god fxxking damn this is sick as hell🔥🖤

All time favourite c:

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Take My Phone Away ft. Freddie Sunshine

Black Sun ft. Diverse [prod. nothingtodo]

Lyrics

Keep telling myself 
Don’t fuck it up too much 
Going back to living off gold dust 
Wanna live, no I don’t wanna survive 
Breaking my back, sweat, years just to get by 
Just wanna make it for myself
Don’t wanna do it for no one else 
Don’t ever wanna hear that a motherfucker helped me 
Holes in my back yeah a shout out to the selfish 

Yeah you dream of money, fame and hella cars 
You break the roof you’re aiming for the stars 
They don’t believe you’re gonna prove them wrong 
Your faith it falters tryna stay strong 

But it’s okay 
Got a little magic imma smoke it
Focus 
Get yourself caught up with the locust 
Hopeless 
And you struggle through on and on
You’re falling through all the floors 
You hate yourself and all your flaws 
Put away your dreams, disband the cause 
Wake up, go to work and put your life on hold 
You don’t make enough to break all of these bones 
They’ll even take your name, make a database your home

Keep telling myself 
Don’t fuck it up too much 
Going back to living off gold dust 
Wanna live, no I don’t wanna survive 
Breaking my back, sweat, years just to get by 
Just wanna make it for myself
Don’t wanna do it for no one else 
Don’t ever wanna hear that a motherfucker helped me 
Holes in my back yeah a shout out to the selfish 

Keep telling myself 
Don’t fuck it up too much 
Going back to living off gold dust 
Wanna live, no I don’t wanna survive 
Breaking my back, sweat, years just to get by 
Just wanna make it for myself
Don’t wanna do it for no one else 
Don’t ever wanna hear that a motherfucker helped me 
Holes in my back yeah a shout out to the selfish

Don’t Fuck It Up

Hello, how you feel
I've been feeling kinda bad
I've been struggling to sleep
When you're not upon my bed
I've been struggling to live
But I know that you don't care
You're everything I need
You're the love that's in the air
Hello, how you feel
I've been feeling kinda bad
I've been struggling to sleep
When you're not upon my bed
I've been struggling to live
But I know that you don't care
You're everything I need
You're the love that's in the air

But my lungs are blocked
I can't breathe now
I can feel no love
Heart doesn't beat now
Nothing really cares
while the days pass
Getting pills for the stress
Feeling so blessed
I feel the void
I can't feel a thing no more
Six feet into the soil
Sorry I'm so sore  
I know I'm not what you would want 
me to be
I'm on some drugs that numb
the pain in me 

Hello, how you feel
I've been feeling kinda bad
I've been struggling to sleep
When you're not upon my bed
I've been struggling to live
But I know that you don't care
You're everything I need
You're the love that's in the air
Hello, how you feel
I've been feeling kinda bad
I've been struggling to sleep
When you're not upon my bed
I've been struggling to live
But I know that you don't care
You're everything I need
You're the love that's in the air 

I remember when you tore my heart apart
Your words are the things that made me thought
That maybe together we could have last
Now I guess it's all in the past
Now I guess that you loved me less
Ask me why I'm not feeling the best
Everything is a mess

Hello, how you feel
I've been feeling kinda bad
I've been struggling to sleep
When you're not upon my bed
I've been struggling to live
But I know that you don't care
You're everything I need
You're the love that's in the air
Hello, how you feel
I've been feeling kinda bad
I've been struggling to sleep
When you're not upon my bed
I've been struggling to live
But I know that you don't care
You're everything I need
You're the love that's in the air

Hello

MUSIC VIDEO OUT NOW

Hello [prod. sorrowbringer]

ALL OR NOTHING

I felt ur kiss on my lips and i knew it was a nightmare
U kill me when im sober
Stole my heart yea boy its not fair

Now my heart's sinking to the bottom of the bottle
Its where i kept my warm fuzzy feelings
Now theyre all cold

I see no need to lie
Why u playing with my feelings
They'll eat me alive 
Don't you know what youre doing

Im love lost and its 11:11
When im with u it feels like im up in heaven
Yea i wished for u again
I know you won't do it
U got sitting here feeling stupid and useless
(x4)
(Yea i wished for you again
I know you wont do it
U got me sitting here feeling stupid and useless)

