Why always perform, not paying attention to others.

ohhh YEAAAA!!! 


The reason I worked in child care for a low wage instead of doing law like I could have was to ensure I could provide as many children with a safe spacee for as long as possible. Protection of innocence also maximum growth for young minds. I learnt so much just in my course alone, even through watching and listening to adults... smh, you have no idea what I've seen and what I've had to do because of it x I would do that every time xxx 

truly I didn't understand what the emotion happiness was as a child, my father worked me hard and my mother locked me in a dark cupboard most of the time ok... so when I FOUND this music, these kind people??? maybee.. right, there's a fair amount of childhood stuff I can't change but it certainly shaped me even more. 



as an adult, now after walking away from all the pain, I should be able to feel these emotions right?? 

also, thank you all for not messaging me privately, that was overwhelming because I did feel obligated breviary of who I am too listen snd I couldn't get to everybody, so it sent me into a panic... I am great with numbers, animals, dancing, music, soxial interactions have ALWAYS been tricky for me, based on how words mean so many things and so much of me being Autist, now with the brain injury, I really need to focus on being a better hehehe if the communities that looked after me in real life when I was... very broken...

I care for you all, I just abosrb so much, it gets too much then I'm no help to ANYBODY. ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

oops, I fell back to sleep with some lovely music 😃 on a serious note, I'm trying to find who doesn't get heard as much and deserves the time.... I will remember you all again x I'm coming lol 😆 

that smile 😁 💪🙌 time to swim 😄 ✨



everything is just not real.
Music speaks for itself.
Believe in yourself.
thanks.
AUDIO.M.BEAT.
AUDIO.MUSIC.BEAT.
EVIERCO.             that's it, but that's all.
AMTECH-UNDERSOUND.
DIGITAL-AUDIO-BEATS.
D-A-B.

Why always perform, not paying attention to others.

evierco.