The Misery Of Sage🖤

yea im calling on the phone, pick me up if u want
im just cursing down the street, that we grew up back in 5
heard ur friends really social, i aint fucking with that shit
thats just something on my mind, i speak it very often
its gonna put me in a coffin, u aint nothin but a option
bet they told u to ur face, i aint nothing like them fakes
they were playing on ur name, but ill never do the same

if i go just let me go, i wish time will never move
but then ill always be alone, i feel distance down the road
put ur headlights if u see, im just thinking maybe baby 
we can be something special, love aint nothing u can keep

meet a fork in the road, i was trap by my self
u can tell i was losing, but it looked like i was winning
i was dying, keeping lies to my grave, something u aint knew
i was fighting for my life, fuckboy instints in my mind
i dont wanna waste ur time, life is getting really hard

tell me where do u go, when ur thoughts get so fill
i bet u feel alone, u can always call my phone
i will always pick it up, baby u aint never seen
but this life is just a dream, imma chase it till i cant

like a drug im addicted, love is really something special
i need gems aint no diamonds, babygirl ur so pretty
please dont ever be so petty, ik trust aint so easy
learn my lesson once or twice, if it aint coming down
will u still be around,

Coffin (prod.kosei)

someday i just wanna feel alive, someday i just want the world to be the same, nothing feels so special even love is fading down
i feel distance in a quarter, yet ur close and always far
tell me girl, how is your world, mine is up chaos
like a travis scott concert, always picking what to wear
when all my clothes just look the same, going the same way
like my life is just a tire, moving back to when i was child
life was just a boring phase, that school just had to interven
little did ik, thats when my hell began to start
freddy kurger in my dreams, jason slashing on my school
better move aside, the shooters called the first dib
calling on my first love, man i was a dumb boy
now that im a old boy, i see all the flaws
man no wonder i was lost, ill give roses to my newly weds
but i aint never loved them back, someday i just wanna feel again
tell me what the hell i gain, always putting on my trust
like a suit i just found, getting ripe like a tide
i can tell that i was scared, but i went for the leap
just to fall in despir, i got sick of that shit
too bad iam chained, i just hope one day

Someday (Prod. Koda Beats)

ay ay i got lots of love, and babygirl i love to show
spoil u bc i do not need a check, i been up on my state
thats why these bitches love to stare, all they see is dollar bills
always begging for a piece, but i dont really like to share
saw u coming, looking lovely, all these feelings
i feel like a fucking virgin, got my drink and started cooling
heard ur name was something juila, all ik is u look dreamy
lets pull up and start a life, money always stops relationship
that wanna take the next step, baby imma cash out
i will never dash out, honey i got money, pay the gas
and pay the bills, as long as i get all my space
unless i really want that face, stare the eyes
so ik who u really are, please just tell me all ur plans
and future thoughts, i love a woman who got plans 
and always got a back up plan, u see this genereation
fucked up, now everybody got a problem
either die alone or find the one, ig thats how its always been
riding with my bros, gets so lonely, everybody got a honey
who yk is waiting for u, other than ur fucking mommy
i need someone who can hold me
i got secerts, but u open me just like a gift
ill wrap u up just like a present, ill take a picture from the present
make a memory, cause life is going fast
i can hardly breathe when im trap inside this life
wake up in the morning, feel like ass but i dont really like to show it
took a picture and i felt like it was fake
like my world is just a box, baby can u help me out
before i lose my sanity, maybe ur my enemy

Dreamy (prod.kosei)

um hotel check in, but i can tell ur space out already
new clothes on the cabient, but u couldnt tell it already
and everyday is getting shorter, but i feel like u are further
away, making excuses and playing these games
i said we need to talk, and u assume that its over
pasue on the track, cause im the one who needs help
u blame me for every possiblity, u say ur fine
but ur eyes tell a different story, dont tell me u love me
if u cant even prove it, im waitng for respones
while ur wating for moeny, thats something thats funny
always claim independence, but needed my presents

always saying we should talk, but when i speak u get quiet
its not even polite, i just want a respones, i just wanna feel love
u telling me to trust u, but u cant even trust me
i gave u whatever u need, how dare i ask for one little thing
so much drama, u would think were on jerry
lets just hope i never end up on maury
u claim to trust me and even love me
but never compromise to even show me
u give me cheap fake outs, and always make outs
when i just wanna talk about it, ur already done about it
saying why u talk about it, cause u never give me answers
im always expecting, too bad ur in a constant isloation
cant even ask for a affection,without u fighting again
cant even ask for attention, without causing some pain
left the door open, so u can have a second chance
too bad u rip it and burned it alive, now im by myself
just thinking away, i see u posted lets just hope its nobody
insipartional quoates, man u can get that out of my face
u talk bad about exs, like ur one to talk
always said they did this and never did that
its funny cause now ur following their steps
the cycle contiunes, but our relationships ends

isolation(prod. by Lowry)