I felt ur kiss on my lips and i knew it was a nightmare
U kill me when im sober
Stole my heart yea boy its not fair

Now my heart's sinking to the bottom of the bottle
Its where i kept my warm fuzzy feelings
Now theyre all cold

I see no need to lie
Why u playing with my feelings
They'll eat me alive 
Don't you know what youre doing

Im love lost and its 11:11
When im with u it feels like im up in heaven

Boy u got me so confused
Yea everythings lost meaning
I felt this start to die
When i started to receive mixed feelings

I see no need to lie 
Why u playing with my feelings
They'll eat me alive
Dont you know what you're doing

Im love lost and it's 11:11
Yea boy you're the devil but you put me up in heaven
Yea i wished for you again
I know you won't do it 
U got me sitting here feeling stupid and useless

I'm love lost and its 11:11
(X2)

I'm love lost and it's 11:11
When im with you it feels like im up in heaven

11:11 (prod. ten50)

thanks to @frvrndalwys for this collab, love him so much <3

Lyrics: 
[chorus: gothurted]
I'm full of pain but I'm still feeling empty
All the hopes and faith have left me
I would like to stop to cry like this     
Do you even know how fucking feels?
Feeling far away from you
I don't even know what I can do
I don't think that I will able to do that
I swear that I'm trying to moving on

[verse: frvr&alwys]
Help me I'm dying
I said I'd be fine I was lying
'Cause I knew from the start you were leaving
But I can't move on from this feelings
Stung when you left
Numb now that you're gone
My heart hurts theres no point in moving on
I'm fucked up so I make another song
You weren't there when I was not strong

[chorus: gothurted]
I'm full of pain but I'm still feeling empty
All the hopes and faith have left me
I would like to stop to cry like this     
Do you even know how fucking feels?
Feeling far away from you
I don't even know what I can do
I don't think that I will able to do that
I swear that I'm trying to moving on

[verse: gothurted]
I'm trying to moving on
But you're always on my mind
I feel so fucking low
Even when I'm always fine 
I swear I've never meant to hurt you
Shawty I would never
I think I'll never leave you
Doesn't matter what you will say  

[chorus: gothurted]
I'm full of pain but I'm still feeling empty
All the hopes and faith have left me
I would like to stop to cry like this     
Do you even know how fucking feels?
Feeling far away from you
I don't even know what I can do
I don't think that I will able to do that
I swear that I'm trying to moving on
I'm trying to moving on

STREAM

moving on ft. frvr&alwys [prod. metlast]

i sampled frou frou -  a new kind of love in this song. check it out, its incredible :)

Instagram: @vierrecloud

Spotify: https://soundcloud.com/vierrecloud/breathe

@rondocheek inspired this song

moment (feat. imogen heap)

Prod. @prodmisan
Lyrics:

[Hook]
What's going on
Another night where I'm alone
Feeling fucked up I can't see you anymore
I just want to feel your touch on me
Not to see you drowning in your tears
What's going on
Another night where I'm alone
Feeling fucked up I can't see you anymore
I just want to feel your touch on me
Not to see you drowning in your tears

[Verse]
Not to see myself drowning in your bullshit
Or in your love words can you tell me the difference
can you tell me the difference
Trying to make you fade into this smoke
As you left fade all the words I spoke
Trying to convince myself that I don't need you
So why the fuck am I crying for you? why the fuck am I missing you?
Why the fuck am I alive? 

[Hook]
What's going on
Another night where I'm alone
Feeling fucked up I can't see you anymore
I just want to feel your touch on me
Not to see you drowning in your tears
What's going on
Another night where I'm alone
Feeling fucked up I can't see you anymore
I just want to feel your touch on me
Not to see you drowning in your tears

Fall [prod. misan]

Music Video

☆ medicine (prod. nicolas sales) ☆

[Prod. HXRXKILLER] @hxrxkiller

Lyrics:
I thought she was the one back then
Now i watch everything we said fall
I wish i was everything you wanted
I wish that i could do it all

I dont know who i am at all
Im not special
my backs against the wall
I Cant let go
Cannot feel my heart in this vessel
Spirits tear apart my mental

