am I a burnt out former gifted kid or a lazy narcissist?

cause I'm not real if your not watching! (this lyric hits me right in the guts 🥲)

This reminds me of old Garrett Borns music in the best way. Justice for bread and butter.

ł łÐΞЛТłŦЏ ΛS MФТH MΛЛ

Soap

Burnt Out Former Gifted Kid - Kid Pixie

I Wanna Be a Boy

Playing On Train Tracks - Atlas Ivy (on YouTube)

There Are Leeches In Denton Lake

Mawce

Gut Punch/Don't Meet Your Idols

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artwork by hunter waldera
produced by scrawny
mastered by joe hutchinson

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Lyrics:
so i saw a blue haired boy
crossin the road the other day
i didnt say much of anything
he said he liked my hair,
bleached but slightly green

i replayed the whole thing
over and over and over and
over and over and over and
each time remembered it differently

had i made a whole conversation up in my head?
over the things i could’ve done or i could’ve said
guess it makes sense when a poet
doesn’t know it in the moment
but writes a banger down on paper
some time later
see, i know what to say, just not in the moment

hey, blue haired boy,
please come back my way
i finally know what to say to you ;)

i like your boots but your laces are coming loose
hope you didn’t trip since i didn’t warn you

you’ve probably already forgotten about me and my hair thats blonde and bleached but slightly green

you’ve probably already forgotten about me and my hair thats blonde and bleached but slightly green

Blue Haired Boy

Nepotism
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my new EP "Where No One Knows My Name" is out now!

produced by Scrawny

Lyrics:
id line up my stuffies pretend i have something worth sharing with them 
and like a bear sleepin in his den they couldn’t care less
and at the fifth grade talent show i sang
my voice it shook and rang through the room
and my teacher whispered to my mom “not to be rude…

but every kid wants to be famous”

and her son always won best of show
but the funny thing was she always was a judge on the panel

“every kid wants to be famous”

id march through the flowers singing for hours
my voice was still small
and i was short but i always stood up tall as tall as i could

and when the sixth grade finally rolled along i sung another song that i wrote 
and i was glad but i didnt have high hopes i didnt have high hopes

cause every kid wants to be famous
every kid wants to shine bright
but the only ribbon that was given away that night 
was to the son who always won best of show

im never gonna let go of it im never gonna let go
im never gonna let go of this watch me never let it go

this town is small
so don’t pretend you haven’t seen me now
this town is small so don’t pretend you haven’t seen me now

ohhhh every kid wants to be famous 
yet her son always won best of show 
ohhhh nepotism
yes i said it
still upset and you’ll regret it 
every kid wants to be famous

never gonna let go of this
ill sing about it every show never gonna let go oh no oh oh

dont pretend you havent seen me now
this town is small so dont pretend you havent seen me now 
this world is small so dont pretend you havent seen me now 
now that im not so small id like to see you try and tear me down

Nepotism

yayayayaya

lyrics

-

My income will depend entirely on my declining mental health
Whether I can force myself to write is what determines all my wealth
And so I'll write a simple song and you can sing along
It's boring but it's catchy, it may suck but God it's catchy

So I'll sacrifice my skills in order to pay off my bills
The algorithm hates hard work and I don't blame them
The work that takes me hours, just sits until it sours
You can't afford to take too long when you're a sensation
So cater to your sponsor which is instant gratification
I'll sacrifice my skills in order to pay off my bills
The algorithm hates hard work and I don't blame them
The work that takes me hours, just sits until it sours
My self-worth has diminished past all possible returning
And I just have to pray that I don't end up crashing and burning

If I decide to take a break from social media, I'm dead
Because the industry has kindly put a gun against my head
And so I'll post a catchy song and you can sing along
All of my self-confidence comes down to likes and comments, so

I'll sacrifice my skills in order to pay off my bills
The algorithm hates hard work and I don't blame them
The work that takes me hours, just sits until it sours
You can't afford to take too long when you're a sensation
So cater to your sponsor which is instant gratification
My self-worth has diminished past all possible returning
And I just have to pray that I don't end up crashing and burning

And so I'll write a simple song
That's how it goes, that's how I sell
Can't help but feel like something's wrong
With this dark hole in which I fell
I'm pretty trapped within this loop
So wish me well

So I'll sacrifice my skills in order to pay off my bills
The algorithm hates hard work and I don't blame them
The work that takes me hours, just sits until it sours
You can't afford to take too long when you're a sensation
So cater to your sponsor which is instant gratification
My self-worth has diminished past all possible returning
And I just have to hope that I don't end up crashing and burning

A Simple Song - Sushi Soucy

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Lyrics:

Always the artist
Never the muse
Crave your attention
You don't have a clue
Keep locking eyes from across crowded rooms
Did you catch my glance or were you looking too?

Always the poet
Never the poetry
Wanna be somebody you only see
Once in your life but remember forever
Eyes sharp as knife
Hair soft as a feather

Compare me to a
Summer’s day
Something romantic
Yet charmingly clever

I-
Wanna become all of the rays of the sun
Shining down on your face on a warm day
I wanna be the fresh ocean breeze
Fall to your knees at my feet
And beg me to pose
Beg me to be
Your Euterpe, Erato, Terpsichore
Write of my smile, sculpt me in clay
Use every metaphor you can to say that
I’m your muse
See me the same way that I see you
I’m your muse
See me the same way that I see-

You
You
You

Always the viewer
Never the view
Never the messy
Yet sweet ingenue
Romanticize me
Fantasize about all the ways I’d ruin your life
We keep locking eyes from across crowded rooms
Did you catch my glance or were you looking too?
Overthink every time that we speak
Then write up a song dedicated to me

I-
Wanna become all of the rays of the sun
Shining down on your face on a warm day
I wanna be the fresh ocean breeze
Fall to your knees at my feet
And beg me to pose
Beg me to be
Polyhymnia, Clio, Urania, please
Write of my smile, sculpt me in clay
Use every metaphor you can to say that
I’m your muse
See me the same way that I see you
I’m your muse
See me the same way that I see-

You
You
You

Guess this is what I wanted
What I set out to do
So why do I feel so small?
A fly on the wall?
Someone just notice me
Don’t let me only be
Just what I guess I wanted
Stuck in a bird’s eye view
Tell why do I feel small?
A fly on the wall?
Someone just notice me
Don't let me only be

Always the artist
Never the muse
Crave your attention
You don’t have a clue
Romanticize me
Fantasize about all the ways I’d ruin your life
Sailor and siren
Just drown in my eyes
Something erotic
That gives butterflies
Call me your pearl
Your sweet Gibson girl
I’m selfish, I’m vain
Just say I’m your world

I wanna become all of the rays of the sun
Shining down on your face on a warm day
I wanna be the fresh ocean breeze
Fall to your knees at my feet
And beg me to pose
Beg me to be
Your Calliope, Thalia, Melpomene
Write of my smile, sculpt me in clay
Use every metaphor you can to say that
I’m your muse
See me the same way that I see you
I’m your muse
See me the same way that I see-

You

Never The Muse

Stream

cus some people get triggered by yelling. so here's the same song but with no I STILL EXIST bit

ghost song (ooOOooOoo)

u ever just wanna move into the forest with ur best friends & live off mushrooms u find? me too

let's b goblins!

does ur insecurity ever get so bad that u just wanna yeet urself into a forest and screech at passersby?
more tunes at ratwyfe,bandcamp.com

cryptid (mothman)

Mostly Dead

anarchy (egg)

about trying to hide the fact that u're drowning from the people that would dive in after u

Burnt Out Former Gifted Kid - Kid Pixie

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