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i’m looking for a reason to say good night
communication hasn’t happened for a long time
countless times i replay when you said goodbye
moment that it happened burned into my eyes and mind
i’m fine
i’ll say i’ll try
if you look into my eyes you know i’m lying
you’re the one that really knows the reasons i cry
you’re the one that had to see it with your own eyes
i swear this life is a joke
fill up my time with my music and hope
that it will work out it’s the only way i cope
in the journey of life it’s the one and only road for me
i don’t know what you done to me
every time i think about you i can’t fucking breathe
then my thoughts are overtaken by my ocd
and i rot away my mental as i fall asleep

when it’s just me myself and i
i don’t feel alive
i don’t wanna die
but i can feel the vibe
x4

when it’s just me myself and i
i don’t feel alive
i don’t wanna die
but i can feel the vibe
losing track of time
my eyes are on fire
i been up all night
you are on my mind
x2

i’m restless and reckless
a mess 
why is death in life always endless
always in the midst my emotions are deafened
i dissociate until i’m lacking all my essence
if i leave again then i won’t come back
i feel like i’m under attack
where the sun don’t reach
and my eyes don’t see
and my lungs don’t breathe but you won’t understand
there’s a face underneath each mask that i see
i can be what i need in my dreams
i don’t sleep
i just worry 
never eat
but the beast won’t rest til it’s free
and then feast on my heart til doesn’t have a beat
i swear
it's a sad sad world that we inhabit
keeping goodbyes so dramatic
stay away from people it’s a habit
isolate myself go live on another planet

sweet dreams, my little insomniac ft. ivri (prod. capsctrl)

Going Ghost

written by Lxst Boy, Cavasoul, and soku
produced by Riddiman and oldboyy
mixed and mastered by Lxst Boy
cover art by futoh
out on all platforms

-lyrics-
(Hook: Lxst Boy)
finish up my homework then I write another song
why does everybody hate me I swear that I did nothing wrong
got like 20 messages everytime I check my phone
but i will never answer them, I hate this feeling its getting old

(Verse 1: Lxst Boy)
try to tell me that im not ok
but cant you see the smile thats plastered on my face
like come over sometime and find me dead at my place
im sipping on this coffee praying that this pain would go away
the solitude is nice but I'm sick of being alone
walked a million miles on a path they call the lonely road
pondering my consciences, the deepest part of my soul
but hey im just a kid so what do i really know

(Hook)

(Verse 2: Cavasoul)
i hate this feeling, feeling horrible
is getting old
im losing meaning, meaning everything is seeming horrible
I'm conceited, seated at a table undesirable
I know that she could ruin me because shes so adorable
I fall asleep and I see images of violence
I see a side of me incite a riot
swear my head is never quiet
I'm craving death, it tries to overtake my fear of dying
I'll just go to bed so hopefully I can stop fucking crying
i hate this feeling that I feel whenever I open up my eyes
and now my lungs have started hurting as result from getting high
it gets tiring when you always just feel like you could die
now I'm breaking down again, just for today is the third time

(Hook)

(Verse 3: soku)
it's getting old, I'm growing old and I don't know if i could stay
every time you look my way I just turn and look away
I don't know if I could stay in this place
with this feeling that I hate and it won't go away yeah
yeah my voice is sounding stupid and my grades are going down
everybody else around hating me I feel the frown
on my face yeah I'm a waste yeah
telling everyone I might just take a break yeah
I finish up my homework then I go and cry alone
everybody hating me  and so I walk the lonely road
got like 20 messages every time i check my phone 
but that's not quite reality I hate this feeling it's getting old

(Hook)

@cavasoul
@soku_music
@prodriddiman

S T R E A M

i hate this feeling w/ cavasoul & soku (riddiman x oldboyy)

what about me

I miss you. I hate that I love you.

@rxseboy x @coldillumination - love you forever (prod. con)

Love Pain

Love Pain (feat. Jomie)

@sorrow - things u did to me (prod. boyfifty & sephgotthewaves)

LYRICS:

Love
Beautiful potent and toxic
None can compare
And you're unaware
That you've had it till you lost it
If love was a drug let me OD
Smother me in your affection
Withdrawals can you hold me
Let my heart synch to your lips and

Mama taught me to be cautious
Love is a word so strong that it
Can throw us down if we toss it
So I cross my heart and I promised
We fell asleep in that apartment
Broken promise my tongue slipped
I said I love you

The chatter stops
The needle drops
Life forever paused
The music starts
Falling stars
Upon her crimson arms

The chatter stops
The needle drops
Life forever paused
The music starts
Falling stars
Upon her crimson arms

Goddamn did I fall too hard
Is this how it's supposed to feel?
Baby were dumb and in love
No we're dumb and we're young
Pessimistic keep it real
Overthinking till it kills
Dopamine to send me thrills
Sabotaging myself
I'm worthless
No I'm working
On myself so I won't hurt and I

Push out the world just to close off my thoughts
While I measure my heart
Tryina weigh out the costs
I can't afford any loss
Maybe I'm just better off
Not knowing what love was
Than having a second to taste it
Cause if I never knew what love cost
Then how am I supposed to waste it?

The chatter stops
Needle drops
Life forever paused
The music starts
Falling stars
Upon her crimson arms
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Overthinking Pt3

@akumuh - i hate the good life lol (prod. khush)

Diving Deep Into National Bubble Bath Day!

Can You Leave Me Alone?

Flooding the Gates

don't wanna lose you

jealousy is a bitch (po9t cover)

@rxseboy - used to have friends (prod. sundwn)

From The Start

I WISH WE NEVER MET

Blu Boy

Death Bed

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Ready For Tomorrow (Download or Buy this beat and 1000s more at annodominination.com)

The Prelude (Extended)

Why Did You Hurt Me So Bad?

Gone From Danger

If I Wrote You

La Linda

A Kiss Goodbye

Watch the Lyric Video

 the name is ghost a bwu fan
.Im usually hanging out with my gf❤️
.I'm demiromantic🟩⬜⬛
. usually keep to myself 
.kind of sick of life ngl just staying here for my gf
.I don't got many friends 
. I'm pretty chill and life sucks like always not for everyone probably but for me at least but hey life doesn't get much crazier than this lol i might be a little unstable lol

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