your both awesome at what you do just remember that

why does everybody hate me? swear that I did nothing wrong.

Bro these random sound cloud songs are getting a little too real

fire song (off topic but anyone tryna collab)

𖣂Ghostwithuke playlist𖣂 - 2

written by Lxst Boy, Cavasoul, and soku
produced by Riddiman and oldboyy
mixed and mastered by Lxst Boy
cover art by futoh
out on all platforms

-lyrics-
(Hook: Lxst Boy)
finish up my homework then I write another song
why does everybody hate me I swear that I did nothing wrong
got like 20 messages everytime I check my phone
but i will never answer them, I hate this feeling its getting old

(Verse 1: Lxst Boy)
try to tell me that im not ok
but cant you see the smile thats plastered on my face
like come over sometime and find me dead at my place
im sipping on this coffee praying that this pain would go away
the solitude is nice but I'm sick of being alone
walked a million miles on a path they call the lonely road
pondering my consciences, the deepest part of my soul
but hey im just a kid so what do i really know

(Hook)

(Verse 2: Cavasoul)
i hate this feeling, feeling horrible
is getting old
im losing meaning, meaning everything is seeming horrible
I'm conceited, seated at a table undesirable
I know that she could ruin me because shes so adorable
I fall asleep and I see images of violence
I see a side of me incite a riot
swear my head is never quiet
I'm craving death, it tries to overtake my fear of dying
I'll just go to bed so hopefully I can stop fucking crying
i hate this feeling that I feel whenever I open up my eyes
and now my lungs have started hurting as result from getting high
it gets tiring when you always just feel like you could die
now I'm breaking down again, just for today is the third time

(Hook)

(Verse 3: soku)
it's getting old, I'm growing old and I don't know if i could stay
every time you look my way I just turn and look away
I don't know if I could stay in this place
with this feeling that I hate and it won't go away yeah
yeah my voice is sounding stupid and my grades are going down
everybody else around hating me I feel the frown
on my face yeah I'm a waste yeah
telling everyone I might just take a break yeah
I finish up my homework then I go and cry alone
everybody hating me  and so I walk the lonely road
got like 20 messages every time i check my phone 
but that's not quite reality I hate this feeling it's getting old

(Hook)

@cavasoul
@soku_music
@prodriddiman

S T R E A M

i hate this feeling w/ cavasoul & soku (riddiman x oldboyy)

I Could Stay For Days (feat. Lxst Boy) [prod. Mist3r]

LYRICS:

Love
Beautiful potent and toxic
None can compare
And you're unaware
That you've had it till you lost it
If love was a drug let me OD
Smother me in your affection
Withdrawals can you hold me
Let my heart synch to your lips and

Mama taught me to be cautious
Love is a word so strong that it
Can throw us down if we toss it
So I cross my heart and I promised
We fell asleep in that apartment
Broken promise my tongue slipped
I said I love you

The chatter stops
The needle drops
Life forever paused
The music starts
Falling stars
Upon her crimson arms

The chatter stops
The needle drops
Life forever paused
The music starts
Falling stars
Upon her crimson arms

Goddamn did I fall too hard
Is this how it's supposed to feel?
Baby were dumb and in love
No we're dumb and we're young
Pessimistic keep it real
Overthinking till it kills
Dopamine to send me thrills
Sabotaging myself
I'm worthless
No I'm working
On myself so I won't hurt and I

Push out the world just to close off my thoughts
While I measure my heart
Tryina weigh out the costs
I can't afford any loss
Maybe I'm just better off
Not knowing what love was
Than having a second to taste it
Cause if I never knew what love cost
Then how am I supposed to waste it?

The chatter stops
Needle drops
Life forever paused
The music starts
Falling stars
Upon her crimson arms
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OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS!: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/po9t/overthinking-pt3

Overthinking Pt3

@akumuh - i hate the good life lol (prod. khush)

@sorrow - upside down (prod. boyfifty)

@sorrow - ghost inside my head (prod. jang0 & autrioly)

Diving Deep Into National Bubble Bath Day!

Can You Leave Me Alone?

@sorrow x @thomasreid x @skinnyatlas - don't let go

jealousy is a bitch (po9t cover)

I WISH WE NEVER MET

No Days Off_03

art
https://drawingartpicks.com/sketch-of-sad-boy-in-rain/sketch-of-sad-boy-in-rain-sad-boy-rain-sketch-alone-boy-in-rain-sketch-heart-touching-sad/
sadboyprolific
https://soundcloud.com/sadboyprolific
8rokeboy
https://soundcloud.com/8rokeboy

Raincoat feat. SadBoyProlific (Prod. 8ROKEBOY)

out now on all platforms. 
art by: https://www.instagram.com/organict3a/

i wrote this at 2am while u slept beside me (prod. tundra beats)

Jomie - Whats The Point

Verse 1
Does heaven have wifi
I'm trying to call
Wanna come see you
But gates are 2 tall
Your hug was a drug
Now I know the withdraw
These pictures don't help
They’re just eating me raw
Are you an angel? 
Do you have cable? 
I wanna connect 
But I guess you’re not able
I wish you were
But the illness was fatal
A hole in my heart
Now it look like a bagel
I graduated but you didn’t see
And I’ll never know
It’s not a mystery 
I’m imaginating all our history
And hoping you will know all
That you meant to me, yeah
I miss your faces
I miss days when 
We would hang out 
But death had to take it
My heart has been aching
I see it all breaking
I hope you’ll come back
But I know you won't make it

Verse 2
This is hard for me
Honestly 
Got a missing part
Where my heart should be
I didn’t love you enough 
cuz I was too young
I didn’t take in all the art to see, yeah
Tell me now
What do you do?
Are you in heaven?
Is everything new?
I’m reading my Bible
And learning the truth
Hoping that I can come 
Be with you too 
Do you pray for me?
can you stay with me?
Are they games up there?
Will play with me? 
Maybe I wont ever 
Get to see you again
But if we’re friends
Will you wait for me? 
Do you talk to the angels at all?
Does God have a phone?
Does He ever call? 
I hear Him sometimes
A voice through my wall
Please know that I love you
And don’t ever fall

listen on spotify!

can't wait ft. powfu (prod. movye)

Weight On My Shoulders

 the name is ghost a bwu fan
.Im usually hanging out with my gf❤️
.I'm demiromantic🟩⬜⬛
. usually keep to myself 
.kind of sick of life ngl just staying here for my gf
.I don't got many friends 
. I'm pretty chill and life sucks like always not for everyone probably but for me at least but hey life doesn't get much crazier than this lol i might be a little unstable lol

i hate this feeling w/ cavasoul & soku (riddiman x oldboyy)

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