i cant play them games no more
you was acting funny
wonder why he got no money
he was talking so i gunned him
i know this all for a reason
yeah baby she keep sucking while im sleeping
i know all this karma
do it cause i wanna
stacking all the hunnas
she wanna be my honey
i aint got my own back, so dont ask nothing from me
you said that you wanted to see me win, where you at now?
guess i owe to myself that im gonna be something great now
yeah my momma want her son back
i just want the sun back
paint my mirror all black
yeah i need some rubber bands
for my paper my only friends 
bending corners behind that fucking wheel i dont care if i crash (crash)
i had to grow up be a man about it
and then they tell me i aint man enough
and then i tell myself im manning up
all this guilt i swear i had enough 
i aint wanna see me win, i aint feel like i deserved it
feel like the furthest thing from perfect 
and my stomach keep on turning, and i aint really concerned
i be running from myself im the flash
i been running running running so fast
i been running so fast i cant see yeah
the hardest part was being me

flash

count me out

prod sao

sometimes i dont want you to see
i cant even see the things you did for me
living as myself been the worst part
she can have a prayer
but she cant have my heart
i been tryna reach up to god
sometimes you help but sometimes you dont
i been waiting on my blessings
but i fear you the most
they looking down on me laughing but i dont hear the joke
i been tryna find the purpose, in helping you grow
i dont care where you leave to
i just hope that you go
my brother he might throw it all, im praying that he dont
tripping off the years i know i cant get back
its only up to you, to make yourself come right back
you alone..
its engraved in my head
the things that you said
its engraved in my head
meaning what you said yeah 
i look in yo face i see the hurt too
you see faces in the dark, i promise that they will not hurt you
tell myself i could never hurt you, but i just wanna hurt you
put yo hand out, touch the demons
feel the skin that they gon' turn to
put my hands out in the sky
feel the angels they gon' come to you
you said i was your angel, but i felt you cut my wings too
you walk in the church, the mockingbirds
you hoping that they sing for you
but momma killed the bird in front of your eyes
and now they tearful ..

engraved

(prod sao) sample - Synfuels interlude by elusin

i just watched the sun fall away
and i dont think its coming back
i dont want you coming back
i just seen you go through things
i done seen you change
i dont think you coming back
i know i gotta leave but i dont want you coming back, to hurt me
you been looking at the sky
you pray to god that he dont hurt you
dont hurt you no more
i feel that shit but i dont feel you no more
i can see through trees cause i got lsd on my tongue 
im too rare for these bitches they cant trade me
i might burn her favorite dress i feel like lil tracy
yeah my girl got blood up on her wrist
she lick it she so brazy
yeah i had to build my own church 
so i could go and pray in it
i think i might have to stay in it
you said you werent like them but then you changed with them
its just me and my money forever
it wont change with me
i like dark roses i hope that they bury me
i hope the sun dont wake me up
i really hope that heavens quiet
when you always talk you cant even hear nothing
i tried to change myself i hope that means something

church

Prod. Sao


Ain't gon' stop 
Ain't gon' stop unless you tell me to
Push away
Push away if its good for you
Scared of change 
Ima change, change my new number
A different me 
A different day its never really just us
I told her show me the inside 
I saw her cherry red guts
I got dirty blood stains in my dirty peach crush
Everything went blank 
I think i took way too much
Ain't no more tabs in this pack
I just hope i throw em up
This shit got me throwing up
How many hits i gotta take until i finally had enough 
How many blessings you gotta take until its finally good enough 
You found comfort in the pain and now its all you ever want
And now you're wishing for the worst
I can give it all to you
Tell me when it hurts
Couldn't tell you i was sinking, i couldn't find the words
You gon' have a good life i just hope i make it first
(I gotta show you)
What im worth
You blowing in the wind 
All my fucking dreams crushed
I got bloody red stains in my fucking peach crush
(I wanna see the inside)
See them cherry red guts
Different me a different day
Its never really just us
Pink pills orange bottle
Pop the seal and make me blush 
Lips peal, i cant swallow i just wanna feel the touch
I wanna see what you're made of
Them cherry red guts 
I told her show me on the inside 
Them cherry red guts
I got cherry red medicine for when it start to hurt
And you and me ain't gonna get better
Find a way to make it worse
Im gonna take whats in the inside
Just tell me if it hurts

flash

resteasy