stream 'always forever': https://ffm.to/always-forever

written, prod & mix by chris lanzon
acoustic gtr & additional prod by nick ward
drums by franco reid

lyrics

All that I do
I do it for you
I swear, always forever
And if there’s a heaven
I know you’ll be there
I swear, always forever
x2

Hold it in, I’m doing fine
Just taking my time, taking my time
Closed cocoon, I’m blooming soon
And you’re always there to make it better
Please stay forever

All that I do
I do it for you
I swear, always forever
And if there’s a heaven
I know you’ll be there
I swear, always forever

Everything feels better when you’re near
I know that you’ll always be my dear
‘Cause everything feels better when you’re here
I know that you’ll always be my dear

‘Cause all that I do
I do it for you
I swear, always forever

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Always Forever

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35. Lost In My Thoughts II

Breath of the Goddess

Produced and mixed by The Further I Get, neverforever

What's Your Plea

i found - amber run (cover by rain)

Weathered is the second single from my upcoming record, 'English Bones'. 

It's a song that comes from a wholly personal place, and I feel as though I would be disingenuous in not divulging the meaning behind the track. I was in a relationship with someone, and just as every good sad song goes, we fell apart. It was a toxic, mean, and truly horrible breakup, with a lot of name-calling, one-upping, and generally feeling like awful people. The dust settled, and about six months later, I (stupidly) decided to meet up with him again. We wanted to reconnect. We'd be chatting again via text, and to me it just felt right. 

When we met back up, it was like our souls had shifted. I couldn't see in him what I felt attracted to in the first place. His laugh sounded different, the colour of his hair seemed off. Was that tattoo there before? It just didn't feel right; he seemed older, more tired, more weathered. But he swore that everything was good, that everything was going well. I couldn't, and still can't, pinpoint what was different, but there was something that made me realise I'd fallen out of love. 

It's been eighteen months since then, but there are occasions where I still think about some of the times we shared. It was nice. Was it worth the fallout, the self-loathing & the soul-searching? Definitely not. But hey, at least I got this song out of it.

Enjoy.

Produced by Sam Winfield at Studio 91 (Amber Run, Dry the River).

Weathered

lyrics—

its like shattered rain
fallin' on my window pane
its like a pain filled past
full of love that would never last
its like a cast on hearts
to fix the broken that has gone too far
too far beyond repair
because the hurt of life is a constant wear

so i’m letting go
i’m letting go
because the key to happiness
is to love with no limits
forget the past
take off the mask
that makes you look like you're okay
stop tryna make your happy fake
just be real
just let go
its okay to feel
its okay not to know
when it will be okay

so i’m letting go
i’m letting go
because the key to happiness
is to love with no limits
forget the past
take off the mask
that makes you look like you're okay
stop tryna make your happy fake
just be real
just let go
its okay to feel
its okay not to know
when it will be okay

just be real 
just let go 
it’s okay to feel
it’s okay not to know
when it’ll be okay

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letting go

dont watch me cry - jorja smith

Stream 'Everest': https://chrislanzon.ffm.to/everest

credits:
'Everest' written, produced & mixed by Chris Lanzon
additional synths by Nick Ward, mastered by Matthew Agoglia
artwork by Chris Lanzon

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Lyrics:
I was looking out for somewhere new
Trying to find a place where I can go to get my head through
I feel misunderstood, half the time I wish I could
Up and leave this place, leave this place for good

You don't know the half of it
I swear that I was fine
Looking back at all of this
I guess I changed my mind

'Cause I think I found somebody new
But they're halfway across the world
And they don't even know I exist
I'm trying to find a way to get my head through
I feel misunderstood, wish I could up and leave this place for good

'Cause you don't know the half of it
I swear that I was fine
But I just hit the everest
I don't know if I can climb
I don't know if I can climb

(Oh oh oh)
[Instrumental]

I'm just a lost boy, trying to get my head right
Trying just to figure it out
I'm just a lost boy, trying to get my head right
Trying just to figure it out

I was looking out for somewhere new
Trying to find a place where I can go to get my head through
I feel misunderstood, half the time I wish I could
Up and leave this place, leave this place for good

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Everest

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