(Lyrics)
This heat is killin me now

The pain is pushin me down

The thing is that i am here

And you’re nowhere to be found

I stumbled in a new town

And they all love me now

I dont know where I am

I guess im lost and found (x4)

21 already im

Hot summer drinkin I

Dont know what im thinkin

Why am i still speakin I

Should just go rethink it twice

Try again when im not high

Who am I to think that I

Am some type of special guy

Im drowning

I’m drowning in the deep end

It looks like this is my end

Hopefully I’ll see you again

Don’t turn around

Cause I won’t be there right now

Maybe next year May

Darkness is the one thing I don’t fear

Cause I can hide anything like my tears

I been running from the light for 21 years

But it’s time for me to get up out of here

Life really need to slow down now

The good times going by too fast how

Cause all I do is waist away in these hotels now

I wanna go to heaven and I do know how

But why's it gotta be so hard right now

l used to be a kid and I used to dream about

Being on a stage singing to a big croud

They would scream my name yeah and they would scream it loud

But l've bever seen a stage and l've never seen a crowd

All I see are 4 walls I confine myself around

If I only had a way to show the world what im about

So l can pour out all my pain but ain't nobody peep a sound

So when I talk about my dreams they all point and laugh about

Stupid stupid little things like the structure of my mouth

Or the fact that I'm half deaf and it gets hard to hear some sounds yeah

This that type of pain you wouldn't know nothing about

Especially when everything is all just word of the mouth

Everybody's keeping secrets everybody's got it out for me

Everybody's got it out for me

Out for Me

ASH!