ugly as fuck and forever alone
imma take ten pills then im calling it home
take a gander at your window im outside like a gnome
onna walk into your garden only place that i roam
i remember two things i forgot the other one
but i still hold on cuz im so high strung
   you be looking at me like im so damn dumb
i dont really look at all cuz i never gave one
   say hello again to the doctor with a grin
hoe im doctor skeleton and i really need a win
make an incision blood dripped down her shin
   think i need you but i need your skin
i dont make threats all i needed was a pet
   couldnt get one as a kid i guess
imma keep you inside a cage
every day brings me much more rage

ugly as fuck and forever alone

(Verse 1)

Saw her from across the place,
I had to make sure she was real.
Oh my lord, she was and right there,
I couldn’t feel.
I think I got a sixth sense, the way I feel her coming
And when she appears, I can’t do nothing.
Walk then talking with my wall, never knew it had a pretty face.
Pretty face, an understatement.
What am I doing contemplating.
Time is close I feel me aging.
As long as I’m living she is waiting.
How do I know that for a fact?
I don’t.

(Chorus)

Forgive me bae,
I think I found another take.
Better talking to a wall then feeling like this world is fake.
Spiraling into something, I cannot get away.
Love me more and I promise I’ll do everything you say.

(Verse 2)

I don’t give a fuck no more you can tell it by my eyes.
People wanna see me live, so I put on a face that they will like.
I love how I look down to your pretty face and I must say, therapeutic and you knew it. 
Control me by the things you say. 

(Chorus)

Forgive me bae,
I think I found another take.
Better talking to a wall then feeling like this world is fake.
Spiraling into something, I cannot get away.
Love me more and I promise I’ll do everything you say.
Forgive me bae,
I think I found another take.
Better talking to a wall then feeling like this world is fake.
Spiraling into something, I cannot get away.
Love me more and I promise I’ll do everything you say.

(Outro)

I’ve done things, I know I shouldn’t.

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(lyrics)

yes i think i know enough
over growing out myself
i think its 'bout time i forgive myself
act a little strange but i dont want help
i dont need help
i only need to get fried
overstimulated when they look me in the eyes
i cant let myself just go by
without saying something, that wont even feel right
and im still holding onto way too many things
reaching out to you just sounds like a bad mistake

but i told myself i wont let it replay
im still zoning out, im stuck in a relay
hearing echos and voices, they calling it delay
push my limits and it got me going too cray
out in back bay fried, i see the 7 seas
know my angels and demons be watching over me
my nightmares is an easier reality
see the scope of things, see how it should really be
the inner monologue used to be my enemy
now i use and abuse it to overpower me
manifesting affirmations for prosperity
falling in too deep into the galaxy
but i fear i stepped way over the boundary
overlooking myself like im on a balcony
feeling so delighted, i can make my eyes bleed
i can crumble and shatter my own reality
out in back bay fried, i see the 7 seas

7 seas p. rocco roy

absurd

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(Intro)

I can't say, what I'm about to say on the new album.
So let me just put this as a single.
Remember, I'm coming from a place of absolutely no hate, by the way.
Uh, Pure love.
Ummm. Maybe some resentment.
That's about it. No grudge, no nothing. Alright.

(Part A)

Let's start on religion 'cause I think you got it twisted.
Why worship a man if you ain’t gonna be consistent?
Revelation 3:15, ask me, do I know what I means?
Yes I do, I do not run to God when I'm in pain.
I run to him everyday.
I'm not one to hide when confronted with mistakes 'cause I know what's at stake.
I ain't never get a fucking break ever since '22.
I'm bouta leave a bad review and ask God for a redo.

Okay. Let's talk about me. 
Really dive 9 feet deep and then we'll get to you.
'Cause I got a lot on this sheet.

Yeah girl. 
I know I fit the stereotype.
Couldn't keep it up I just fed you lies and cries just so I can get a high.
Manipulation at its finest.
Huh, yuh.
I did move on a very long time ago.
And everything I told you, I just wish you had never known.
'24. Back when I got sick. I just had to kill the bitch.
The arch from the 5th. Cut Mia off like I'm some sort of Sith and now you’re fucking scared.
Wish all of this was fair.
What you got to fear?
I'm still the nigga that was here.
Hold on let me make it clear, huh.

(Sample: Devil Told Me This Would Happen)

If I couldn't have you for me.
His face will be on a T.

(Part B)

If I wanted to do what 
I said I was gonna do.
It would’ve happend twice 
before you ever had a clue. 
You had me with no place to vent so you thought it was true.
I want to make a public apology to the ones I threw under the bus.
Sydney, Itallo, Kyle, Nour, can’t forget Ashlee. 
They all checked on me, but I gave 'em no talk 'cause you were with me.
And you hated all the girls that were with me.
Moving on so fast, you're no different from the girl in 2019.
The hypocrisy pisses me.
That's why my music always raw.
Think about it, hold on, wait a second...

You knew she was christian.
Flaming her because her vision
with my boy, was it your business?
Up at night telling me you’d never did it.
Now you are a spittin image.
Saying how you’d never be like her.

At least it took her a couple months to find someone new.
Think it only took you two--
Weeks. Sheesh.

Before you bring up body count, remember 'bout that talk.
Y’all still the same, look how you moved on.
It doesn't matter anymore because I came up strong.
You wanna think you did, just because you think 'bout God.
Our way is never his.
I know you think I'm wrong, but get it through your skull.
THIS SHITS THE PAST and anything left untouched, WILL NEVER FUCKING PASS.
It's about 3 o'clock.
Reposting TikTok's about God won't get you saved.
Say the shit I’m spitting 'bout you, not true, just to keep you sane.

no difference prod. goldstarr

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