The Upload

LYRICS

i knew i was wrong from the start
but instead i went and followed my heart
you made the game, i went and played
but i liked it cuz i've never felt this way 

but what can i do?
she took me away from you
i'm all alone
(i'm all alone)

what path do i take?
it's like there's no other way
no way to go
(nowhere to go)

tell me what did i do?
what can i do
to have what could've been?

so how unlucky can i be

to watch you walk away in front of me
how foolish of me to fall down
for a boy who made me take off my own crown

but what can i do?
i'll stand here waiting for you
till the end of time

i know it sounds wrong 
im still holding on
to every lie 

tell me what did i do?
what can i do
to have what could've been?

and so my heart was broken
if only you knew that
i loved you more than
anything 

everything was wrong from the start
it goes to show that i cant trust my heart 
i should've blocked out every word you say
but instead i believed them cuz i've never felt this way

what can i do?

Show Her You Love Her

A Collection of songs written over the past few years. Centering around loss and the inescapable moving forward that follows. These songs were recorded in a basement by a 16-17 year old. They may not be professional but I put a lot of myself and my experiences into them. Thank you for listening.

And The Deep Blue Sea

an open letter to the ones who made me feel less, the ones who couldn't love me, and the ones who stepped on me in 2017. i am full of hope that 2018 will be filled with better human beings.

written, performed, and produced by holyveins

LYRICS:
maybe i should stay in bed all day
and hide away from the sun
it’s not like anyone wanted me anyway
although i wanted anyone

oh i thrive off your attention
but i know i’m just an extension
take me bit by bit, i’ll be a part of you
take me whole, i’ll try to be better for you

maybe i should stay down on the floor
and only come up when they call
i’ve only ever wanted to be more
i only wanted to grow tall

maybe i should stop putting myself down
for all of your stupid mistakes 
i’m tired of letting myself drown
cause i’m not the one to blame

oh i thrive off your attention
but i know i’m just an extension
you took me bit by bit, i’m not a part of you
you took me whole, i’m still not better for you

oh fuck you for making me feel so small
oh fuck you for making me feel so warm
i’m exhausted, exhausted of it all

oh fuck you for hanging me on the wall
fuck you for telling me i was wrong
i’m exhausted, exhausted of it all

Exhausted - Single

Exhausted

i crave the rain

What Keeps Me Up

Daze On

Perspective

Written & Produced by Lola Cook
Executive Produced by Dave Cook and Kendall Wind
Vocals: Lola Cook
Piano: Lola Cook
Ukulele: Lola Cook
Guitar (Acoustic & Electric): Kendall Wind
Bass: Kendall Wind

Untitled No. 2 (July)

BETWEEN FRIENDS - Im in the mood for love

kiss me

Dark Tower (cover)

produced by ricardo and i

lyrics
i had ways to go that day
you had to stay in place
but my skin was pale in the snow
and suddenly you were gone like a ghost

how was i to know that
my outline would draw back to me

what i did i couldn’t see
my hands were still clean 
(and now bcuz of me)
now when we’re in the same room
we act the way we said we’d never do

what a clean slate
it feels weird
to be the one i wasnt
those years

by the time i got back, you were gone
now the neon lights seem to have gone
that current’s dimmer 

the current in my veins
the neon in my range 
the neon in my veins
but i’m not running  

and i really could be whoever i wanted
but i really don’t think that’s who you wanted

damage to my brain 
love fueled up my rage 
but you kept running
damage to the world we built
Love, i wasn’t tame 
but you kept running 

now i’m just running
but where am i going

Current

Even Still (feat. tinyumbrellahs)

Rather Die

if you hear my brother playing video games in the background...... no you don't

specter

I make covers of my favorite songs, in hopes that your ears feel comforted and loved by what I create.

Dark Tower (cover)

Erin Rose

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