piece created and  Pure  Ableton  live 10 intro  of  serie in 2019

Ecdysis2

We all know too many stories of women having to leave abusive relationships, especially during the pandemic, and the shame and blame they are made to feel, the loss of hope, and loss of self. The damage in the moment seems unbearable and unconquerable as the emotions are so “raw” and painful… but it is possible to come out the other side stronger than before and feeling whole and hopeful.

Raw
By Maria Bourgeois

She ran away because she had to
Where they don’t know her name 
And the dangerous game she was forced to play
She ran away because she had to
To hide her shame
To avoid the blame
For the dangerous game
She was forced to play

And in the morning 
the light shines through the un-curtained window
on the bags of clothes
and the boxes in rows and the torn sleeping bag 
on the cold hard floor
(and) she’s reminded that she once had more
she’s reminded that she once had more
will she ever have more?
She feels like a library book that’s been left on the shelf
Never to be read again
It feels like the very end
Maybe she should have stayed

Cause it feels so raw
Unfiltered
Unaltered
Smashed my soul
Raw and un-whole
Smashed my soul
Smothered voice
And taken choice
And raw and bleeding
Always needing

Behind closed doors
They don’t really know what’s happened
Cause he presents so well
My dirty down man
With his dirty down plan 
Says I should take his hand
and he’ll lead me to the afterlife

So, I just ran 
and I’ll run forever if I have to
where they don’t know my name
and the dangerous game I was forced to play

Крик или Безмолвие-Одинокое здание

Стены сырые жилого дома, в дали от города
Пусто в нём, не живёт в нём не кто
Только дикие звери, прячатся от холода

Пр
Боль, в моём сердце, разбиваются окна
Боль разрывает моё одиночество
Путь прошедший в пустоту
Жажда желаний терзает
Нож в сердце пронзается
И не отпускает

Я уже так привык жить, страшно что-то менять
Привык к одиночеству
Привык в пустую тратить силы, тратить жизнь
Всё в пустую
Стены дома стоят на фундаменте,
Грибок разъедает сваи
И от старости скоро рухнет

Одинокое здание

Крик или Безмолвие-Одинокое здание( или 26 лет девственик)

YOUTUBE VIDEO => www.youtube.com/watch?v=sqEZlsn-yZ0

in memory of Urtzula & Achille

Official soundtrack of "The Secret Island: a Sardinian Journey" video game available for android and IOS =>
https://meet.google.com/osx-wgrb-vee

credits
released December 14, 2021
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The Void Without You

I've created a Synth version of this Chopin classical waltz, synthesizer arps, distorted phased viola and a solo muted soft piano create an eerie sequence …. This track works beautifully as a calming background or a beguiling vision of a hi-tech future.

Spotify

The Electric Waltz in A minor 17 Chopin

Baltic Azure

Stranded

KORG sounds A077 - 'Final Countdown' synth improv by Magician

Final Countdown

EMWA Tanner - Vast Visuals

ROOM 102

Ben Fez - Whistle (Edit)

Version #1 Vocals, Music and Mix by Eddie Harrison
Lyrics by Tony Harris 2012 (BMI)

V-1. HE GOT HIS RECORD DEAL TODAY
A SILVER EAGLE BUS IS ON THE WAY
HE'S ON TOP OF THE WORLD
BUT - UP IS SOMETIMES DOWN

CHORUS
AS THE WORLD GOES ROUND AND ROUND
UP IS SOMETIMES DOWN
THE GRASS IS NOT ALWAYS GREENER
ON THE OTHER SIDE
UP IS SOMETIMES DOWN
UP IS SOMETIMES DOWN

V-2. HE'S BEEN ON THE ROAD FOR A YEAR
GIRLS ARE SCREAMING AT EVERY SHOW
IT'S NO LONGER ABOUT THE MUSIC
UP IS SOMETIMES DOWN

REPEAT CHORUS

V-3. MAMA TAUGHT HIM RIGHT FROM WRONG
BUT FAME CAN DRAG YOU DOWN
IN THIS WORLD WE LIVE IN
UP IS SOMETIMES DOWN

REPEAT CHORUS

ENDING
AS THE WORLD GOES ROUND AND ROUND
UP IS SOMETIMES DOWN
AS THE WORLD GOES ROUND AND ROUND
UP IS SOMETIMES DOWN
UP IS SOMETIMES DOWN
UP IS SOMETIMES DOWN

Up Is Sometimes Down (Lyrics Tony Harris - Music / Vocals by Eddie Harrison) Original 2012

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Welcome to my twisted world, I hope you enjoy Thank you! have  a great  Day :)

Ecdysis2

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