best feels shit

Voice In My Head Prod Vaegud & Sketchmyname

ft. @herexboy
lyrics:
(razegod)
i have nothing left, except this emptiness
i must accept, that i am just like this...
Don't say I didn't try, God damn it!
Don't say, don't say, no
I won't lay down if you demand me!
I won't lay down, lay down...
I didn't even know
I didn't even know that I had to give it all to you
(her ex)
first off -
my ex hate me, so what?
i know she go get cuffed
imma love her till dust
thats on my momma, thats on my poppa,
thats on everything that i love
i would of got her name inked on my face
show the whole world i mean what i say
then i got a friend who hate me, what?
he don't even wanna hear me talk
part of me think he want me dead
part of me thought i want me dead
want me to get on my knees?
you ain't no God to me
you is just human and flesh
u be like the rest, like period sex
(razegod)
Don't say I didn't try, God damn it!
Don't say, don't say, no
I won't lay down if you demand me!
I won't lay down, lay down...
i have nothing left, except this emptiness
i must accept, that i am just like this...
(her ex)
on top of this, i hate myself
i used to be my own friend
now when i look in the mirror
i see all the holes mistakes caused inside of my skin
regret calling me and hang up it always calls me back
why can't i relive the happiness that i once had?
when i was a kid...
now all my friends, they movin on, they havin kids...
im stuck at home, chasing my dreams, feeling like this...
feeling like this, feeling like this
i don't wanna go to sleep, especially when no ones holding me...
i don't wanna go to sleep, especially when no ones holding me...
friends become my enemies
and i trying to love
my enemies...

Don't Say Enemy (ft. Her Ex) [Prod. Tundra Beats]

LOTTERY(prod.pazzi)

NOW AVAILABLE ON ITUNES & SPOTIFY
(prod. Young Enzo & NIK)

Serenity

produced by @vague003
art by @j.s.artworks

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ms8_bwiNago&t=19s

Catastrophe (prod. vague003) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

prod. by killedmyself

Lyrics:

(Verse)
A harsh winter got me livin life in poverty,
Cuz jobs never pick it up and now the cars empty,
But watch summer come around I hope that all of my problems get solved now it came around and shit is all the same,
My thoughts written could begin to take it all away,
I march deep into the heart of nature callin me,
It's part of me,
And people on this rock we be,
I'm gettin tired of this anxiety thats haunting me

(Chorus)
Its just the way that it goes,
Sometimes I lose my control,
I'm puttin holes in the wall,
Don't wanna get yall involved,
It's best you leave me alone,
Don't like this feelin at all,
Who can I trust I don't know,
That's why I keep on my own,
It's just the way that it goes

(Verse 2)
Some days when I wake up,
I get a sense of bliss that escapes me when the things I run away from reappear,
Which just makes me wanna stay in bed wasting the day,
Its my life homie I could go and waste it away,
I'm afraid to admit that some days I get to thinkin that maybe I wasn't made for this place that I live,
Cuz I can't seem to fit,
And the days seem to end really quick,
I'm fuckin done I can't take this again

(Chorus)
Its just the way that it goes,
Sometimes I lose my control,
I'm puttin holes in the wall,
Don't wanna get yall involved,
It's best you leave me alone,
Don't like this feelin at all,
Who can I trust I don't know,
That's why I keep on my own,
It's just the way that it goes,
Sometimes I lose my control,
I'm puttin holes in the wall,
Don't wanna get yall involved,
It's best you leave me alone,
Don't like this feelin at all,
Who can I trust I don't know,
That's why I keep on my own,
It's just the way that it goes

the way it goes (prod. killedmyself)

prod. @plurbs

Lyrics:

(Chorus)
Said I don't fuck with no bitch,
Ain't got the time for it show love from the distance,
Come from the sticks,
Rolled blunts then I quit,
Now it's fuck everything make songs when I think I can't handle much of this shit,
Write it up for the ones who da struggled to fit in,
Don't be the victim,
You could break free fuck everything they say pains gone in an instant,
Swear that loves been a trip,
Can't trust a motha fucka with your heart they gone rip it,
Stomp on it split it,
Give it right back while you crying just to say they so sorry they did it,
And I don't fuck with this shit,
Maybe I just wasn't made for the world that we live in,
King of the misfits,
Fuck it if you feel this then yal motha fuckas get the struggle I'm living ay

(Verse)
Pissed annoyed,
But nobody really gets the point,
I'm so tired fuckin listen once in your life,
Cut ties fuck a friendship voices gone fight in my mind just to fill the void,
Oh my your lies thinking I can't tell,
To my surprise realizing how much I don't mean a thing,
I won't keep the ring,
And don't speak fuckin leave me be

