melcome to woes (demo)

i wrote most of this a few months ago and i finally figured it out today. 

you are the crow
on the wires overhead
powerful as night
And i feed you crumbs of bread

and we will build a nest
earthenware for all our things
and you will calm me down when your alarm clock rings

I love you in a way ive never felt
and i will lift your wings when youre too tired to fly yourself
And all of the shiniest trinkets in the world 
i will place them on your shelf

funerals for friends
And they do that, yes i checked
and your feathers soft as snow
Though you hate how cold it gets

but i will keep you warm
And we’ll toss and turn in sheets
and our bodies will transform
and our love will always keep

I love you in a way that i have never felt
and i will lift your wings when youre too tired to fly yourself
And all of the shiniest trinkets in the world 
i will place them on our shelf

Our love is enough
Our love

crowsong

pdaddy cover but i dont have a high e string

baby blue (prince daddy and the hyena cover)

1983 Lisa

worm kitty but enya attacked me

mixed and mastered by beth rivera
art by anj capizzi and sofia dupre

mega man (JayEazy cover) - peach rings

Playground (Rerecorded rough mix idk )

track 2! a song about having a crush on someone and being so obsessed with them that you would do anything for their attention. It's also about that shitty feeling of feeling like they'll never feel the same towards you because you aren't enough (even when there is no reason to feel this way). this one came out a bit muddier than i was hoping but also i have no idea how to mix music, especially when its being done on my phone lmao!

Lyrics:
do my hair a hundred times
cause you know that i'd do anything to catch your eye, make you mine
giving you all of my time
glancing out my window hoping
i can see you smile

just let me know

heart-shaped craters, i carved you in the planets surface
cut me open and drain out all my blood
i've been dying for all of your attention lately
is it ever enough?
it's never enough

head is caving in again
stayin up till 2 a.m.
i wonder if you think of me a lot
i'm trying to hide my sweaty hands
choking on my words again
(god i hope you didn't notice)

if you only knew
what you do to me 
my face turns red
left on read again

don't let me go

heart-shaped craters, i carved you in the planets surface
cut me open and drain out all my blood
i've been dying for all of your attention lately
is it ever enough?
is it ever enough?

and i will think of you
if you think of me
making promises
i'll never keep

heart-shaped craters, i carved you in the planets surface
cut me open and drain out all my blood
i've been dying for all of your attention lately
but i'm never enough

never enough
(no it's never enough)
never enough 
(no it's never enough)
never enough
(no it's never enough)
never enough

heart-shaped craters

angsty lil track about someone who has hurt me and a ton of people in my life!

lyrics
this conversation is getting old
and i've heard all these complaints ten times before
Say Anything to save your pride
but i never thought that you'd text me last night
so sick of you wasting all my time

well i can't say that i don't think of you
but when i do you know it's never good
and you always said how much you hated this old boring town
but you never thought about how maybe you're what brought it down
and

don't take it personal,
you know it's how it is
you pushed away everyone who ever gave a shit
about you

(and now we're through)

don't waste your breath
cause you know it's for the best
and i got some words to say
and i'm sure that you do
but you'd never take the blame
so i'm bidding you adieu
and you know it's never easy
with you

SOLO

so block my number
don't text my friends
don't hurt my lover
i hope i never see you again

blocked and reported!!

sad trans feelings :(
lyrics
what do you think of my body?
do you think that i'm pretty,
when i stand before you naked and exposed?

and i feel their eyes are on me
when i went out to go shopping
cause i wanted to buy myself some women's clothes

don't keep me waiting
you keep me warm
i've been anticipating
the pain that never comes

and i'm your best kept secret
cause our parents could never know
the name i go by
is this some kind of joke?
or a fucked up tv show?
cause i'm living double lives

but i could be your

dream girl
if you want me
strip away the glitter from my body
hold me close
kiss me till i cry

dream girl
if you'll have me
shed my masculinity
maybe one day i wont wanna hide

dream girl

made the gec 2 ü cover on my phone, its definitely sloppy in some parts but im pretty proud of it! the drums r wonky bc i have to tap them out on my phone screen in real time, making trap high hats insanely hard lmao