Ive been feelin numb everyday for like a year straight 
I just want some pain so i can feel before i fade away
Smoke my life away, i dont care imma find my blade
I been getting paid for every drop of blood out of my veins
X2

Out my veins
Cant u say
Anything
Anything
I cant feel
Anything anything

I know its so hard sometimes
I understand what its like
To not know whats really real 
To not know how i should feel

Ive been feelin numb everyday for like a year straight 
I just want some pain so i can feel before i fade away
Smoke my life away, i dont care imma find my blade
I been getting paid for every drop of blood out of my veins
X2

I CAN'T FEEL ANYTHING

Blood Diamonds

TrenchWorld (feat. Grim Salvo) (prod. ³³marrow)

• Produced by APT. 102 - @apt-102
• Mixed by me
• Mastered by Sebastian Metzner
• Cover art design by me, photo by William Tran

• lyrics:

with the microphone as my medicine, 
all this sad shit as my epithet 
in a big room with the elephant, 
is my flow still fuckin’ relevant?

..

i’ll still do it for the hell of it, 
yeah, 
newsflash I’m still gettin it,
it’s a tuesday, I’m still gettin lit,
grip that paper like a paperclip...

i might come by for a while before i dip, yeah
but If it ain’t bout a check i’ll call it quits, yeah
got too much on my mind, i’m hittin' licks,
got too much goin on to give a fuck about a bitch, yeah...

real quick, that’s a lesson, 
you take that L,
it’s a blessing, 
you won’t learn shit with that flexing,
you won’t earn shit till you messin’ up, 
bounce back, 
smoke that ounce up, 
every time you pick that pen up, 
get dark thoughts
then i get buck,
don’t give a fuck

(bounce back, 
smoke that ounce up, 
every time you pick that pen up, 
get dark thoughts,
then i...)

i can’t buy more time,
i bite my tongue and wait...
i can’t make make you mine 
until you think you hate me...

imma shine but not before you break me...
that’s what I said back then, 
won’t you call me back?

i might come by for a while before i dip, yeah
but If it ain’t bout a check i’ll call it quits, yeah
girl i got you on my mind, so i get lit, yeah
you’ll be the last thing i see before i slip...

x

epithet (prod. APT. 102)

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

Check out my homie: https://soundcloud.com/yates-xv

--

Lyrics

RIVILIN:


Yeah, separation comes all the time, 
like a book without the pages, im just left hung up in stages
always trying to find ways to mend the spine
you got a collar on my neck with medication just to try and fix my mind

So won’t you paint my shadow on the wall in blood-red
so maybe one day I can look at it and just say that im fine
so won’t you sketch me on your canvas till I’m perfect
until you cover the outlines till im nothing, till im nothing to you

So won’t you, yeah won’t you, yeah just leave me the fuck alone
Cus im better here on my own, because im better here, better here
Cus you know that, yeah you know that, I always welcome you with open arms
It’s time I let go and brace the calm, but you know that it hurts, that it hurts.


remember the time you drove me to the hospital
yeah I try to be a minute but I can’t deal with commitment
yeah everyone needs some help sometimes
yeah but you weren’t helping me you just want to take and leave

like a ghost, in the background, I float around
bouncing from wall to wall I don’t want to be a letdown
always hitting me up on the flip phone
Yeah I never answer cus I don’t wanna be dependent on

YATES XV:

I know it’s off-topic
But I don’t feel nothin
I was at the top now I’m sitting at the bottom
She saying that I’m dark like my hearts gone rotten
I’m in my fuckin head but I’m Steady fucking Poppin
White oxycodone
I don’t open up
These drugs that I’m takin
Make me feel loved
I don’t wanna dream
I just wanna run it up
See me in my past life
Lookin like a god

Man it’s so fuckin funny
All the shit that I’ve done
Say I’ve lived my life
I just sit in the cut
All these drugs that I’m takin
Got me messed up
And I know I’m not happy
But I’m smiling
Just for fun

So tell me that I’m happy
Tell me I’m all good
Explain away my pain
Let me know it’s all good
Fuck I need help
But I’m barely fuckin breathing
I don’t want help
When the pills give me feeling

moving on ft. frvr&alwys [prod. metlast]

gothurted

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