Everywhere I go I can't seem to get you out my head,
Wishin I could but this time I can't,
Make me think it's better if I end up dead,
Swear that sometimes that this lifes not fair

(Chorus)
Said I don't fuck with no bitch,
Ain't got the time for it show love from the distance,
Come from the sticks,
Rolled blunts then I quit,
Now it's fuck everything make songs when I think I can't handle much of this shit,
Write it up for the ones who da struggled to fit in,
Don't be the victim,
You could break free fuck everything they say pains gone in an instant,
Swear that loves been a trip,
Can't trust a motha fucka with your heart they gone rip it,
Stomp on it split it,
Give it right back while you crying just to say they so sorry they did it,
And I don't fuck with this shit,
Maybe I just wasn't made for the world that we live in,
King of the misfits,
Fuck it if you feel this then yal motha fuckas get the struggle I'm living ay

Everywhere I go I can't seem to get you out my head,
Wishin I could but this time I can't,
Make me think it's better if I end up dead,
Swear that sometimes that this lifes not fair

heart broken (prod. PLURBS)

Freaky Friday.

Burgos - Drugs All Night (Prod. Idealism)

Lyrics:

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

Verse 1:
Tell me is it all worth it or not,
I put everything I got into this I rehearse what I jot,
Going broke just to make it fuckin work to be honest,
I been getting impatient with the whole fucking process,
Music is my outlet to express myself,
So fuck it I ain't holding back I'm who's next to hell with who you bumping cuz a motha fucka rhymes are weak,
I stay humble but I gotta speak what I believe,
It's like I wanna blow up but I don't,
Cuz I'm tired of being alone broke stuck in my home,
I just wanna do shows tour the whole fucking globe,
But these fucking labels call me and they ghosting my phone,
Fuck it I don't need em,
Or your idols feature,
I came up in this shit alone and still nobody speak the real shit that I been speaking,
Make a fuckin image and a fake persona,
So the checks stay coming in until their banks are fuller,
Fuck

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing,
But I got love for anyone of you we one and the same,
I find the jealousy you harbor is whats causing you pain,
All of these people they look up to me and others they hate,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

Verse 2:
Back when I was younger I knew I just wanna rap,
Nowadays talent doesn't even matter only stats do,
That's why the best artists always in the back and the other motha fuckas songs simpler to rap to,
I been through too much,
And if I give it up I invested too much,
So it wouldn't be worth it not at all,
Made a promise that it all would come together to my mom and she believed in me when I was writing lyrics in the halls,
Now that falls approaching,
My anxiety been creeping while I'm tryna focus,
People constantly DM me saying I'ma blow up anyday,
So I'm grateful where I came from and that I'm saving lives everyday,
If you cry to this just know I felt the same,
The last few days been so fucking stressful on my brain,
But my message is as plain as thank you all who show support,
And I'm glad I could do the same through the songs that I record

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing,
But I got love for anyone of you we one and the same,
I find the jealousy you harbor is whats causing you pain,
All of these people they look up to me and others they hate,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

rabbit hole (prod. KAMAARA)

SPOTIFY:  https://open.spotify.com/album/4RBxenOX1i4gOiyH71eW5c

( < )
How I truly feel about everything...
follow me on Instagram @sshvdow

Havent felt the same happiness since elementary
People tryna lock me in creative penitentaries
My high school experience started fuckin with me mentally
Cant see ahead of me
Embeded in my head is thoughts of feeling

Empty
Thoughts so sick
Thats why I where the mask often 
I get lost when I spit

Everythings dumb
I'm feeling numb
Hating my presence
Like a bad christmas

Is this hell
Oh well 
Im dissmissive

Tell me
If I'm dreaming 
Thats what Im wishing

I cant find a human I relate to
I cant find a person that dont hate who
I am
I am
I am

S S H V D O W
I cant find the will to love you
S S H V D O W
I dont know what this has come to
( x 3 )

"EMPTY" p. boyfifty

diveliner

kids on drugs

prod: https://soundcloud.com/flxwrency
cover art: https://soundcloud.com/imbuedmess

Lyrics:

Lying in a grave
Different shades of grey
Bodies next me 
Wake up from a dream

Think I’m still asleep
Rise up, to take a leap
Jump a 100ft
Pray it’s all a dream

7th level deep
Spells be failing
Wake up from a dream

Lying in a grave
Different shades of grey
Bodies next me 
Wake up from a dream

Red wine in the bed
Mixed with blood from my head
Got stains on my sheets
Smells of fucking bleach

My days been going great
Pills are working I’m still here
Can’t feel the pain in my brain
My mind ain’t so clear

My days been going great
Haven’t felt a single thing
My happiness is gone
But my pain is fucking numbed

