh la la la
Gör som vi, till denna melodi

Back to front I'm feeling like an edible
Close the close the close the fucking door I'll rush out animal 
Steam is coming out my ears I'm fearing i can't hear no more
Blinded by the way you move your vocals you're so flexible 

I'm sitting hear thinking that i
I should have called you
But only if you want to i swear I'm not a bother
I kid you not I'm not as stupid as your father
Don't be a creep and just confront me let's just call her.

and Let's just call her

I got my t-shirt 
Don't wanna diss er
But yeah I'm scared uh

Please get on your mic, I'm tryna contact you but
You think it's lie, how is communicating 
Backwards in your mind, don't try to confiscate my words because they're mine, I'm not your toy to play with

Så rör på era fötter oh ah ah ah
Och vicka era höfter oh la la la
Gör som vi, till denna melodi

Och vicka era höfter oh la la la
Gör som vi, till denna melodi

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