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Trechor Boy:
you remind me of LA
all my friends were there to stay
i flew back the next day 
shit wasn’t the same
i try so hard to hide my feelings and the pain
but every time i lose it and that shit escapes
i started making beats way way back in the day
nobody fucked with me but now they know my name
trechor boy 
destroy
all of the hate
ooo

Dead Broke:
There's no time for to you to play,
and girl, I'm fucked up by the way,
you want me every single day,
can't find the feeling in my brain,
and now I'm seeing outer space.
I shoulda seen it from afar,
100 miles from away.

Nothing rly matters in the end,
I don't wanna live, if it means that she'll be dead,
I had my first out of body experience, and I don't think I ever wanna trip again.

Trechor Boy:
i rode a rocket ship 
flew up on that shit
way way up 
beyond the stars
haven’t looked back since
i had my first out of body experience 
nothing has looked the same 
and that’s on periodt

Dead Broke:
Saying that I changed again, must be the acid,
I don't wanna die alone, if I don't have to,
drugs are my only friends.

Trechor Boy:
you remind me of LA
all my friends were there to stay
i flew back the next day 
shit wasn’t the same
i try so hard to hide my feelings and the pain
but every time i lose it and that shit escapes
i started making beats way way back in the day
nobody fucked with me but now they know my name
trechor boy 
destroy
all of the hate
ooo

Dead Broke:
There's no time for to you to play,
and girl, I'm fucked up by the way,
you want me every single day,
can't find the feeling in my brain,
and now I'm seeing outer space.
I shoulda seen it from afar,
100 miles from away.

Nothing rly matters in the end,
I don't wanna live, if it means that she'll be dead,
I had my first out of body experience, and I don't think I ever wanna trip again.

Outer body (w/ trechor boy)

you can't change one person, if they won't help themself...

mixed/mastered @https://soundcloud.com/pzzz

agony (pro. morph)

𝐁𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐑ø𝐬𝐞𝐬 𝐏𝐨𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐬𝐭: 𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐒𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐚𝐲
@lovelessgroup

a brief conversation w/ Loveless (S3:E6)

Lyrics:
the sun has just set and im looking at lights
on top of a hill while i sip on this vice
the darkness is closing in i say im fine
just give me some space while i pour up this wine

im sending this letter hope it finds you well
im not doing great that's if you couldnt tell
i know that you're fine so this is my farewell
was good while it lasted fell under your spell

you were right to leave, cause im a low down fiend
and im drowning in the meds girl you would not believe
and now im climbing into bed i wanna have that dream
where im happy only reason that i go to sleep

you were right to leave, cause im a low down fiend
and im drowning in the meds girl you would not believe
you used to say that you believe in all i could achieve
but now its nothing more than just a memory to be grieved

im a ghost now
im a ghost now
got no host now
i do the most now

and I remember used to talk about just cruisin to the coast
but you always hated water so we never took a boat
and im drowning in my feelings like the ocean i cant float
you could catch me at the bottom cause i sink just like a stone

i dont know, where to go, cause i drift, like the snow
now im out, in the cold, got no love, got no soul
got no heart, jus a flow, pay the bills, you dont know
how im dead, now you know, that im done, so ill go

you were right to leave, cause im a low down fiend
and im drowning in the meds girl you would not believe
and now im climbing into bed i wanna have that dream
where im happy only reason that i go to sleep

you were right to leave, cause im a low down fiend
and im drowning in the meds girl you would not believe
you used to say that you believe in all i could achieve
but now its nothing more than just a memory to be grieved

im a ghost now
im a ghost now
got no host now
i do the most now

Leaving

leaving

//

i know you wanna die, girl your terrified of your demons
i know you'd let it happen if Mother Earth found a reason
if our house it caught on fire, I know that you wouldn't leave it
Through the smoke I'd scream your name, and you'd act like you still be sleeping

as im writing this song i can feel myself choking up
I haven't killed myself yet, no, its just like hell ain't enough
it feels so fucking good to hear you belting my songs
but i dont think that it could save me when my head's to the gun

i can't fucking say that this shit's just the way it is
i became the demon I was facing as a kid
he was underneath my bed, I could see him when I would blink
but now I'm sleeping on the floor, can't you see how the roles have switched?

