best feels shit

**Official Music Video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u09M92nyve4&feature=push-u-sub&attr_tag=E8nlLBMIusEJoXfW-6

prod: @greaf

SCREAMING INSIDE (prod. greaf)

;(

LOST ALL MY WILL TO SURVIVE, I PROBABLY WONT MAKE IT TONIGHT

SNATCH ME A DEUCE AND A SPRITE, I MIGHT JUST GO OUT OF SPITE

LOOK AT THE DEVIL HE BITES, I NEVER KNEW HOW TO FIGHT

HOLDING YOUR LIES 

I DONT GO BUMP IN THE NIGHT

HALLOW TIPS BRING ME TO LIFE

DEAD FROM THE START 

I NEED SOME HOLES IN MY HEART

I WANNA TEAR IT APART

FILL ME WITH HATE

I CANT GO IN EITHER WAY

I AM TO NUMB FOR THE PAIN

LOOK AT MY FACE 

I KNOW YOU JUST SEE THE TRUTH 

I DONT SEE NOTHING IN YOU

YOUR IN MY LANE

DRAG YOU IN FRONT OF A TRAIN

IF YOU EVER JUST THINK WERE THE SAME

IM TO SUICIDAL

HOLD THE RIFLE

LITTLE FIEVAL GOES WEST BUT I KNOW

CHOKE THE BIBLE

WALK THE TIGHT ROPE

I HATE MYSELF BUT WHAT THE FUCK DO I KNOW

HOLLOW NIGHTS SHATTERED VEINS SIX DEEP EVIL I CAN FEEL THE DEVIL NEAR

I WILL SWALLOW ALL THESE PILLS AROUND ME IF THATS WHAT IT TAKES TO DISAPPEAR

I AM FULL OF LOVE BUT HATE BLEEDS THROUGH THE DARK BARREL OF LOADED GUN

GRAB THE PASTOR I AM BURNING FASTER THEN ANY ANIMAL COULD EVER TRULY RUN

BEFORE I END THE CHAPTER I WILL SURELY CAPTURE THE HEART AND MIND OF EVERY DEMON NOW

I DONT WANT YOUR DRUGS AND I DONT WANT YOUR LOVE CUZ YOU WILL SOON FIND ME BLEEDING OUT

Pray4Me (Prod. Le Play)

NOW AVAILABLE ON ITUNES & SPOTIFY
(prod. Young Enzo & NIK)

Serenity

RiverKinn
"Cut"
Instruments and Production by RiverKinn

My tears fell on the microphone while recording this
Thank you Trent
Thank you Johnny

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I cut myself today
To see if I might bleed
I cannot stop the rain
But it's the only thing I need
And you will make me fall
Right up off the earth
You don't love me now
Your love's more than I'm worth

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXVIII

KISAMA

produced by @vague003
art by @j.s.artworks

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ms8_bwiNago&t=19s

Catastrophe (prod. vague003) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

prod. by killedmyself

Lyrics:

(Verse)
A harsh winter got me livin life in poverty,
Cuz jobs never pick it up and now the cars empty,
But watch summer come around I hope that all of my problems get solved now it came around and shit is all the same,
My thoughts written could begin to take it all away,
I march deep into the heart of nature callin me,
It's part of me,
And people on this rock we be,
I'm gettin tired of this anxiety thats haunting me

(Chorus)
Its just the way that it goes,
Sometimes I lose my control,
I'm puttin holes in the wall,
Don't wanna get yall involved,
It's best you leave me alone,
Don't like this feelin at all,
Who can I trust I don't know,
That's why I keep on my own,
It's just the way that it goes

(Verse 2)
Some days when I wake up,
I get a sense of bliss that escapes me when the things I run away from reappear,
Which just makes me wanna stay in bed wasting the day,
Its my life homie I could go and waste it away,
I'm afraid to admit that some days I get to thinkin that maybe I wasn't made for this place that I live,
Cuz I can't seem to fit,
And the days seem to end really quick,
I'm fuckin done I can't take this again