Modern Problems(prod. by Lowry)

they tell me to sleep tight, but i never feel right
she text me, but i feel so lonely inside
look at the paragraphs, and get a slow reply
next day she wanna act like nothing happen
ok let me take a go, all around it just takes a toll
no run arounds, cause i cant put up with it
this exhuasting shit, or better yet its called loved
actually put on the products, and make boardway
look like whore city for drinking sluts, matter of fact
let me have my way, change the colors with silloets
that outline the possibilty, of u and me together again
my pain reves up like a lawn mower huving again
can we have a night without us fussing again
throwing the glasses, and thinking of shots
being fired from my 911, no case closed, cause ill run out of town
look back the picture, where we first met, the gentle touch of young love, better yet called puppy love, we shower our inscuracites
with gestures and love showers, only to be drained, by small remarks
pick up my pieces, no plead 5th thesis, love is so crazy
one minture im happy, the next im drinking till its empty
the next day we act together, but at night so far in distance
that never recovers, like burn victims, our love was drenched out
like causal wifes, pushed aside like house wifes in the 50s

um new phone, new day, same bitch wanna make mistakes
everyday im just giving all, somehow she wanna turn it back
and say im not enough, im tired of parties, im tired of friends
i aint talking mine, im talking about cha yours
wake in the morning, but hear all the bitching straight after damn dinner, u think that its over, but really its never
how can i be happy, these questions and theroies
just making me crazy, im driving so often, i need me my space
im turning my phone, i feel so alone, ur making me angry
how dare i be happy, u want all these gifts, but never give back
i think that is crazy, fuck out of my face, some nights
i can never, but think of just running
u can never find me if i go away, find a new place
and get a new job, meet some new people, cause toxic my past
we will never last, im trying my best, but ur giving up
so stfu, i need me a break, ur bothering me, its funny the roles have revesre, u heard in my verse, u hear in my voice
i dont need a drink, i dont need a smoke
wtf is damn therapy, work on my self, i call that some progress
u need to process, that life will move on, and sometimes we can never change it, best to just save it, make it damn last, before its the past

Drunken Night (Prod. Eric Godlow Beats)

gotcha your man now, turn him into man down
the way we let it sing, you think it was a opera
dont need a doctor, when my choppa is a tony
wait a moment, who is you and why u acting friendly
got ur bitch on pending, while you keep on getting read
she gonna read u like a book, open up and tear u up
u gonna think she was savage, turns out she was just average
boy u talking, u is reckless, got u dancing, micheal jackson
kill u slient, micheal myers, move in slient
but ur posted on ur story, im the shit, thats why they flushing
got her geekin, now she coolin, kinda funny how its going
lifes a mess, but im a do'er, got ur bitch and imma do her
flash it on, like it was kim, funny man like iam pete
ruin things, u must be peter, 40 clip, like this was rambo
u a zero, im dinero, we is nothing like the same, speak my name
like bloodmary, u a pig u must be carrie
imma be the man, so why u gotta ruin plans
ha, kinda funny u a dummy, run up on me, u get blow
cause my choppa is a hoe, u a pig, and im a wolf
blow ur house, like 911, now were even, can u get it

tony chopper on my side, in the car just going round
yea we ran up in ur town, turns out u aint have the crown
always faking on the posts, now u looking like a ghost
u is nothing but a dummy, i got spirte up in my tummy
hang u up like this is gallow, u is not a good fellow
choppa banging like a slut, hollow tips will make u gone
call me father cause im gone, unlock powers like im gon
why he rushing and he pushing, this new choppa arrobatic
it will make u do some dances, life is short so why u risking it
yea, trim his life like a cutter, told that bitch from the gutter
i aint coming back, told my momma we gonna stack
gets the rack, and make it back, spend it all 
but triple it, thats why im the taker, uh who is u
u not a friend, this lil bitch she gonna end
patching up like doctor, told that bitch to come and catch up

caught him in the party, now we put him on the t shirt
and his mama wanna cry, told the news that he was good
mama u aint know the deal, check his phone to know its real
i got blood stains on my shirt, clean it like im ultra strong

