#osquinnjealousyisabitchihateher #osquinn #p4rkr

jealousy is a bitch. i hate her

Digital Love w/ dannyopenthedoor

Краш (feat. 17 SEVENTEEN)

Original song "low" written by Days to Waste
Produced by Days to Waste 
co produced by sadeyes
featuring vocals by Lil Xtra

Lyrics:
Dont tell me it's over 
I'm sinking lower and lower 
my breath gets shorter and shorter
(My breath gets shorter and shorter)
I'm trying harder and harder 
I'm thinking I should just call her
This room gets darker and darker
(This room gets darker and darker)

Don't tell me it's over 
I'm sinking lower and lower 
my breath gets shorter and shorter
(My breath gets shorter and shorter)
I'm trying harder and harder 
I'm thinking I should just call her
My room gets darker and darker
(My room gets darker and darker)

Yeah, I've been away some time, I don't wanna fall asleep alone so I'll stay awake
(Stay awake)
Yeah, don't wanna leave, I wanna stay. But I've been living all my life like a runaway, I'll be okay.
(I'll be okay)
Started breaking down all the nights we found all the colors in this place, but I guess you couldn't wait.

So don't tell me it's over I'm sinking lower and lower my breath gets shorter and shorter
(My breath gets shorter and shorter)

Don't tell me it's over 
I'm sinking lower and lower 
My breath gets shorter and shorter
(My breath gets shorter and shorter)
I'm trying harder and harder 
I'm thinking I should just call her
My room gets darker and darker
(My room gets darker and darker)

And I miss you in my mentions
These days we're burning our bridges
My thoughts get darker and darker
Don't think I'll last too much longer, yeah
But if you still care
Tell me before I sink to the bottom
If you won't be there
Just let me fall like leaves in the autum

Don't tell me it's over 
I'm sinking lower and lower 
my breath gets shorter and shorter
(My breath gets shorter and shorter)
Im trying harder and harder 
I'm thinking I should just call her
My room gets darker and darker
(My room gets darker and darker)

Don't tell me it's over 
I'm sinking lower and lower 
my breath gets shorter and shorter
Im trying harder and harder 
I'm thinking I should just call her
My room gets darker and darker

low (feat. Lil Xtra)

права на данную аудиозапись принадлежат композитору rizza

Rizza - Лучший Друг

Hey there
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care
But I've been dying slowly
I don't want you to be scared
Cause you're the one that kills me
And you kill me so well
And I know you like it too baby
I can just tell
Yeah, I can just tell
When your eyes meet mine
If I fall in love again
I might lose my mind
Cause if I lose you
Imma lose it all
Blacked out
In an empty bathroom stall

Yeah, I woke up fucked up
High from last night
Saw you in my dream
I wish it was real life
I've been burnt out
Broken
With no one by my side
Leave me out to die
But you know I still try

Leave me, bleed me
I just don't care
Hate me, blame me
I know it's not fair
Yeah, I'm crazy
Baby I won't lie
Got too many scars that I can't hide
Got too many cuts and bruises baby
Trust me I've been through it
Treat my heart just like another drug
The way that you abuse it
That's the reason I can't fall in love
You treat me like I'm stupid
You won't find nobody else
To love you like I did
And still do
Try to block you out my brain
But you break through
I can't sleep and I can't eat
When I think of you
Nothing ever feels the same as it used to

Hey there
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care
But I've been dying slowly
I don't want you to be scared
Cause you're the one that kills me
And you kill me so well
And I know you like it too baby
I can just tell
Yeah, I can just tell
When your eyes meet mine
If I fall in love again
I might lose my mind
Cause if I lose you
Imma lose it all
Blacked out
In an empty bathroom stall

spotify

hey there (prod. frevel + 5head)

produced by fumiko

lyrics: 

brodie keep cracking the seal I'm tryna keep clean
keep me away from that shit bro I done seen things
you switched on your bro for a bitch, that's not the same thing
i lost my brother to drugs that's not the same thing
i got that news I don't know when he coming back
just chill out bro don't give your mom a heart attack
i wish that I could do better for you
i wish that I could do (better)
he got too caught up in that lifestyle
i wish that I could go back right now
you see I, I been so selfish all my life now
thinking, wonder if I should knock my lights out
i always think about myself and I won't ever change
i'm trying but I just can't do it
but when you wake up to the pounding of the morning rain
i won't be there to get you through it
my brother locked inside a cage
he couldn't find his dream
the system told him don't pursue it
some part of me feels like I gotta do better
not living healthy need to change my ways
she makes you happy well you need to go get her
no point in life when you just waste your days
i cloud my mind up with these memories
i can't get rid of history
but I gotta do this shit for me
and on this melody, you hear me sing a symphony
of selfishness, apologies, the pain behind my infamy

recluse

SPOTIFY

iris (prod. fumiko)