I skipped my fucking meds
Now I’m one step from the edge
My homie calls my phone
Asks to smoke a another bowl

Saved my fucking life
While I sit here real high
Happy for a life but
These pills be taking mine

They block the pain, they block the joy
They clog my mind, they fuzz my eyes
They eat away my fucking soul
Empty shell of fucking noise

I’m feeling numb, I’m feeling dumb
I sleep away the day with me okay about the waste of space that has the fucking face of me 

Lying in a grave
Different shades of grey
Bodies next me 
Wake up from a dream

Lying in a grave
Different shades of grey
Bodies next me 
Wake up from a dream

⚜ spotify / apple ⚜

Anti Depressant (FLOWRENCY)

amv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2xG7sDbxxm4

iTunes

for the show (feat. burgos) // prod. sproutz | AMV LINK IN BIO

☆ with @slothboipapi
☆ artwork by Aidan Netley - instagram.com/aidannetley
☆ produced and mixed by me. 

☆ lyrics:

Video<3

☆ Lie To Me w/ $LOTHBOI ☆

Lyrics:

Solved a couple problems from the memories
Find me near a bottle when I clear my mind
Sorry broken promises could never leave
You ain't gotta call me girl I'll be fine
Me and her is something that'll never be
And I know that she miss me cuz she in my dreams
Falling through the past losing focus off track why the fuck you always laugh when I'm hopeless

Small talk of our lives
Wander off might intertwine
Lost cause so why try
You the dark I live by light
Stay strong
Momma check on me that's all I got its like
Don't wait long
Find i change a lot with the seasons I align

Coupled by the spirits that be guiding me
I wonder if we talked if they would be proud
Times I wish they'd tell me all the awful things
Ain't really what they seem and she just acting out
Following my dreams since I was kid
Skipping out on class living on the edge
Life is going fast if you wanted
Sometimes you should look at where you at
Where you going

Small talk of our lives
Wander off might intertwine
Lost cause so why try
You the dark I live by light
Stay strong
Momma check on me that's all I got its like
Don't wait long
Find I change a lot with the seasons I align

Cutting the act of course struggling the facts you forced
Running from the passed absorbed wrapped up in this wrath ignored
I was on a lonely track falling tryna make it back
And Kat pulled me out the depths thank her when you smile and pass
Think I'm and awkward mess mofuckas are not impressed
Huddled over a bible maybe its time I search inside the quest
And I'm exhausted stuttering like Busta Rhymes on crack
On that Chris Brown track before he slapped Rihannas ass
Laying inside my room I feel philosophical
Time slipping right by us why try live in denial fool
People are kinda rude that's why I'm always quiet too
Around people I don't know they got something they tryna prove
I never got that though
Notice I ride passed slow
Driving on wide back roads
Smiling though I been broke
My friends they got bags though
Left me don't call back no
They probably forgot of me honestly it ain’t surprising me

Small talk of our lives
Wander off might intertwine
Lost cause so why try
You the dark I live by light
Stay strong
Momma check on me that's all I got its like
Don't wait long
Find I change a lot with the seasons I align


prod. @10_05
(mayten)

small talk

artwork by my beautiful node mate anya <3
@burgosmusic @daddytwentytwo
LYRICS:
(burgos)
poison
that girl is poison
pot to piss in it's boiling
puffin loud it’s noisy
stupid ass trick nosey
i been riding wit a blade
i been riding wit a 9
yea everything cozy
yea everything cozy
yea, poison
that girl is poison
pot to piss in it's boiling
puffin loud it’s noisy
stupid ass trick nosey
i been riding wit a blade
i been riding wit a 9
yea everything cozy
yea everything cozy
that girl is poison
(razegod)
give a name to the pain i feel
i call it poison
give a name to the pride i feel
i call it worthless
worthless, worthless
i feel so worthless
when i lose my purpose
i feel like no one
and i don't even know me
and i don't even know me
and i don't even know me
and i don't even know me
i couldn't give how the fuck you feel
that's not my service
as soon as i finish up my plans
there will be curtains
give a name to the pride i feel
i call it worthless
give a name to the pain i feel
i call it...
(burgos)
poison
that girl is poison
pot to piss in it's boiling
puffin loud it’s noisy
stupid ass trick nosey
i been riding wit a blade
i been riding wit a 9
yea everything cozy
yea everything cozy
yea, poison
that girl is poison
pot to piss in it's boiling
puffin loud it’s noisy
stupid ass trick nosey
i been riding wit a blade
i been riding wit a 9
yea everything cozy
yea everything cozy
that girl is poison
never trust a big but 'n a smile x 7...
xxx

the way it goes (prod. killedmyself)

whxami

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