All time favourite c:

THIS AIN'T MY FIRST RODEO
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.
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now if any dumb fucks wanna talk shit
go on and talk a bit, then suck my dick
cuz im straight fucked as it is no need for klonopin
thanks, depression!
im a cold heart in a bad kid
without a fuck to give
that’s how it is
fuck this earth
if you eat dirt
no need to panic
that’s just my whip

imma end myself before i hit 30
(yeah imma end my fuckin self bitch)
in too deep, my drink too dirty
i got 20 unfinished tracks on me
(imma end myself bitch)
and none of ‘em will ever get released
yo where the goths at?
no really, where the fucking goths at?
cuz they the only real ones
bring the goth back
why everybody so fake?
that’s a setback..
nobody i can relate to
fuck that

i take 
a sip
my hits
they lick
i cut
my wrist
it bleeds
a bit
my bitch
i miss
she want
a kiss
i bite
my lip
and give
her it

full force & a bottle of JDT
dysmorphia when im on MTV
haven’t ate in about three whole weeks
the fuck..
oh shit..

GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY ROOM IM PLAYING MINECRAFT
☆*:.｡.o(≧▽≦)o.｡.:*☆

now if any dumb fucks wanna talk shit
go on and talk a bit, then suck my dick
cuz im straight fucked as it is no need for klonopin
thanks, depression!
im a cold heart in a bad kid
without a fuck to give
that’s how it is
fuck this earth
if you eat dirt
no need to panic
that’s just my whip

KLONOPIN

SPOTIFY

Take My Phone Away ft. Freddie Sunshine

Black Sun ft. Diverse [prod. nothingtodo]

luna has risen

also available on:

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i know you wanna be 
far away from me
spirits in the breeze
weakened at my knees
staring at the moon
i know ill be there soon
luna forever

its not whatever
stay sad for never
no matter the weather
i know well be together

walking down the street
staring at my feet
wonder what lies
beyond the winter trees
im so sick and tired
of being sick and tired
i know im a letdown
i know im a liar

i hope i find her
this is a reminder 
that im the one to blame
always the spark that ignites the flame

its not whatever
stay sad for never
no matter the weather
luna forever

i dont care at all
thats my biggest fault
ignoring every text
ignoring every call
all i do is run
all i do is hide
frightened by the world
so i stay inside

at night forever
ill sleep for never
awake together
luna forever

i just wanna go
im far away from home
up at 3am
just staring at my phone
im a waste of space
standing in the rain
and feeling nothing

ill stand for something
always be nothing
ill just sit in silence
tears fall from my eyelids

[outro]

twinkle twinkle in the sky
i just wanna fucking die
slit my wrist and end this pain
put a bullet in my brain
twinkle twinkle little star
i hope i get hit by a car

luna

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luna 💤

luna has risen

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this is such a nightmare
this just doesnt feel right
you think that i dont care
you know im not alright
stuck inside the same page
hoping that ill be fine
sleeping with a night light
shining like a lite brite

staring at my ceiling
hiding from my feelings
tired of the same shit
tell my mom im leaving

playing playstation
ill call you back later
im so sick of waiting
can you do me a favor

just leave me alone when i ask you to
silence by myself is all i ask of you
you tell me that you care but i dont think you do
i need to get away i just cant deal with you (x2)

this is such a nightmare
this just doesnt feel right
you think that i dont care
you know im not alright
stuck inside the same page
hoping that ill be fine
sleeping with a night light
shining like a lite brite

i just need to move on
ive been waiting too long
to feel like myself again
to feel like i never left

hiding from the gallows
hang my head downlow
walking in the shadows
feeling fucking shallow

just leave me alone when i ask you to
silence by myself is all i ask of you
you tell me that you care but i dont think you do
i need to get away i just cant deal with you

this is such a nightmare
this just doesnt feel right
you think that i dont care
you know im not alright
stuck inside the same page
hoping that ill be fine
sleeping with a night light
shining like a lite brite

lite brite ✨

luna has risen

also available on:

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take me away from this path that i follow
its left me hopeless and empty and hollow

will i stay asleep forever
nothings the same as i remember

i still bite my nails like i learned when i was seven
and i still remember that car that you left in

so i close my eyes and hope that tomorrow
brings brighter lights and respite from my sorrow

the sky is dull i fade away
why do i feel so far 
from myself and the way that i used to be

forever all alone
no one seems to see
the colors in the rain
i guess nobodies feel this way [x2]

my eyes are still sleepy just like when you kissed me
just let me be alone i dont care if you miss me

numb and cold and scared to be away
from those i love im heartless anyway

im scared of the day i wake up and im 18
the walls of my room are collapsing please save me

dream a dream and hope for that one day
you come to life and feel like youre something

the sky is dull i fade away
why do i feel so far 
from myself and the way that i used to be

forever all alone
no one seems to see
the colors in the rain
i guess nobodies feel this way 

nobody
nobody

nobody 😔

I felt ur kiss on my lips and i knew it was a nightmare
U kill me when im sober
Stole my heart yea boy its not fair

Now my heart's sinking to the bottom of the bottle
Its where i kept my warm fuzzy feelings
Now theyre all cold

I see no need to lie
Why u playing with my feelings
They'll eat me alive 
Don't you know what youre doing

Im love lost and its 11:11
When im with u it feels like im up in heaven
Yea i wished for u again
I know you won't do it
U got sitting here feeling stupid and useless
(x4)
(Yea i wished for you again
I know you wont do it
U got me sitting here feeling stupid and useless)

I felt ur kiss on my lips and i knew it was a nightmare
U kill me when im sober
Stole my heart yea boy its not fair

Now my heart's sinking to the bottom of the bottle
Its where i kept my warm fuzzy feelings
Now theyre all cold

I see no need to lie
Why u playing with my feelings
They'll eat me alive 
Don't you know what youre doing

Im love lost and its 11:11
When im with u it feels like im up in heaven

Boy u got me so confused
Yea everythings lost meaning
I felt this start to die
When i started to receive mixed feelings

I see no need to lie 
Why u playing with my feelings
They'll eat me alive
Dont you know what you're doing

Im love lost and it's 11:11
Yea boy you're the devil but you put me up in heaven
Yea i wished for you again
I know you won't do it 
U got me sitting here feeling stupid and useless

I'm love lost and its 11:11
(X2)

I'm love lost and it's 11:11
When im with you it feels like im up in heaven

11:11 (prod. ten50)

available on all streaming platforms

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i7hWQzHhOY8

lyrics: can you feel me
ill be in your dreams when youre asleep tonight
i didnt even want to say goodbye
i know tears came falling out of those green eyes
we both know its not the right time
i wake up and youve been missing from me
you were by my side
now were worlds away from eachother
i cant sleep i cant eat i feel like im dying
run the cold steel on my skin
ill never feel your kiss again
can you feel me
ill be in your dreams when youre asleep tonight
i didnt even want to say goodbye
i know tears came falling out of those green eyes
we both know its not the right time (x2)
​

music video

as long as we remember each other, we'll never be apart

lyrics: 
we could go to sleep
put it all to rest
laying your head down onto my chest
this where it ends
its hard to pretend
that everything will just be fine in the morning
3 more weeks
2 more days
1 more chance to make me stay here
ive been up and down that avenue
youll never see my point of view

left my tears on the nightstand
eyes wide open
sirens in the distance
digital world left me
feeling fuckin distant
i came back feeling like im nonexistent

feel like my mind is changing
fading away from the high i was chasing
looking at the problems im evading
think ill die inside this room instead of forever decaying

we could go to sleep
put it all to rest
laying your head down onto my chest
this where it ends
its hard to pretend
that everything will just be fine in the morning
3 more weeks
2 more days
1 more chance to make me stay here
ive been up and down that avenue
youll never see my point of view

why is it so hard to kick these habits
why am i melodramatic
better off left in the past tense
ill make like a ghoul and vanish x2

we could go to sleep
put it all to rest
laying your head down onto my chest
this where it ends
its hard to pretend
that everything will just be fine in the morning
3 more weeks
2 more days
1 more chance to make me stay here
ive been up and down that avenue
youll never see my point of view

colling ave [prod 4evr + tax purposes]

