w/ @six-days-after-christmas

i know your sick of me 
knew that u would eventually 
i dont want you to leave 
its just a big catastrophe
christmas:
holding it over me
your taunting is in my dreams
did i ruin what i had 
or were u rlly gonna fix it all for me
are we still gona talk eventually??
prolly not but i'll beg on my knees
ur tone is scary wdym

catastrophe

prod @prodpishogue dont sleep

lyrics:
i miss the holidays
i miss my only bae
i miss the snow, i miss the cold
i miss the lonely days

i knew id run away,
i didnt think itd be today
im blowin out my brains
and thats the only way

you wanna walk away
go ahead walk away
ill never see you again, 
im blocking you and your friends
ill probably live on the streets
i need your love or im bent
well she a 10 but she psycho
shes tracking my benz

i dont know where to go
cause i dont got a home
i really never know
im gonna explode
i think i made a wrong turn
im on the suicide road
i guess its time to go
i guess its time to go

i miss the holidays
i miss my only bae
i miss the snow, i miss the cold
i miss the lonely days

i knew id run away,
i didnt think itd be today
im blowin out my brains
and thats the only way

shes a 10 but shes psycho

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

i wish that my life was a romcom 
i wish every song was a love one 
wish my life would fall into place but
dreaming never got me out of mistakes

alone with her 
its all i need 
i wish my life 
wasnt a comedy 
and maybe dreams 
just arent that bad 
cus when i think of her
i dont feel sad

i wanna be a jack-o-lantern - i wish my life was a romcom

too far gone

i'm rlly clueless (feat. overtonight)

Produced by holdmetillicry and coldwntr
Vocals mixed by holdmetillicry
Lyrics:

@holdmetillicry
you make me wanna die
you make me wanna die
i think ill kms
cause my whole life is a lie
commiting suicide
and i dont even know why
cuz i just wanna feel something instead of rot

the way u drive me crazy
dont think ill live at 80
girl i just want ur love but u been acting shady

and girl im sorry that i forgot to take u out
but im a loser , sit online , what i write about
ill cut my wrists just watch me bleed i wont make a sound
i think ill kms tonight and im sorry 

@coldwntr
swear ur Love drives Me crazy
swear I want Ur Love so badly
Dont know what it'd take for you to like me back
I'd give you my life, I wont ever look back
You seem to not care latelyyyyyy 
i know u dont notice meeeeeee :///
Visions of what we Could Beeee<#33
just know that For You Id bleed

@holdmetillicry
and i can't work at all
baby i just wanna lay in bed zzz
i took 20 fucking pills to get you right outside my head
but it didn't even work, so i just think of you again
i think ill kms tonight and im sorry 

you make me wanna die
you make me wanna die
i think ill kms
cause my whole life is a lie
commiting suicide
and i dont even know why
cuz i just wanna feel something instead of rot

(ALL PLATS) for you, i bleed w/ coldwntr

take advantage of me

kicked out the house

thx for listening <3

I really wish I was dead
I hope someone comes to find me and points a gun to my head
It's hard to defend myself when I'm under duress
I'm so excited to kill myself put this cursed life to rest
I can't hurt you ever again
I fucking wish I was dead
I really need to get some help, but I just lie here instead
Can almost drink, but I'm still feeling twelve years old in my head
I know I'll die or get locked up by 21 at best
Either way, I'm rotting flesh

Stab wounds all on my chest
Bite marks all on your neck
We're fighting over again
You're feeling all of the stress
I wanted you to feel safe
I'm feeling all of the shame
How much do I gotta pay
To make this all go away?

rotten flesh

help me feat duskydemise prod Casper

lyrics:
Wake me up from this pretty dream 
cause it's a nightmare being lazy 

Fuck I don't know what to do
I act such a fool
Cause I never really do much
There's not much to do 
I just lie in my bed
And think about the end 
Cause I never really do much

This is what I think of your sweet
Epiphanies
That I'm gonna be great
I'll start using my legs
And I really gotta walk
Almost 64 blocks
Just to get away from all these
Feelings
Feelings 

SO PLEASE WAKE ME UP
Shit I wanna live  your life
That'd be so much better
Than nothing to do
Cause there's not much to do
I  throw out the clues 
and I stay in my room
I don't really do much 
Cause there's nothing to do

Maybe I'm not good enough
the creative type
To make good things
for the world to like
Maybe I should just give on up
and get a job
At WALMART

Maybe I should live as mole
for the next few years
and collect your taxes
and your tears
and drink them up like alchohol

Fuck I don't know what to do
I act such a fool
Cause I never really do much
There's not much to do 
I just lie in my bed
And think about the end 
Cause I never really do much

%%%% and the crowd goes wild

take advantage of me

im gonna die alone