1. manic episode of random structure, transposed vocals and off-tone instrumental to simulate something is wrong

2. panic, anxiety attack simulation through heart beat sounds and sampled breathing. everything that makes me lay awake at night.

3. the aftermath of a panic attack and the thoughts of realization and sorrow post episode

4. a conversation between friends of their hardships and inner thoughts about the situation they've been thtough

hysteria

produced, engineered by me
scarlet inspiration

maroon bloody skies, can't look me in my eye
voices in my...

maroon bloody skies, can't look me in my eye
absent again, made the worst day of my life
in the shadows where u lie, lie, lie

no time for a deal, i could fuck 3 hoes for a mil
i been pouring green hoe cracked seal
wrapped up switch so so sincere, pouring up tris not beer
i could pay your mortgage my dear, boy its been a long long lost year
2 hi off the drank can't steer
(skrrt)
runner man runner man gone, that tool hit his face like a gong
lil fat ahh pockets rick ross, been up im a top floor boss
unc rolled up a worm, lil bro walk round with the green with the fern
23 hit that boy head end his term, its abt that time make the fuk boy learn
off red, hearing deficiency ion know what he said
boy u laid up in bed, i'll touch racks instead
ya main bitch is a fed, pocket watching off ket
like help yo self, left dead cuz you dealt yo self
prince zuko couldn't melt my wealth, textbook strats couldnt nerf my health

he got a problem, why u obsessed w me 
cleanse all my intestines, i dont fw ur questions
u aint no better than the reverend
boy watch what u said bitch

no time for a deal, i could fuck 3 hoes for a mil
i been pouring green hoe cracked seal
wrapped up switch so so sincere, pouring up tris not beer
i could pay your mortgage my dear, boy its been a long long lost year
2 hi off the drank can't steer
(skrrt)

4runner lil bitch im crashing it, tap from the back like im passionate
simply enough i got that cash im not rationing (fuk)
i talk on the mic and u doordash for bucks

damn that must suck i couldn't trust you enough to own up
i got that power now dats tuff, u runner up reach for the k ima buss
he fell off give that boy a nudge, i'll make ya hoe stand up like the judge

maroon

Save That Hoe

@whitofficial @hatecejay
produced by: me, tc and crystals

hideout

whit & cejay - hideout (vili, tc, crystals)

I find myself living in the past more then the present. https://open.spotify.com/track/0kmuixmTHYOhlSrBpr90Wf?si=c955712092f64576
Chorus
Just follow me here 
And I’ll be right there
The taste of your lips 
Feel something like bliss 
I’m lost in your head 
Ion wanna feel this 
tired of loving 
Cause I’ll just forget 
No I won’t 
I’ll keep holdin on to 
memories 
And you know you got the 
best of me 
Got me captive
To my enemies 
What am I searching for 

Verses
Your my depression
My deception 
The only girl I want 
My lethal weapon 
Hope you know 
That I try 
But I’m a servant 
You are my heaven 
Yes you my heaven 
Fall into my arms 
Don’t let me go 
Don’t tell me you love me 
Cause I know you don’t 
Been falling out of touch 
Of your lips I’m a full 
I know your gonna hurt me 
When it’s wonderful 

Chorus
Just follow me here 
And I’ll be right there
The taste of your lips 
Feel something like bliss 
I’m lost in your head 
Ion wanna feel this 
tired of loving 
Cause I’ll just forget 
No I won’t 
I’ll keep holdin on to 
memories 
And you know you got the 
best of me 
Got me captive
To my enemies 
What am I searching for

memories

LML (Vili x Omgzanoza)

100k (@prodbyleko x @prodhysteric)

ericdoa - EUUK EDIT ##MUSICADIVINO

think he niztopia put the bread in the couch
ALL PLATS: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/imnotvrycreative/lifeline
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Lyrics:
I-I, can't be in my right mind
Think I'd rather be home, and it wasn't even a bad time
I hardly know what I need, but I know it's bad timing
Wanna leave it all up to me, but you know I ain't buying
Now I'm thinking, I-I, can't be in my right mind
Think I'd rather die than let you be my lifeline
And I hardly know what you mean, but I know a bad time
Couldn't put that all up on me, you know I ain't buying

I tried to let that go, I did
Yeah, but you know I couldn't
Big pet peeve, can't push my buttons
'Cause I can't trip, won't lose my footing
Damn, just gotta keep that pushing
Man, love when they think I wouldn't
Hand shaking, I just don't want it
Yeah and if I'm being honest

I need the bucks on Bunyan
I make it look like nothing
I want them sour like mustard
Wanna catch up, keep running
Sum like detective, dusted
He went pro at bluffing
It don't gotta mean much, talk shit 'cause I love it

And I-I, can't be in my right mind
Think I'd rather be home, and it wasn't even a bad time
I hardly know what I need, but I know it's bad timing
Wanna leave it all up to me, but you know I ain't buying
Now I'm thinking, I-I, can't be in my right mind
Think I'd rather die than let you be my lifeline
And I hardly know what you mean, but I know a bad time
Couldn't put that all up on me, you know I ain't buying

Gotta be kidding me now
Ain't make me stronger, it's killing me, ouch
I couldn't recommend going that route
Think he Niztopia, put the bread in the couch
I got some T's to cross
Too many things I'm thinking 'bout
I honestly don't wanna talk, probably won't see me reaching out
And you think that is, it isn't, yeah
Could you please get out my business? Damn
I know you think that is, it isn't, yeah
Could you tell me if I'm tripping

Cause I-I, can't be in my right mind
Think I'd rather be home, and it wasn't even a bad time
I hardly know what I need, but I know it's bad timing
Wanna leave it all up to me, but you know I ain't buying
Now I'm thinking, I-I, can't be in my right mind
Think I'd rather die than let you be my lifeline
And I hardly know what you mean, but I know a bad time
Couldn't put that all up on me, you know I ain't buying

(I-I, can't be in my right mind)
(Think I'd rather die than let you be my lifeline)
(And I hardly know what you mean, but I know a bad time)
(Couldn't put that all up on me, you know I ain't buying)

LIFELINE [p. longboystyle + desmos]

snippet I extended from his livestream on twitch

Lock In (prod. JpBeatz)

KiiMx