(Chorus)
Its just the way that it goes,
Sometimes I lose my control,
I'm puttin holes in the wall,
Don't wanna get yall involved,
It's best you leave me alone,
Don't like this feelin at all,
Who can I trust I don't know,
That's why I keep on my own,
It's just the way that it goes,
Sometimes I lose my control,
I'm puttin holes in the wall,
Don't wanna get yall involved,
It's best you leave me alone,
Don't like this feelin at all,
Who can I trust I don't know,
That's why I keep on my own,
It's just the way that it goes

the way it goes (prod. killedmyself)

OFFICIAL VIDEO:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BFPviYCPuJs

LYRICS:

There’s something in the way once again once more
Are you in tune with the pain emanating from your core
Can you put it into words or will you leave it by the door
Why do I feel so alone like my damn .44
So many scripts in my midst
Flipping all these pages
Maybe I’ll pop a pill instead
of a bullet for vacation
I miss all of my friends
And I’m tired of feeling vacant
It’s hard to make ends when every moves a hesitation

Every move’s a hesitation
Unsure of the past or the future as a vagrant
x2

Throw my ashes in the river
Maybe next time I won’t be
Such a sinner with a liver
That won’t give up when I shiver
I’ll deliver be a giver
Stay away from the pain killers

Born a sinner with a liver
That won’t give up when I shiver
I’ll deliver be a giver

Stay away from the pain killers
x3

There’s something in the way
x4

NIHIL [PROD. HAARPER]

Freaky Friday.

Burgos - Drugs All Night (Prod. Idealism)

Lyrics:

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

Verse 1:
Tell me is it all worth it or not,
I put everything I got into this I rehearse what I jot,
Going broke just to make it fuckin work to be honest,
I been getting impatient with the whole fucking process,
Music is my outlet to express myself,
So fuck it I ain't holding back I'm who's next to hell with who you bumping cuz a motha fucka rhymes are weak,
I stay humble but I gotta speak what I believe,
It's like I wanna blow up but I don't,
Cuz I'm tired of being alone broke stuck in my home,
I just wanna do shows tour the whole fucking globe,
But these fucking labels call me and they ghosting my phone,
Fuck it I don't need em,
Or your idols feature,
I came up in this shit alone and still nobody speak the real shit that I been speaking,
Make a fuckin image and a fake persona,
So the checks stay coming in until their banks are fuller,
Fuck

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing,
But I got love for anyone of you we one and the same,
I find the jealousy you harbor is whats causing you pain,
All of these people they look up to me and others they hate,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

Verse 2:
Back when I was younger I knew I just wanna rap,
Nowadays talent doesn't even matter only stats do,
That's why the best artists always in the back and the other motha fuckas songs simpler to rap to,
I been through too much,
And if I give it up I invested too much,
So it wouldn't be worth it not at all,
Made a promise that it all would come together to my mom and she believed in me when I was writing lyrics in the halls,
Now that falls approaching,
My anxiety been creeping while I'm tryna focus,
People constantly DM me saying I'ma blow up anyday,
So I'm grateful where I came from and that I'm saving lives everyday,
If you cry to this just know I felt the same,
The last few days been so fucking stressful on my brain,
But my message is as plain as thank you all who show support,
And I'm glad I could do the same through the songs that I record

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing,
But I got love for anyone of you we one and the same,
I find the jealousy you harbor is whats causing you pain,
All of these people they look up to me and others they hate,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

rabbit hole (prod. KAMAARA)

https://open.spotify.com/track/2yHowQ2y8xnSZk3R8vrLaW

sorry for being quiet, i know what i wanna do now..
big thanks to idstayawaytoo and egs for the beat, more to come. 


TWENTYTHREE:
https://soundcloud.com/twentythree777

PRODUCED BY IDSTAYAWAYTOO & EGS:
https://soundcloud.com/idstayawaytoo
https://soundcloud.com/egsmane

LYRICS:
Waste away another day, I hate the way I love your face but we both know it’s not the same, departed I won’t find a way to numb the pain that roams my veins the blades that change the pace I lay in light to hide in vain, when I still hope your hollow grave is safe 

If I was you id stay away my friend
Instead I’ll rot alone inside my head

Where have you gone my dear?
I've never felt so alone, cold, ridden with fear
What I've done, i know im wrong, I gave you space and now your gone, it sticks inside your head, and head it hurts, but """it's not love"""".

