DEAD IN DECEMBER

thunder n  rain

Conscience

Lil Mosey - Blueberry Faygo (Slowed + Reverb)

“Everything is too much or not enough, it’s torture.”

INNER CHILD

hate me today feat. Ravenna Golden

[Prod. Skress]

Sick of rapping about this (yuh)
But whatchu know about this (yuh)
Maybe I'll get rich (yuh)
Maybe my head splits (yuh)
And I don't even know you (yuh)
Act like I owe you (yuh)
But I done told you (yuh)
Swan dive roll through (yuh)

[Verse 1]
Don't know where I'm going, rot in my core
Your hate means nothing I hate myself more
What is this for, I can't take you to the top
Cause you were not with me when I slept on the floor

[Chorus]
So I'll Swan dive, hurricane washing my pain away
Swan dive, king to reign made a blade renegade
Swan dive, ponyboy, staying gold, never change?
Swan dive, full of hope, do and don't, stay the same

[Bridge]
You're right 
I lied
I know that I can't erase my sins
Im fine, inside, so why can't I seem to let you in
Why can't I seem to let you in
Never really loved the man I be
Never really kept my word but i'll run away
Things caged and kept from you

So I'll Swan dive, hurricane washing my pain away
Swan dive, king to reign made a blade renegade
Swan dive, ponyboy, staying gold, never change?
Swan dive, full of hope, do and don't, stay the same

Sick of rapping about this (yuh)
But whatchu know about this (yuh)
Maybe I'll get rich (yuh)
Maybe my head splits (yuh)
And I don't even know you (yuh)
Act like I owe you (yuh)
But I done told you (yuh)
Swan dive roll through (yuh)
x2

Swan Dive

[Prod. Van Beats]
the people that dont realize this song is a meme are the reason why i am ok with being nuked out of existence as a species

people getting mad about the school shooter line: in 6th grade my mom died and my dad beat me pretty consistently. i was bullied by everyone at school including teachers, so i had a lot of thoughts about shooting up the school. i got expelled for fighting one of my bullies and threatening to bomb my english teachers house lol, i never shot up the school and i dont condone school shootings. the lyric comes from a real place even though the song is a meme, and the juxtaposition of the serious lyrics with the very not-serious lyrics is kind of the point of this song. stop saying that the lyric is sus: of course it is; its meant to make you uncomfortable during a "funny" song, and it's also true. that's the whole fucking point

Conscience

Marco David