[chorus]
World is a beautiful place when I'm not sober
Everybody left now I'm just a loner
My heart tells me I should looking forward
I don't kill myself cause I'm a fucking coward
I'm a coward, crying into the backyard
I was happy, got distracted and u got far
Found the love then I lost it at the same time
Lost my reasons to live, I got a thousand to die

[verse]
Got a thousand to die and you're one of them
Had to deal with the sadness without even a friend
Without even a person that was by my side
I was screaming for help but everybody hidden away
I'm all alone again

[chorus]
World is a beautiful place when I'm not sober
Everybody left now I'm just a loner
My heart tells me I should looking forward
I don't kill myself cause I'm a fucking coward
I'm a coward, crying into the backyard
I was happy, got distracted and u got far
Found the love then I lost it at the same time
Lost my reasons to live, I got a thousand to die

STREAM

coward [prod. yung vro]

thanks to @frvrndalwys for this collab, love him so much <3

Lyrics: 
[chorus: gothurted]
I'm full of pain but I'm still feeling empty
All the hopes and faith have left me
I would like to stop to cry like this     
Do you even know how fucking feels?
Feeling far away from you
I don't even know what I can do
I don't think that I will able to do that
I swear that I'm trying to moving on

[verse: frvr&alwys]
Help me I'm dying
I said I'd be fine I was lying
'Cause I knew from the start you were leaving
But I can't move on from this feelings
Stung when you left
Numb now that you're gone
My heart hurts theres no point in moving on
I'm fucked up so I make another song
You weren't there when I was not strong

[chorus: gothurted]
I'm full of pain but I'm still feeling empty
All the hopes and faith have left me
I would like to stop to cry like this     
Do you even know how fucking feels?
Feeling far away from you
I don't even know what I can do
I don't think that I will able to do that
I swear that I'm trying to moving on

[verse: gothurted]
I'm trying to moving on
But you're always on my mind
I feel so fucking low
Even when I'm always fine 
I swear I've never meant to hurt you
Shawty I would never
I think I'll never leave you
Doesn't matter what you will say  

[chorus: gothurted]
I'm full of pain but I'm still feeling empty
All the hopes and faith have left me
I would like to stop to cry like this     
Do you even know how fucking feels?
Feeling far away from you
I don't even know what I can do
I don't think that I will able to do that
I swear that I'm trying to moving on
I'm trying to moving on

moving on ft. frvr&alwys [prod. metlast]

Produced By Vincent Augustus
Artwork By: Gorge Alverez (Instagram: @falsegoth)
special thanks: Billy thaKid
Lyrics:
Dropkick, only fuck with raw shit,
I'm so High I could make you fucking nauseous,
Got your girl topless,
She knows who the boss is,
I am Micheal Scott bitch, step to my Office,
Never been a novice, Don't respect the process,
Yes I got the profit, Next to my glock in my pocket,
Toxic, I could fuck her better even if I had a soft dick,
Yes I think I'm hot shit, Bitch I am hot shit,
Check your bitch is drippin like a faucet,
Not Lit, I should call you Hopsin,
I should call you lost in the sauce could you pause it,
I am Tony Hawk with my cock when I drop in,
Got the game lockpicked,
I just hit the pussy like we fucking in a moshpit,
Then I make her leave through the door that she walked in,
I am so *WOMP**WOMP*,
I don't mean no offense,
E pills always got me rolling in my coffin,
Should be dead, that's how you know when I'm stopping,
but I see the devil like, every so often,
(Chorus)
Why'd you put that money on my ego
bounce but the shit won't let me go,
everytime I listen to my ego,
I think I'm tired, I like that
(Convolk Verse)
Hot shit, Very uncivilized,
I'm acting so obnoxious,
My girl said she want a new bag so I copped it,
When I say I copped it, I don't mean that I bought it,
I mean that I walked in the store and I robbed it,
So mischievous,
Put another pill in my mouth, bitch I'm eating it,
might take the world out from God like 'I needed this'
Stupid old man put me here just to suffer,
Sunflower seeds, think it's all that I need,
well that, and some beans,
but it's all just a dream motherfucker
(Chorus)
Why'd you put that money on my ego
bounce but the shit won't let me go,
everytime I listen to my ego,
I think I'm tired, I like that