Tony Chopper (prod. @jeanparkr)

always getting mad, rather that than getting sad
i can give u the whole world, ur the diamond in the stone
but nowadays u never compromise, so please dont make these promises, come out of the shell, i can show u the whole deal
dont get stuck up in the cave, otherwise youll miss the life that we promise, bring the rubrics and the roses, yk i love to see the red
in ur eyes thats going dead, i wonder when we shoot the lead
time to pop it like a fire cracker

mind to mind im going crazy, see my senses going hazy
i do not need all those presents, please dont make up all these theories, when u break another promise
i feel distance growing further, say u trust me, ask these questions
now im stuck inside the wall, getting trapped inside ur words
like a book, ur putting me away, i cant help but feel these lies
doing everything, but somehow i just make it worse
i feel like that im nothing, ur the fire to my gas
burning all my fucking places, like u really want to end me
all my friends are going south, me i stay up in the north
u want me to feel alone, please just watch ur fucking tone
i wont pick up the new phone, cause yk im on my own
doing things to make it better, filling something u just pass
instead looking in my heart, u were digging in my bag
stab my back, and laugh at me, ur new man is my new bounty
caught him lacking, now he dying

get the earrings, and the dress, fancy night 
time to live it like our last, girl well end up in the past
if we always wanna fight, we wont be the best
but u pick it like a show, i gotta drop it like a show
move it back like my hours, grinding hard making money
just so i can live this life, u dont stop to think
u wanna wait for credits, but this movie isnt over

pain is all around me, damn how lucky can i be
problem starts but never finish, think im ready just to finish
yea we said forever, only just to end up over
now im in the rover, seeing lights upon the city
but ur empty all inside, i look around the empty streets
thinking where u went, and if ur really doing great
 saw the story that u posted, yea just smile for the camera
aint nobody gonna question ur appearence
saw ur wrist and got the flashbacks
think its time to put the ice, see the text now im sad
in my zone im all alone, ik one day youll be gone
and if u really care, yes ill make it through the month
you were worry about my money, dontcha worry
i wont be a goner, rather be a loner
ill make these plans, just to bail, and my friends get piss
u see my eyes, there alive but deep inside im really dead

compromise (Prod.Beats By Con)

i just wanna be with u again, but im always causing pain
if i stay, than you will die, i will never be alright
working out to fight these demons, turns out im the real demon
dont give me, all that crap, yes it was all my fault
i made mistakes, got never fix, thats why imma be ur past
always ask these questions, but my answers getting mix
this was my last chance, too bad i went and miss

and i lost, now im lost, calling back, but u wont pick up on the spot
i feel all alone inside my home, now its empty without you
and i lost a piece of me, now ur gone and out of state
i feel like a mental break, feeling numb throughout break
when will i get a break, all this pain inside my body
taking tolls like it was hardy, i give u space, but i want face
5am and u aint call, guess its never meant to be
u say u will stay, look at me alone, checking phone to see u call
disappoint like u was, when u found out about the percs

when u found out about the text, i fixed it, only last for a while
now ur stressing, and ur gone, youll say ur fine
but ik deep down, ur in pain, wondering god damint how
how tf am i curse, idk but i the worse, used to be the best
u told me i was the best, looking back i shouldve smile

now ur calling me the worst, make it through the day
thats getting harder by the day, when u lose somebody close
tell me how im gonna act, cause these bitches gonna tack
and ik i used to lack, trynna work it like rihnna
yes girl, ik imma bummer, back in summer, u were something
nowadays i feel nothing, u gonna leave me in the end
when im doing all i can, somehow that is not enough
u get what u want, me i never get it back, somehow that is never right

i shouldve kept my mouth shut, now its a close case
throwing all my clothes, while screaming ur whole lungs
didnt mean to say too much, but i lose my cool
and ik i did too much, now im losing u, and fighting all these battles
but my queen has left the castle, time to fight it all my own
yea i gave u everything, but im stuck with nothing
nightmares always on my mind, time is moving really slow
i feel like im super trapped, and my world is falling down
work up on my act, otherwise ill be a goner
if ur reading this, im trynna be my best, while the days are getting worse, promise i will be fine

Lost (prod. by Lowry)

ay see im not the one for u, im always doing my thing
working those hours, and putting that time
my mind empty inside, just like my heart aches
i never binge drink, cause ik it will never help
deep inside im lonely around, these fake friends turning around
the play goes along, so i have to go and perform
heart broken, and isloited, no cup size drink 
i wanna be numb tonight, feel the light hit my eye
in the morning when i regret my life choices
and spaze out from morning streches, call my phone once
and im already inlove, u break what we have
than i have to understand it, im not mature enough
please stop the petty talk, save yourself and get sober

i hate seeing u drugged out, on the couch no limbs attached
the room colder, and ur eyes deader, u were the reminder
to put the pills down, and stop drinking my belly away
i think im insane, when i look in myself, im a bottle so empty
i can sail the world, end up on the beach, away from probelms
no emails or text back, just me myself and i
and one day, i wont be alive, lets hope that day isnt close
i write to myself, and let others feel my pain
stuck in the ring, that bitches call love, i remember that feeling
the fire is dying, im giving my all, but it all turns to coal
just laying away, wishin one day ill just go away

