bianca

my head
is all over the place
its not getting better

i cant
seem to make a change
ill be like this forever

23
whole years i
feel retarded all the time

any longer im confined
im gonna lose my god damn mind

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

breakdowns
from anxiety 
i hate being alone

wasting all 
my energy 
staring at my phone

cant focus
for 2 minutes
even if i try

yet another day goes by 
and im still here but i wanna die

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

out to lunch

Lyrics:

Tell me something I know is false oh I can't help but laugh.
Who are you? You are not me, so why do you tell me these things?
Let's forget everything that we have made and let it burn.
Upon my vacant seat you'll find a list of things that you're sure to miss.

You'll understand, oh when it comes crashin, burnin down.
You'll understand, oh when it comes crashin, burnin down.
You'll understand, oh when it comes crashin, burnin down.

Gift Of Suffering

Speak Freely

CLICKME

Should've known right when I saw you
Been sending nudes since the start of high school
But I liked your hair, thought that you looked cool
But now I know that there's no fucking hope
I remember when my friend showed me
He pulled up your nudes on his iphone screen
I wanted to die, I wanted to scream
And in that moment I knew there was no fucking hope

The girl I like is the village whore
Now I don't want her anymore
The girl I like is the village whore
And I've never wanted to kill myself more

Been heartbroken for about six months
I really wish you weren't a dumb slut
We could've done cool things and had a lot of fun
But you went and crushed all my fucking hopes
You do dumb shit and fuck a lot of guys
Everytime I think about it I wanna cry
Wanna crash my car into a tree and fucking die
And every day I think I want to commit suicide

The girl I like is the village whore
Now I don't want her anymore
The girl I like is the village whore
And I've never wanted to kill myself more

Village Whore

i feel like i'm so fucking slow
i'm always just lying in my bed
everything just fucking blows
i think i am damaged in the head

i'm so slow, i just lag behind in everything
i need to break this habit of procrastination

there's nothing i wanna do
more than be with you
you make me feel
like i am fast

i worry about my future
is this the way i will always be?
nobody knows what's wrong with me
sometimes i fear i have low t

i have no friends cuz i forgot how to stay in touch
i don't talk much, never really felt at home

but there's nothing that i want to do
more than be with you
you make me feel
like i am fast

i'm so slow, i just neglect every single thing
i need to break this habit of mental masturbation

and there's nothing that i wanna do
more than be with you
you make me feel
like i am fast

Slow

Thanks to https://soundcloud.com/dumb-as-rocks for the mixing

Eyes red casanova
Foresight dead it's over
Outside hell is colder
Why don't u die n just get it over

Always drinking like a retard
Taking pictures with ur beer cups
Always preaching like an adult
Go back to ur bottles

lonely inside
posting online
stepping out of the line
drugs are affecting ur mind

come to me
come to me
come to me
come to me

All u do is drugs and tell people to vote democrat online (REMASTERED/SPOTIFY EDITION)

You Only Like Him In A Skirt

You Make Me Feel So Bad

cause of depression

Popkilling Myself

I Hurt Myself for You

bitches with guns
just wanna have fun
infiltrate, and overrun
they will run your pockets
put you in a closet
making out, with a big ass profit

girls with guns
they wanna have fun
yeah, girl with guns
will rob your sons
girls with guns
just wanna have fun
yeah, girls with guns
they run the slums 

ooooo OOOO ooooo oOOOo
OOOoo OOOo ooooo ooOOo 

the pussy pistol
is pretty lethal
women are kinda evil
pull the trigger
a cold blooded killer
post u being a bitch on twitter

girls with guns
they wanna have fun
yeah, girl with guns
will rob your sons
girls with guns
just wanna have fun
yeah, girls with guns
they run the slums

point and shoot
youre gonna lose
yeah point and shoot
got nothing left to lose x2

girls with guns
they wanna have fun
yeah, girl with guns
will rob your sons
girls with guns
just wanna have fun
yeah, girls with guns
they run the slums

ooooo OOOO ooooo oOOOo
OOOoo OOOo ooooo ooOOo

GIRLS WITH GUNS JUST WANNA HAVE FUN !!

another day gone by
another day where I
want to die
my brain is fried 
from wasting all my time


and i just wanna know how to make some friends
i wish the pain would simply end
but what i feel 
i can't comprehend

i want to beleive 
someone's is looking out for me
so help me please, i beg you please
i'm on my knees

i want to beleive 
someone's is looking out for me
so help me please, i beg you please
i'm on my knees.

so help me please
help me please
help me see
i'm on my knees

so help me please
help me please
help me see
i'm on my knees

i want to beleive
look out for me

now i can live
live so happily 
knowing that you 
are looking out for me

Look Out For Me

Bianca Devins

open wound
let out everything
false notions of what i thought i was

squeezing through
it's the death of me
holding on to temporary love

this is cruel
this is everything
cutting off my arm to save my life

and this is truth
if i could believe:
if you die before you die, you won't die when you die

bloodletting

New Tank

I guess you didn’t like what I said
U go to him instead
I’m sorry that I made u sad
I’ll keep the pictures if can
I need to get off the internet
I’m getting sorrow
I’m giving all up
I’m dead cuz of u
I’m dead cuz of u

I guess you didn’t like what I said
So u go to him instead

ex crush

i really hated how you said goodbye
you fucking left me and without a reason why
you cut all contact and abandoned me
when all i wanted was some female company

worthless you make me feel like i am worthless
no purpose when you up and left me deserted
curses cursing out your name i dont deserve this
i dont want you anymore

i lie awake at night cuz i cant sleep
i think of you and i cant help but feel weak
its so sadistic how you showed your love
i wanted you but you didnt want me

worthless you make me feel like i am worthless
no purpose when you up and left me deserted
curses cursing out your name i dont deserve this
i hate you go fuck yourself

Worthless

late for my class again
dont care about the shit that im learning
and all the kids here are so uptight
picking fights thinking that theyre so fucking bright

smoking weed binge drinking
so degenerate what are they thinking
its all a big waste of time i hate this place
they need a kick in the face

sick of all these college cunts
i hate their fucking guts
sick of all these college cunts
i hate their fucking guts

late night go out
try to see what the night life is all about
its all stupid drunk ass kids picking fights
trying to get girls to suck their dicks

its just a big adult day care
paid for by their parents its unfair
no one really wants to be here
wasting their time for a shitty career

sick of all these college cunts
i hate their fucking guts
sick of all these college cunts
i hate their fucking guts

College Cunts

I Love Cigarettes

Pop-Phlodge x Strider 

Lyrics:

Hate my life like Ronnie McNutt
When I get bored I'll grab a gun
I won't see the next rising sun
cause this world is no fun

My life is in a rutt
I dont like when things get tough
it wont be pills 
it wont be cuts
i'll blow my head off like ronnie mcnutt

Im on stream, all alone
got my friends and family on the phone
lost my job I cant pay my loans
No gf im on my own

My life is in a rutt
I dont like when things get tough
it wont be pills 
it wont be cuts
i'll blow my head off like ronnie mcnutt (x2)

bianca

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