Уверен, завтра не мой день
Давно ноль на часах
Я так люблю кокаин, что теперь ноль на весах 
Кровь застыла на столе, кровь на наших с тобой носах
Они задают вопрос, как я ещё не устал? 
Жить, как хотелось бы всем, никак иначе больше
И всё это дерьмо делает мне гораздо больней
Но я всё равно выше
Большие следы, первый
Сегодня не наш день, останови же свои нервы 
Прошу, останови их, пока я не стал громче
Бегу на всех парах, чтобы оставить здесь хоть что-то
И стоит стать поумней, но уже совсем поздно
Я холодный вампир, могу показать тебе звёзды, я-я 

И я больше не могу смотреть прямо в глаза
И я не встречу твой взгляд 
Тебя не спасёт слеза 
Она увидит наяву, как угасает звезда 
Не слышу их голоса 
Это всё сущий кошмар 

Сердце не подведёт сегодня
Но легко сможет треснуть
Не надо лезть мне в душу, тебе стоит лишь раздеться
Препараты лишь средство 
Ждала любви, но мимо 
Никак не мог понять, но, знаешь, жизнь несправедлива
Может быть, не наш день
Так что не стоит прощаться 
Я не часть той толпы, что окружала тебя раньше (Раньше)
Может, я искал счастье
Но попросту разбился
Твердят, что я фальшивый, знаешь, я уже смирился

Прости, не смог поддержать
Мне правда искренне жаль
Следы украсят асфальт, нету дороги назад
Сейчас так дорого то, что я давно потерял
Нам сорвало тормоза
Сделай ко мне первый шаг
Сделай ко мне первый шаг
Сделай ко мне первый шаг
Сделай ко мне первый шаг
Сделай ко мне первый шаг

Больше не моя
Всего одна деталь
Порвана тетрадь
Прости меня
И что ты спросишь?
Но я снова один
О-Одинокий вампир
Кровь в стакане лёд расплавит эту боль в моей груди
Представляла меня другим
О-Одиноким Лилит
Но у меня за спиной два крыла, я непобедим
Такие, как ты не знают меня, да
Знают моё имя
Но в жизни все пройдут мимо, да
Да, я незаметен
Я скрытный, будто убийца
Я бы тебя убил, но свет солнца меня увидит, да 
Я глубоко, меня терь не достать
Снег на моих ресницах, иней на твоих губах
Холод согреет, но тебя мне уже не достать
Ты умерла, ты умерла прям на моих руках
Я глубоко, меня терь не достать
Снег на моих ресницах, иней на твоих губах
Холод согреет, но тебя мне уже не достать
Ты умерла прям на моих руках

heart

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jU-T0zAQ8tY

lunico, swwwwqqqt - welldone (prod. @ihateraesomuch) [MV IN DESC]

MOURN (prod. iamlonely)

Heroine Diaries - Sunday Night Ft. Lilbearshawty (The Sad rap) [The Free Alternative hip hp]

thanks to @frvrndalwys for this collab, love him so much <3

Lyrics: 
[chorus: gothurted]
I'm full of pain but I'm still feeling empty
All the hopes and faith have left me
I would like to stop to cry like this     
Do you even know how fucking feels?
Feeling far away from you
I don't even know what I can do
I don't think that I will able to do that
I swear that I'm trying to moving on

[verse: frvr&alwys]
Help me I'm dying
I said I'd be fine I was lying
'Cause I knew from the start you were leaving
But I can't move on from this feelings
Stung when you left
Numb now that you're gone
My heart hurts theres no point in moving on
I'm fucked up so I make another song
You weren't there when I was not strong

[chorus: gothurted]
I'm full of pain but I'm still feeling empty
All the hopes and faith have left me
I would like to stop to cry like this     
Do you even know how fucking feels?
Feeling far away from you
I don't even know what I can do
I don't think that I will able to do that
I swear that I'm trying to moving on

[verse: gothurted]
I'm trying to moving on
But you're always on my mind
I feel so fucking low
Even when I'm always fine 
I swear I've never meant to hurt you
Shawty I would never
I think I'll never leave you
Doesn't matter what you will say  

[chorus: gothurted]
I'm full of pain but I'm still feeling empty
All the hopes and faith have left me
I would like to stop to cry like this     
Do you even know how fucking feels?
Feeling far away from you
I don't even know what I can do
I don't think that I will able to do that
I swear that I'm trying to moving on
I'm trying to moving on

STREAM

moving on ft. frvr&alwys [prod. metlast]

(prod. by discent)

It'll all end in the Dark..

Lyrics:

I still hate my life!
No, I’m not alright!
No, it won’t be fine!

If this takes my life,
These pills and flashing lights!
It’ll all be fine!