I THINK I'M TIRED feat. convolk

i sampled frou frou -  a new kind of love in this song. check it out, its incredible :)

Instagram: @vierrecloud

Spotify: https://soundcloud.com/vierrecloud/breathe

@rondocheek inspired this song

moment (feat. imogen heap)

@prodmisan
OFFICIAL VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_kMSgWcUjBc

Lyrics:
[chorus]
I don't want no fake friends
I know that I'm next up
I can see them switching up on me
Fuck to all those snakes oh
Fuck to all those fake hoes
Fuck to all the people who didn't believe in me
I don't want no fake friends
I know that I'm next up
I can see them switching up on me
Fuck to all those snakes oh
Fuck to all those fake hoes
Fuck to all the people who didn't believe in me

[verse]
Believe in me cuz Imma blow up
Pockets full of money and my ass on a Cadillac
Wherever will you go
I will stay away
Cuz every single spark of love
Has been turned in hate
People talking shit 
I don't care that much
Since I've been grinding my shit
From the day one
People hating on me 
I've been used to that
Cuz motherfuckers will love you just when you're dead

[chorus]
I don't want no fake friends
I know that I'm next up
I can see them switching up on me
Fuck to all those snakes oh
Fuck to all those fake hoes
Fuck to all the people who didn't believe in me
I don't want no fake friends
I know that I'm next up
I can see them switching up on me
Fuck to all those snakes oh
Fuck to all those fake hoes
Fuck to all the people who didn't believe in me

Hatred [prod. misan]

prod. @metlast

Lyrics:
[Chorus]
I took my pain and turned it to apathy
I took your name and engraved it into my heart
I took your voice and turned it to melody
I took your lies and thought that it was love
I took my pain and turned it to apathy
I took your name and engraved it into my heart
I took your voice and turned it to melody
I took your lies and thought that it was love

[Verse]
Thought that it was love
How could I be so blind?
In love with a ghost
who never looked into my eyes
never looked into my eyes
All my efforts to let you love me for once
All the times that I've seen you with someone
Else hanging around or falling in love
Bringing me down but I can't let you go
I know you probably hate me
or you may already forgot me 
whatever people say
Shawty, they'll never stop me
Wrote a lot of songs to you 
But you don't even care 

[Chorus]
I took my pain and turned it to apathy
I took your name and engraved it into my heart
I took your voice and turned it to melody
I took your lies and thought that it was love
I took my pain and turned it to apathy
I took your name and engraved it into my heart
I took your voice and turned it to melody
I took your lies and thought that it was love

apathy [prod. metlast]

Lyrics.

[hook]
I can tell by how she hugs me
She doesn't care about me 
Tell me that you love me 
But you know that I won't fall for it
Tell by how she look at me
She doesn't feel a thing
Leave my fucking dreams
'Cause I cannot even sleep
x2

[verse]
I can't even sleep
'Cause I'm busy crying
I can't even think
Thoughts are intensifying
You were the one who I loved
Since when I've met you and now
You're gone, so far away 
My phone misses your name
I can't fall in love no more
I guess nobody else has what I'm looking for

[hook]
I can tell by how she hugs me
She doesn't care about me 
Tell me that you love me 
But you know that I won't fall for it
Tell by how she look at me
She doesn't feel a thing
Leave my fucking dreams
'Cause I cannot even sleep
x2

She Doesn't Care About Me [prod. dead spyro]

prod. Morin x Miracle

Lyrics:
[hook]
Got a gun to my head
Keep my eyes close
Take a breath
Last time they will see me alive
People crying at your funeral but just because
Everybody care about you just the day you die 
x2

[verse]
Till the day you die
You will be alone
With the hug of the drugs
Making you feel loved
Making you feel something
But you know that's nothing
Cause those feelings have no meaning
Bottle up the screams in a heartache
Nobody helps they only care about their own sake
You're a prey in a world of vultures
Feeling hopeless and seeing no future

[hook]
Got a gun to my head
Keep my eyes close
Take a breath
Last time they will see me alive
People crying at your funeral but just because
Everybody care about you just the day you die 
x2

All time favourite c:

waiileh