bianca

my head
is all over the place
its not getting better

i cant
seem to make a change
ill be like this forever

23
whole years i
feel retarded all the time

any longer im confined
im gonna lose my god damn mind

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

breakdowns
from anxiety 
i hate being alone

wasting all 
my energy 
staring at my phone

cant focus
for 2 minutes
even if i try

yet another day goes by 
and im still here but i wanna die

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

out to lunch

2edgy4u

always mad (so fucked up) (in the back of the class)

Another wasted day in paradise
I don't know how to live my life
They tell me to be patient
But all my chances seem so vacant
Don't know if these words mean anything
God damn I sound like I'm still fourteen
I guess it's time for me to give it all up

What a fucking waste of time this is
I got no style I got no rizz 
I can’t believe I thought that I 
Could be worth something before I died
At best I’m just derivative 
Cause I never took initiative 
It’s time to throw it all into the shredder
Cause it doesn’t get better.

Day in day out it’s all the same
Wish I didn’t have to sound so lame
But I know there’s nothing more than this
Never ending constant swing and miss
What’s so wrong in knowing when to quit 
Giving up and not giving a shit
I think it’s time for this to come to an end

It Doesn't Get Better

Goner

Decay

Shoutout to nil for helping learn the chords to this song 🐸🥂

OoooOoOooo

“If you don’t put in more effort, you may as well kill yourself"

Well I started pulling the trigger as soon as you opened your mouth
I'll end my life forever just to hope I'll ruin your day
I hope you choke and gag on my grey
Matter cause by now it’s not gonna matter to me
I shot myself in the head I was never gonna be happy
But at least I can die laughing with a smile on my face
Hoping fragments of my skull
Impale into your eyeballs
And that the last thing that you see
Is the end of my suffering
Now that it’s all over theres a lesson to be learned
To anybody who cared you got what you fucking deserved
And I can't start having second thoughts about what happens next
Because suicide is the only thing you can't regret

Spite! (preripped cover)

niggative xp vs gjallarfaggot who the most gay ass nigga

I'm a schemer boy, I'm a dreamer boy
I love a girl that don't even fuckin' need a boy
Baby, I'm a beamer boy, need a beamer boy
I want a Z3, that's a two-seater, boy
I pull my cash-out, shorty pass out
Take her ass out, then I spaz out
Okay, yeah, I hit that, shorty, get back
I got death notes, where my list at?

I want it now, wanna sing
I don’t know anything
I don’t care, I don’t care
I don’t wanna cut my hair

Yeah, I'm in my zone now, I put my phone down
I'm on my own now, I'm on my own now
She wanna go down on a real one
I hit Olof like, "What's the deal, bro?"
See me doin' shows now, I'm a pro now
I got hoes now, I got some dough now
But they don't wanna hear that, they want that real shit
They want that drug talk, that I can't feel shit

Buy a gun, buy me weed
What else more could one man need?
I don’t judge, I don’t judge
Now my head is full of sludge

I'm never comin' home now, all alone now
Can't let my bros down, can't let my bros down
I feel like I'm a no one, that's what they told me
I'ma show ya, I was chosen, ayy

beamer boy x molly

was it an act?
an impractical joke?
say it aint so

i feel so sad
knowing what you did
i feel like shit

you were my hero joe gatto
i wish i didnt even know
whyd you have to rape that kid
never watch your show again
you were my hero joe gatto


do you remember me
i was there at your stand up routine
you came to my city
the same year you were cheating

was it an act?
an impractical joke?
say it aint so


you were my hero joe gatto
i wish i didnt even know
whyd you have to rape that kid
never watch your show again
you were my hero joe gatto

Joe Gatto

dead by 23 (original demo) @deathsuppressant

HARD CHRIST - CLOWN

i feel like i'm so fucking slow
i'm always just lying in my bed
everything just fucking blows
i think i am damaged in the head

i'm so slow, i just lag behind in everything
i need to break this habit of procrastination

there's nothing i wanna do
more than be with you
you make me feel
like i am fast

i worry about my future
is this the way i will always be?
nobody knows what's wrong with me
sometimes i fear i have low t

i have no friends cuz i forgot how to stay in touch
i don't talk much, never really felt at home

but there's nothing that i want to do
more than be with you
you make me feel
like i am fast

i'm so slow, i just neglect every single thing
i need to break this habit of mental masturbation

and there's nothing that i wanna do
more than be with you
you make me feel
like i am fast

Slow

You Only Like Him In A Skirt

Bianca Devins

I Love Cigarettes

Pop-Phlodge x Strider 

Lyrics:

Hate my life like Ronnie McNutt
When I get bored I'll grab a gun
I won't see the next rising sun
cause this world is no fun

My life is in a rutt
I dont like when things get tough
it wont be pills 
it wont be cuts
i'll blow my head off like ronnie mcnutt

Im on stream, all alone
got my friends and family on the phone
lost my job I cant pay my loans
No gf im on my own

My life is in a rutt
I dont like when things get tough
it wont be pills 
it wont be cuts
i'll blow my head off like ronnie mcnutt (x2)

Ronnie Mcnutt

Music to bulldoze your house to
@bigbrainsmallskull

You Only Like Him In A Skirt

With love, mom

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