regret. (demo)

'running shoes' produced by heylog

lyrics:
ima run away until i'm weak
ima come back fighting for my peace
hiding out, i hide inside the weeds
you won't hear from me for a few weeks
the things you say never make any sense
gotta stop the mind to second guess
ignoring my gut, it's for the best
battling to get up out of bed

ima find my way back home
streetlights barely lit
and the colors aren't even the same
some are powerless
6: 30 a mile, used to be better than this
why am i getting this tired
no i cannot call it quits
seems like you think that everything was gonna be okay
what i need is me to tell me i'll be okay
look at the ground
look at my feet as my shoes tear
the soles are falling apart
order up a new pair

𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘪𝘴 𝘰𝘯 𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘸𝘢𝘺
𝘴𝘶𝘤𝘤𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘧𝘶𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘥

get in the zone
need to be alone to focus
not any hoe you see me ever approaching
not worth my time
feel my mind boot and decoding
gather any info whether i should keep or close it
you see me
walk out the door
ice, freezing n storms
pray i make it home
late a.m. n roads
hallucinate, seeing two
punching at the air
squinting at black and grey
when the night is there
the smell of fall provides warmth
fingers in my hair
think too deep and it could end at there
think i'm fine, i'm just in too deep
go outside to run hoping the stress leaves me
i'm painting what i see
you couldn't predict at what i might bring

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running shoes

everything by me

do i love you?
is this what i get?
i was doing bad
i cant forget
is this what i get?
im still in my head
you think youre my friend?
i went back again
i went back again
i dont feel the same
i heard all those things
is it just a game?
i felt so comforted
why did it have to end
i just keep messing up
ive done so much

backyard ((prod. kne4es))

i did nothing on this im just posting it

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imnotvrycreative work out [p. yogic beats]

year of the jen (06jen)

prod me man

i'm way to passive to get over u 
u know exactly what i'm goin thru
so baby tell me what u gonna do
cant tell which way you runnin to

baby you ain't gotta
do nun 
or wear nun
or say nun too crazy
or do much
or say much 
or wear much

you got me lookin stupid 
and foolish
i'm losin it lately 

pass me on the right 
no headlights 
in the freeway
midnight
doing 80 on i5 
never said that you was my type
you was on another timeline
in my head it was a drive by
in my head i had to pass it to the side like
 
you ain't gonna run
i ain't gonna run
this how it's sposed to be
if you approachin me
i ain't the one for u
you ain't the one for me
i been goin dumb

round 2 
she asked for sumn to bounce to
been pushin this boulder up mountains
i told her im lucky i found you

she bust it down 

round 3 
she told me she lucky she found me 
i told her i work in the evenings 
she said lemme take off my earrings 

clocking in

feeling is mutual 
locked it in
i can't drop the roof 
but she hoppin in
cat got your tongue 
but you talk to friends
we in the back seat
without a tint
flipping the script when i
dropped again
foot on the gas i won't
stop again
won't stop again
but

new demo

Takeoff!

5 minute typhoon 5 minute onlywoke 5 minute mach9 5 minute imnotvrycreative 5 minute reef 25 minute niztopia moral support and coordination

mip three

prod me

Lyrics:

you think that id rather run
from my problems but i think its no fun
i talk tough but i think that im not the type
to risk it all even for my life
you used to be my light
yeah yeah my light, you were my light
everything just comes with a different price
you were mine after i sacrificed (everything)

picking up the pieces of what you left on our bedside
but youre a weakness a piece of me that i cannot let go of

you were my light
everything i sacrificed
so divine, youre wasting my time
just to get to here
your words are unclear
i cannot live my life in fear
youre so clairvoyant that i cant even touch you
everything i did just trying to see your view
(oh my god i wish that you knew)
i dont want anything to do with you

through words and flames i fall down
i wish i knew you cared now
your fights are reasons i drown
in agony cos youre here now

words cant express how i feel towards you
im so fucking bored what do you ever do
the things youve said to me couldnt be true
you just provoke me and try to make me lose my cool

part of me wishes i knew better
you know i really fucking hate this weather
but its my birthmonth my time of the year
well we both know that i hate everything here so

you you were my light
everything i sacrificed
so divine, youre wasting my time
just to get to here
your words are unclear
i cannot live my life in fear
youre so clairvoyant that i

picking up the pieces of what you left by our bedside
but youre a weakness a piece of me that i cannot let go of

through words and flames i fall down
i wish i knew you cared now
your fights are reasons i drown
in agony cos youre here now

Light

Fairytale (niztopia song wars 9/14)

I doubt that youll hear me well
to live in a fairytale is a cage
if I dont impair myself
then I’ll be impaled by everything

My mind 
stays slow 
no matter where
I go
nothing will change 
Ive tried it all
how can I make it 
on my own
when youre the one I call home

need some more cash for the bills 
wish I had a house on the hills
i can fix my pain with a mil 
I could fix any pain with a million
am I askin for too much?
all I want all I need is a few bucks 
my plans need stacks and a tooth brush
see the world grab a map and your soft touch

lost feeling in the snow
my hands are freezing cold 
am I numb from all the frost bite 
in this frozen world 
my sins are paid in full
but my vices keep me lulled
im running on a treadmill
hamster on a wheel
just runnin runnin.

My mind 
stays slow 
no matter where
I go
nothing will change 
Ive tried it all
how can I make it 
on my own
when youre the one I call

running circles around my head
but its okay for you
to show up act like youve been dead
oh my god youre so obsessed
with yourself you struggle to find anyone else
no one wants to deal with you or give you help
like oh well

feeling out of bed in the dark now
some part of me still feels a spark somehow 
if only now i could get up
get up dont do it
why do i feel so defeated
but you know i cant give in
youre every single reason
for my life
you dont try
youre just wastiing my time
your life unfolds in my eyes
i dont believe all your lies
lie lie lie

just lie to me
i can still feel your heart beating
just try for me
i can feel your heart depleting
i wish you could see this my love

My mind 
stays slow 
no matter where
I go
nothing will change 
Ive tried it all
how can I make it 
on my own
when youre the one I call home

Written by $haded Monroe and Twohead
Produced by $haded Monroe and Strive
Mixed and mastered by $haded and Monroe

Fairytale

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