IT'S NOT LOVE FT TWENTYTHREE (PROD. IDSTAYAWAYTOO & EGS) (SPOTIFY LINK IN DESCRIPTION)

https://soundcloud.com/lilsadeyes


https://soundcloud.com/montydatta

I’m drowning I can see the ark 
Sky opens up, world falls apart 
Da da da da da da da
Da da da da
I’m
Rocking all black strings on an old guitar 
With my all black jeans and my all black heart
Da da da da da da da
Da da da da da da da

Put me in an all white room and bind my hands
Tell me I’m no good till I understand but
Your demands mean nothing 
I need a Zoloft lil to even feel something 
Put me on a red eye flight and I’ll leave it all as you wave goodbye
She asking where the time goes 
Girl you might as well be asking why the wind blows 
But you see me through these all black windows 
Chilling with the sharks while you swimming with the minnows 
And I’m sorry but I chose my fate 
Big fish ‘round town done being the bait
It’s weighing on my all black lungs
But yours always right so I’ll hold me tounge
Got an all black soul with an all black prayer
I’m the all black sheep with the all black stars 

Hook 

Ripped black jeans and tears from sad eyes
I guess I’m alright I guess I’ll be fine 
I guess I’m real stressed I’m
Best when offline
Cause I suffocate when I talk to you 
It sucks to feel like you don’t want to choose 
I choke so bad my face turns blue 
My heart’s gone dark from loving you 
I won’t speak cause you won’t listen 
You’re my cure but we’ve been distant 
You’re too cute and that’s too bad cause 
Love won’t clean this mess I have 
I’m over love but I’m not over us 
Im over love but I’m not over us

World Falls Apart - Ft Sadeyes Prod. Monty Datta

no one is home (ryini)

heart_beat (sewerperson)

SPOTIFY:  https://open.spotify.com/album/4RBxenOX1i4gOiyH71eW5c

( < )
How I truly feel about everything...
follow me on Instagram @sshvdow

Havent felt the same happiness since elementary
People tryna lock me in creative penitentaries
My high school experience started fuckin with me mentally
Cant see ahead of me
Embeded in my head is thoughts of feeling

Empty
Thoughts so sick
Thats why I where the mask often 
I get lost when I spit

Everythings dumb
I'm feeling numb
Hating my presence
Like a bad christmas

Is this hell
Oh well 
Im dissmissive

Tell me
If I'm dreaming 
Thats what Im wishing

I cant find a human I relate to
I cant find a person that dont hate who
I am
I am
I am

S S H V D O W
I cant find the will to love you
S S H V D O W
I dont know what this has come to
( x 3 )

"EMPTY" p. boyfifty

diveliner

kids on drugs

Killstation - Just The Two Of Us

Written & recorded by Ghostemane & @Parv0

follow Parv0 -  https://www.instagram.com/parv0_/

HUMAN ERR0R

Stream & Buy

To Whom It May Concern

COLD HANDS.

A collab track with the homie Logan M.

www.instagram.com/xloganm
www.instagram.com/yngmartyr

Stream

Cold Hands (Prod. Logan M)

lyrics
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i don't think i've
ever been this fucking stressed in my life
creature part two isn't finished i lied
just to get them off my back though i tried
i can't create when i'm dying inside
moving this weekend i wish i could fly
don't have my car but i still gotta drive
pack up the uhaul and tell my mom bye
hop on i-86 thinkin' bout why

am i like this
i don't like this
all my friends are enemies behind my eyelids
losing sleep i drive all week and raise my mileage
guardin cut his fucking hair now i don't like him
depression take me by 25
fuck going out i'll just stay inside
this isn't you i say to myself every night lately i contemplate suicide
oh but you're famous online so your life must be great they say but that's a fucking lie
crawl into bed around seven a.m. and the headaches come full force i wanna die

hey holywood would your people ever like me?
misunderstood is all i ever might be

all i ever might be

NEW 9000 EP FOLLOW ME ON INSTAGRAM @BURGOSMUSIC

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