Cause you were So beautiful!
Like something made of miracles!
Take the breath right out of both my lungs!!
Ripped to pieces; what we were both known to be..

If it hurts then let it end your life!
Let it end tonight!
Let it end tonight!!

If it hurts then let it suck you dry!
Destroy your life! 
Destroy your life!!

I’ve been going crazy
going through some problems
Nothing helps me anymore I can’t solve them
You were all the reason I could find to face them
Now that you’re dead the xannies make me faceless..


Beat me,
Tear me down to pieces,
I’m not worth it!

Let me drown in my own blood 
Until I’m livid!

I can see them Watching, watch me close the curtains!

Say goodbye to all the shit that made me worth shit!


If you say that this is only for the better..
Why the fuck do I feel worse than I have ever?!

If you wanna know how I’ve been,
I’m still BREATHING!!
It’s the ONLY Way To know MY HEART’S Still BEATING!!!

I still hate my life!
No, I’m not alright!
No, it won’t be fine!

If this takes my life,
These pills and flashing lights!
It’ll all be fine!

Cause you were So beautiful!
Like something made of miracles!
Take the breath right out of both my lungs!!
Ripped to pieces; what we were both known to be..

If it hurts then let it end your life!
Let it end tonight!
Let it end tonight!!

If it hurts then let it suck you dry!
Destroy your life! 
Destroy your life!!

I'M STILL BREATHING! (prod. by discent)

[Prod. HXRXKILLER] @hxrxkiller

Lyrics:
I thought she was the one back then
Now i watch everything we said fall
I wish i was everything you wanted
I wish that i could do it all

I dont know who i am at all
Im not special
my backs against the wall
I Cant let go
Cannot feel my heart in this vessel
Spirits tear apart my mental

Ive been feelin numb everyday for like a year straight 
I just want some pain so i can feel before i fade away
Smoke my life away, i dont care imma find my blade
I been getting paid for every drop of blood out of my veins
X2

Out my veins
Cant u say
Anything
Anything
I cant feel
Anything anything

I know its so hard sometimes
I understand what its like
To not know whats really real 
To not know how i should feel

Ive been feelin numb everyday for like a year straight 
I just want some pain so i can feel before i fade away
Smoke my life away, i dont care imma find my blade
I been getting paid for every drop of blood out of my veins
X2

I CAN'T FEEL ANYTHING

prod. Noria

Lyrics:
[verse]
I'm done with the love that you talk about but never show
I'm sick of feeling like I'm just another one
I'm done with the endless calls looking at my phone 
Thinking about all the feelings that I don't feel anymore
Just right now that I thought it was over
You cry and beg me to stay like a lover
I was there when nobody else was
But now I'm feeling better because

[hook]
I'm trying to live in a world without you
A world where gray's everywhere that I look
A world where you're not anymore the sun waking me up
And every step I take doesn't feel like I'm stuck
x2

[verse]
(Every step I take doesn't feel like I'm stuck)
Remember the past years spent together?
You were the one saying that nothing lasts forever
You were the one saying that I should move on
Now that I'm trying, you don't want, what's going on
Do you love me or you don't want me to be free?
I don't like that you disappear and then you don't want me to leave
You can't blame me for the decisions I'm taking
I know I said this before but

[hook]
I'm trying to live in a world without you
A world where gray's everywhere that I look
A world where you're not anymore the sun waking me up
And every step I take doesn't feel like I'm stuck
x2

A World Without You [prod. noria]

songs quinn sang posted on twitter nov 1 2020

osquinn sings random songs by lilpeep, ericdoa, liltecca and more (the cover to end all covers)

t1de - memories remain +sad kawaii +mantra

Reprod. by AAcidGreen
Jasiah - When I'm Gone

When I'm Gone (remix)

prod by me again love u guys <33

lyrics:

maybe its the way that I been feelin lately
I keep trippin on your laces its so complicating 
suffocated by your breathe
while you’re sleeping
tell me is it me or is it everything this weekend

so its me and you 
in this polaroid burnin 
I cant seem to tell the truth
its so hard when im with you
burnin pictures in my wallet you can see it right 
its the only way im ever gonna sleep at night

fk it tho, it’s okay im gettin my money up
I know you dont believe me but I give a fk
if I fall, imma end it all
im tired of these fights endin in draws

I get so fkin stressed that I cant calm down
and all my friends are busy and they gone now
I cant help but feel alone cus I dont go out 
im so stuck in my head I cant get out 

I say I love you and I mean it, I know you dont believe it
all the shit that I been feelin I wish I wasnt breathin 
I seen it cant believe that im not dreamin 
I always close my eyes cause I cant look I’ll jus be terrified 

terrified, of my visions, im so terrified
look me in my eyes, cant u see this fkin parasite
parasite, eatin at me killin me inside
I cant fall asleep and I cant get up I put my life aside

emo

whxhudu