converstions ends, and we go away, u say u wanna talk
but ur quiet as hell, matter of fact ur dry as hell
i say lines and paragraphs, u only reply with yes and no
tell me how it looks from ur point of view
to me ur already done with me, hoping i would bow down
and understand that ur done, and im gone like the wind
i wont come back, youve already moved on
ignore me for hours, thats a good way to lose me
day after day and u still havent reply
and u expect me to stay, how dare i say one little thing
u say im negative all the time, but u talk constantly
about leaving me, cutting me off, and going away
but when i speak how i feel, somehow thats the problem
can u fucking get it, im trying to talk and help
but u just wanna push me away, and when i go
i get tell im the bad guy, and the worse to come into town
forgive me cause im not down, with this sick game 
u put in ur head, i ripped my name from contacts
so u can never contact, me again, here we go again
same problem a day, same shit goes away
comes back in my face, u would think a newspaper again
give me the saw, ill just chop away, until i get away
i never wanted this to happen, i just wanted u to smile
but ig u only bring me pain

heart aches on repeat, while im still on the beat
remember when we talked about the beach, long days u were stress
and i was there to impress, i made the world brighter
and better, too bad u made mine bitter
i took care of u, and always helped u
now im inside a pit, u wont throw some rope
infact ur the one who pushed me down, prayed for the fall
till the day u made me fall, i gave u my all
ig thats my fault, ur heart was trapped in a vault
and the mask that u wore, help confused me even more
i dropped everything and stood by u
late nights calling u, fuck sleep all i wanted was u
but now i sleep alone, just wating alone
im learning to stop texting, and stop caring
cause at the end of the day, whos really gonna be there for u
im trapped in my cycles, one mintue im happy
the next, its flashbacks already, i dreamt a life with u
just to have a reality check, matter of fact, i wish i can take all my checks

Heart Aches (Prod.Lee)

i went back for u, i would go back in time for u
instead u push me away, torn me inside
and than throw me away, how tf am i supposed to reacted
i thought u were mine, now ur turning a blind eye
like u want me to react, ill pull the nine out like nuckles
and bloody my fist like wu kong, i would be there for u
but u wont be there for me, now im alone in my sillotuee
shadow, i think of my past, and get a tear drop
from the times, we spent, and dropped all our plans
just to see each other again, now ur by yourself
just blaming yourself, im texting and asking if u want me to stay
u say just stay, but ur text hide a different message
why be friends when my feelings are deeper
why stay with u when our love is steeper
why make excues when i can handle the truth
just spit it out, and let it be, otherwise u can hold ur peace
i make mistakes, just give me a week, ill flip it back into state
u think i would lie about wanting to stay, i had dreams and fansites
of being with u, that all disappear like abracaba, if i could rewind
i would do it like that, spin back to see the flick, no short clips
i want u forever, so why did we end it, who said we were over
its never undone, until u lose all ur faith, put the pieces back on the board, so u can move it around, until it meets ur liking
think im lying, please check again

run my name through the ground
but remember who was down, and who was always around
i bet u never thouhgt about that, u were stuck on the friends that left u behind, now its just me and one else, freeze my heart like elsa
walk on a rope, look down now im all out of options
trapped in a corner, i couldnt escape, i gave u whatever it takes
but never gave me what i deserve, what i desire, has been taken for gradutaten, rip to sherts, and beaten up like nuns court secerts
please give me space to breathe inner peace
soemthing i never got with u, because u would always put the blame on me, like a new game, too bad im not in it for the sqeaul
heres the preqeual, i was there in the dark days, and rainy skys
when u were at the lowest, i was there giving the highest
bit of love, to help u move aside, go along the days
so u wouldnt be trapped in the room, now im inside all day
but no ones next to me helping away, the person i trusted
went and stabbed my back, left me to rot, left for dead
they tell their friends, oh he was the worst
trust me he never onced wanted to help
like why do u lie, why u try to paint yourself a victim
when im the one who was bleeding to death
left on the doorsteps ready to be kicked off the porch
just wating for the day u stop playing along
u say ur exs were the problem, im starting to see a new pattern
ill wake up in a box, as a present to ur wedding
with flowers and roses, to get the jump on u
ill do the things, u always hated, please never hold onto me no more
i see what u are, and i can never go back, im stuck in my ways
i think i need to put the drinks down

The Misery Of Sage🖤

XSTɎ.SAGE / LIL M.sage