Gec 2 ü (100 gecs cover)

quick somg from my voice memos about worrying that when trying to date people will not see me as a woman or dislike me bc im not cis

working on lp1, this is not on it

transgenderification beam

little one take laura les cover bc this song gets me in my trans feelings

voice is kinda rough but i like it

how to dress as human (laura les voice memo cover)

lyrics:

if i was just a skeleton would you love me more
if i couldn't hold it in
when they found me
on the shore

Hallows' Eve

lyrics

you said i was making it up
when i told you i was scared of it all
and the spectres of our past conversations
are haunting down the halls

i thought i had it figured out
i really thought i had it planned
i buried that boy in the graveyard then i
washed the blood from my hands

I'm Going To Be A Girl For Halloween

lyrics

deadname
call me by your wrong name
you were standing there
at the open grave
where the casket lay
untouched

call me up when you're feeling sober
strip my body, tell me when it's over

infantilize
tell me all your lies
if i could steal her body from my slumber
i'd be alright

she sits on the curb smoking a cigarette
and cries
just because you read your books
doesn't make you so wise

if i was just a skeleton would you love me more
i'd haunt you, as if you'd ever forget my fragile corpse

don't call me
don't call me pretty
don't call me
don't call me pretty
i got a bad taste for lies x2

if i was just a skeleton would you love me more
i'd haunt you, as if you'd ever forget my fragile corpse
and i never felt the same since they found me on the shore
you can trade your body but they'll always just want more and more and more

Deadname

lyrics

you led me down into your chamber
the candle glowed upon the wall
well you could tell just by the look upon my face
that i don't trust you at all

you tied me up just like a harness
bound to your will
trained like a dog
i've never been that good at doing things for me
brain got all lost inside your fog

the witching hour
it's coming for your soul
the witching hour
you lost your self control

mother warned me to be careful
but i ignored the signs
lets see the haunted mountain
get lost and get real high
felt fucked before i met you
you led me to your light
we could kiss in sacrilege
chase love into the night

the witching hour
is coming for your soul
the witching hour
you lost your self control

they'll never find our remains again
they'll never find our remains again
until october again

Witching Hour

this was the original demo for blocked and reported !! off of my ep home alone six
the song changed a lot, but these chords and melodies remained in the song, even if the rest changed. 

lyrics
the days begin to overflow
and when i kissed your mouth last night it tasted like smoke
you're asking me to go outside
but it's freezing cold, i followed you into the night
these days we're just getting by

Paopu Fruit (blocked and reported !! demo)

this song was recorded in the same week as home alone six and was going to be on the tracklist up until the day before i dropped the ep, when i changed my mind. It's about the internet and how it kind of fucking sucks and can make you feel alone and depressed, but it's also hyper addictive. It also talks about the online friends ive made and my guilt for drifting from them as ive aged. 
i like this song a lot, but it just didnt fit the tone of home alone six. 
i'm currently working this into a new song with similar chords, however, i thought it'd be a waste if no one heard it since this specific version is done. i hope u enjoy

lyrics
unlimited vitriol
limited fun
where you can come and waste your time
but you cant contribute to anyone

a sea of marketing
and posts that aren't true
but still i wade beneath
i wanna feel closer to you

i go to bed, i cant shake them off
the 1's and 0's they go on and on and on and on

and online friends 
ive left behind
and i reach out my hands
but they cant cross state lines

cause ethans in Pennsylvania
so far away
and i know that i could talk to him 
but i just cant communicate

 i go to bed, i cant shake them off
the 1's and 0's they go on and on and on and on
but i cant break the curse
the little verse i wrote when i was young enough
to see those lines
leave them behind
and just run away
tonight

cause digital highways
are often unstable
and i would mend them
if i was only able

and i know that i could text you
i could reach out and connect
but im just so scared that things will never be the same again because

digital highways
are often unstable

oh

The Internet And You (home alone six b-side)

written by hannah cullen!
i absolutely adore this song <3
U all should go listen to and support abysmal plains!!

https://abysmalplains.bandcamp.com

virginia’s for lovers (abysmal plains cover)

may or may not b working on a cover of this song
i made this rough demo to practice harmonies but i accidentally did it in the wrong time signature

la girlz accapella demo

“music”

https://peachringsnc.bandcamp.com/releases

ramona b

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