victim

everything u said (prod. from01)

Thought of You (ft. aWannabe)

Lyrics:
I wish I could stay and call
and wonder why I cared for all those petty imperfections
the sections of your hair the cornered over
around the corner is someplace happy
always feels so lonely when you hold me
there's nothing that you owe me

I don't know why I am so conflicted
it's almost as if I am addicted to the noise of your disappointed smile

I love you
like the water loves the dam
and you rip out my eyes to see my mortified countenance
and you lie
you look like you're terrified
every time I said I cried but I'm not a crier 

A liar
is what I called you
and I'm starting to regret it
I'm proud of you for moving on and forgetting me
I hope if that we meet again
we can cry it off and just see each other lovingly
because the feelings you made me feel were heavenly

I just need some time to make sense of my shelf
all these books of feelings
Is the book of loneliness
made my friend Cameron want to kill himself
if it is that's alright
he once told me part of living is not wanting to be alive

and can't you see
your parents drag you underneath
you can pick out their confidence from their fucking teeth
and they convince you that you're the one who crashed the car
so you're the reason why life always seems so fucking hard

I know you know that's not the case
I can feel the love inside you that reverberates my skin
and I'm sorry if my actions made it harder to see your fate
It's just that when I'm with you I wish you'd never leave that place you're in

I love you
Like the water loves the dam 
and we love to sing songs about overbearing anxiety
man, my problems don't mean anything
and yet you listen to me sing
you listen to me sing

I Love You Demo

you made me feel useless


Lyrics:

I’ve been feelin used for love
I’ve been feelin useless
Ive been feeling used for love
I’ve been feeling useless
I’ve been feeling used for love
I’ve been feeling useless

I am succumbing to all of my dreams 
Life’s feeling fake rn im not asleep
Trying to cope with the pain I succeed
In Temporarily muting m
Touch me in places I thought I’d love
But now I’m restricted to finding love
Told myself that I’d get over it
now I’m stuck in my head

I’ve been feeling used for love
I’ve been feeling useless
I’ve been feeling used for love
I’ve been feeling useless

YOU GRABBED MY FACE
HAD ME FEELING SAFE
HOPING ALL THESE
FEELINGS DONT GOTO  AWAY
ON THAT SUMMER DAY
Don’t think I’ll ever be the same by
AS I HELD IN TEARS 
THAT tried to TO WASH MY FACE

I’ve been feeling used for love
I’ve been feeling useless

Iswearimnotuseless

iswearimnotuseless

Beneath The Skin

Imapieceof____

We Fall

produced by goldenhour
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=npqQpH9tkfY
@ayewannabe

wannabe:
uh uh uh, im skating over to your place
cause your only 3 minutes away
the girl across the street that i find to catch a feel
im getting Lost again, can you help me be found?

ah, ah, ah, im goin crazy
giving you my time im like your hour glass baby
ooooo, ah, ah, ah
breaking my neck doin' 180's.

(chorus)

aye, aye, yah, yah
you got me runnin and runnin', runnin' and runnin', runnin' and runnin' over to your place

you got me runnin and runnin', runnin' and runnin', runnin' to my dream girl, that's 3 minutes away.

you got me runnin and runnin', runnin' and runnin', runnin' and runnin' over to your place!

you got me runnin and runnin', runnin' and runnin', runnin' to my dream girl, that's 3 minutes away.

a-ooooo. nah, nah, nah (x4)

hold up i gotta catch myself from falling
into my hell im crawling. 
can you pick up the phone? 
(phone) (falling)

(audible hummimg)

goldenhour:
you remind me of days i wasnt upset
3 minutes away id rather be dead
rather be dead

i been lighting candles just too get your scent outside of my room, 
i would light myself on fire if it meant i could forget you
but we know thatll never become true
i been up for days thinkin' bout' you
i been up for days thinkin about you
thinkin about you, thinkin about 
want you in my arms
yea i wanna hold you
lets look at the stars while i hold

you stay, with me you stay, with me

wannabe:
aye, aye, yah, yah

aye, aye, yah, yah
you got me runnin and runnin', runnin' and runnin', runnin' and runnin' over to your place

you got me runnin and runnin', runnin' and runnin', runnin' to my dream girl, that's 3 minutes away.

you got me runnin and runnin', runnin' and runnin', runnin' and runnin' over to your place!

you got me runnin and runnin', runnin' and runnin', runnin' to my dream girl, that's 3 minutes away.

a-oooo nah nah nah
a-oooo nah nah nah
a-oooo nah nah nah
a-oooo nah nah nah

Hold up i gotta catch myself from falling
into my hell im crawling 
can you pick up the-

you only live 3 minutes away. with awannabe (this isnt my only song stream something else)

self sabotage

GLITZ ND GLAMMA

https://instagram.com/still_skum?igshid=NDk5N2NlZjQ=

We Fall

sKumbag.