Wierdo

Friggin tuff

Nobody

our graves under the mistletoe

everytime i hit record , my cats chilling on the bed
by the laptop, where she rests her paws infuckingstead
clickin keys till theyre broken and they cant be fucking pressed
and these songs play over and over inside her head
and she listens to my words, never knowing what i said
man i wonder and i wonder wholl love her when im dead
when i step outside just to smoke a cigarette, and i come back in see her waiting where i left
she be sleeping all day like its time well spent, and shell always be a cat but my very best friend
and im kinda antisocial, friends, i dont text them
lifes kinda lemonade when its bitter in the end

i love my fat stupid cat

prod @blurxy
i say usually the same things but this time i just dont know
i fucking hate dogs wanna kick them all on the side of the road
why do they bark at me like im the one that left them in the cold
i didnt fucking do anything not anything dont act like you dont know
fuck shoegaze i really wanna cum on you
i would like really eat it up if you spat in my food
i fucking love your hair its all i really like about you
well i also love your skin and i would probably die inside you
i dont wanna write any words at all but i kinda love that its all my fault
i really get off on evil shit but youre so pretty like a girl
you make me wish i were a girl you make me wish i were a girl
and if were one id be you

my stupid fucking brains on the ceiling for you

mina prod me *all plats*

you look so pretty when youre crying
its like i do you wrong on purpose
so no its really not surprising
that when i see you i get nervous

blood still splattering all over my curtains
dont feel bad cause baby i deserve it
i hate you, for lack of better words
take out my heart cause thats the way im hurting you

boost my ego up then take it all from me
poison in my cup, i think its offing me
aint no runner up, you were my all baby
youre always coming back because lately
ive been up, drunk, texting you at 4 am
dont go stressing cause i know how you get
baby its a cycle and its gonna reset
now theres so many messages i would unsend

blood still splattering all over my curtains
dont feel bad cause baby i deserve it
i hate you, for lack of better words
take out my heart cause thats the way im
all my blood still splattering all over my curtains
dont feel bad cause baby i deserve it
i hate you, for lack of better words
take out my heart cause thats the way im hurting you

i hate you

music video: youtu.be/f6ZJE3QKlKg

lyrics:
girl, you've seen, what you do to me
and next time you'll be alone
girl, you've seen, what you do to me
and next time you'll be alone
girl, you've seen, what you do to me
and next time you'll be alone
girl, you've seen, what you do to me
and next time you'll be alone
girl, you've seen, what you do to me
and next time you'll be alone

crayon - girl

thanks jacko for the beat and verse @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

nope your too late i died w/ jacko

party

from october 3rd prod @six-days-after-christmas

im just trying to enjoy this shitty life of mine
i cant sit and cry its all just wasted time
i could spend it working hard but i just cant write
the way i treated u was really fucking wrong this time
and when u told me its forever i was nodding out
but the way youre always watchin its not hard to doubt
i would spot you at a show even if 10 meters down
i dont think id say a word cuz it would just make you frown

staring at the corner of my room
the lamps not real but still feels real to you
just break me down until i split in two
its all for you

merry christmas you stupid bitch

im sick as fuck rn and cant breath not trolling

fine ill see you in the morning slut

rapids - showers (feat. bunii)

I hated seeing you away
I think about it every day
Would it kill you to see it my way this time?
I promise everything won't change

I promise everything's okay
Left at it, maybe I'll be fine
I promise everything's okay
Left at it, maybe I'll be fine
Fine

But you haunt me through the parallel
And you gotta trust in me as well
But I doubt it (But I doubt it)
But I doubt it

I promise everything's okay
Left at it, maybe I'll be fine
I promise everything's okay
Left at it, maybe I'll be fine

jaydes - Yea i doubt it

uncool

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zxUm-6zzdj0
by: @anjiwdoves

lyrics:

don’t know why ur mood changed
we could rly do things 
it’s too much much too lose aye
don’t let ur mood change
i don’t wanna lose aye
i don’t wanna lose u
2 much on my mind
don’t sleep the day away yk u wasting time
and i don’t like 2 argue with u when u high
but we both know that im j gonna let u down
sorry that ur mood changed
i wish you wouldn’t choose aye
lemme c u on tuesday
y did ur mood change?
i could never lose aye
even if i lose you
i would b okay
i think that ive had better days
just promise me that u wont ever change
stay the same <3

Tuesday <3

favorite class

stay away from me

beabadoobee

I can’t feel my head, its somewhere inbetween her legs
Not in the basement was making music in the shed
My brains on the walls of my room and my bed
Helen

But maybe I’m just psycho
It’s getting worser I know
I need you for survival
I hope your suicidal
Because I’ll kill you soon

helen - im such drunkkkk fuckkkkk -_-

ur gonna come back

till next time.

It's been a day without the light
And I feel fine
Oh, I'm better than ever, really
Stepping outside and now I
Feel like my head is spinning off

But it's the game I play
It's my only way
That I can escape this place
Every minute of every day
As soon as you're in it, it never would change
There's no way to fix it, I'm going insane
And no one will listen to me
Maybe I'm in a mood

When I walk away I feel it following me everyday
It peels my open by my cuts, my wounds
My scars are solid but they're still there and show me in every way
And they know it so why don't they say my name?
When I opened they bought it and threw away
'Cause you know when it's cloudy; expect the rain
They tell me it's nothing but it's never what they show

But it's the game I play
It's my only way
That I can escape this place
Every minute of every day
As soon as you're in it, it never would change
There's no way to fix it, I'm going insane
And no one will listen to me
Maybe I'm in a mood

Every minute of every day
As soon as you're in it, it never would change
There's no way to fix it, I'm going insane
And no one will listen to me
Maybe I'm in a mood

Now, does no apology make it right?
'Cause it sure might bark at me but won't bite
So I'll try to dine with the socialites
But they're all so perfect and I'm their vice
When they see me I'm sure that they stop and stare
Realize I'm being myself somewhere
They can judge me honestly; I don't care
'Cause when I'm up, they're down, it's a shame, we all gotta play a role

But it's the game I play
It's my only way
That I can escape this place
Every minute of every day
As soon as you're in it, it never would change
There's no way to fix it, I'm going insane
And no one will listen to me
Maybe I'm in a mood

grand mal

rainshower

produced by me



"I can't believe you said those words
Now you got me switching my turns
And I know the pain, it starts to hurt
But I promise you it could be worse
What's the word, what's up
Only shoot deep shots, like I play for the bucks
New pack, I ain't talking about blunts
And this girl getting annoying, I think I had enough
You, me, that was a symphony
And then you broke our tree, I guess it's not meant to be
Know your bias, and you picking sides
Oh, and I know she'd ride or die, no
And they hating saying that I'm biting flows
But you ain't seen nothing like this before
What I tell you about that a girl just leave her alone
She gon' try to call you twice, just block her phone
Call her back and it went straight to the tone
But she had to block me twice, I said oh no
Don't play these games with me, it won't end well
She tryna play these games, I can already tell
Don't go telling about that girl, you know she bad news
She, she, she tryna act like you a fool, no
I can't believe you said all those words
Now you got me switching my turns
And I know the pain, it starts to hurt
But I promise you it could be worse
Know your bias, and you picking sides
Oh, and I know she'd ride or die, no
And they hating saying that I'm biting flows
But you ain't seen nothing like this before
What I tell you about that a girl just leave her alone
She gon' try to call you twice, just block her phone
Call her back and it went straight to the tone
But she had to block me twice, I said oh no"

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