maybe he'd stop talking if he thought I was deep asleep
maybe thats the shit that you think when you feel the heat
when the smoke fills up the bedroom, and your name I'd start to scream
because baby, maybe I'm the fucking demon that you see

put the sheet over my body and just leave me to rot
I know it's better digging graves when it's been raining a lot
because the dirt your tryna dig up isn't hard but it's soft
babe, don't listen to this song until you hear that I'm gone

it took a lifetime of writing to make you cry like this
every single word you read from out my diary
you didn't fall in love with me, or something I had did
i know that you just love the way your name's etched in the side of it

imma burn the book, fuck all the pages I wrote
i know you dont want me to go but baby imma go ghost
remember when we met last summer on the beach on the coast
but now when I put my head underneath the damn water its cold

when you leave my side, it gets colder than in the ice age
i been told that better things will come if i wait
but out of all the cars that just happen to be racing by me
not a single one would care if I jumped off of this highway

housefire

Soulspeed Vip

love will never last (prod. fujistu x joeshort)

some nights (feat. powfu, rxseboy, sarcastic sounds)

Guitar by @sorrow_bringer
purchase here https://bit.ly/38VrHoa

Cut Me

Cut Me (Prod Splashgvng & Sorrow Bringer)

there she goes again (prod. 4lexf)

im away from home and i cant find who prod this song lmao but im 90% sure it was loopy lmao

edit: it was

support sapphire2001

r u scared of ghosts ft. sapphire2001 (p. loopy!)

@rxfxx
@deadspyro
art by https://www.instagram.com/elianelianelian/
www.instagram.com/lilspudxlp
stream on other platforms https://ampl.ink/eE4qL

I'm Already Fucked Up Ft. Rxfxx Prod. Dead Spyro

Me and Beetyl's first collab track released! This one's talking about losing control of your feelings and feeling useless.  Hope y'all enjoy and can't wait to make more songs with Beetyl down the line!

Useless (Young Heartbreak and Beetyl Collab)

Dreamcatcher (Prod. Harvest)

Lyrics

I'm stressed out, I'm hopeless
Can't black out on no shit
Been sober for too long
I almost just broke it

I wanna sip on a cup of some potion
I wanna smoke till I feel like I'm floatin'

This fucking probation got me all the fucked up
Too bad that I fucked up
Need motivation because I feel like giving up
Hope I'm not shit out of luck

Can't take it I might just go meet satan
Not faking, I think I might need saving
Life I hate it, not what I meant to create it
I'm so sick of fucking waiting like when the fuck will I make it?

I don't feel amazing, I feel like I'm fucking hated
I been tryna take it but I don't think I can take it
If I don't get drunk soon, I'ma end up wasted
I miss what the drugs do, I need medication

I don't feel like myself

I don't feel like myself at all
I miss the nights when you would call
You made me take down all my walls
Just to make me build more walls

I'm tired singing the same song about the same bitch
It's like taking pics of pain just to frame it
I made an album shit I might as well of hanged it
Every tear that I drop I should paint with

The way I'm going, I might as well live to be hurt
Cause I make songs about pain just to be heard
I'm not right in my brain, I'm a loose screw
Hate me or love me whichever one suits you

I can't feel neither, I'm numb anesthesia
Hate that I need her, I'm dumb, I'm no teacher
I spent my time when in school on a bleacher
Thoughts in my mind really making me weaker

I need a...
I don't know what I need in my life to believe
That I'm all that I need in this life to be pleased
I hate this place, I just wish I could leave

I'm stressed out, I'm hopeless
Can't black out on no shit
Been sober for too long
I almost just broke it

I wanna sip on a cup of some potion
I wanna smoke till I feel like I'm floatin'

This fucking probation got me all the fucked up
Too bad that I fucked up
Need motivation because I feel like giving up
Hope I'm not shit out of luck

I don't feel amazing, I feel like I'm fucking hated
I been tryna take it but I don't think I can take it
If I don't get drunk soon, I'ma end up wasted
I miss what the drugs do, I need medication

spotify.

SOBER! | Produced by ERLAX

don't think that you miss me...

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