idk how to describe this but just listen to it 






yea...

sad songs to listen to after a break up

What the fuck is wrong with me, I'm sorry but I'm done replying I'm leaving this fucked up world that I'm on and I'm sorry for the ppl that I'm gonna be leaving behind but baby remember I always loved u and always will

Inez is so sweet she is like the sweetest person I have ever met everyone go follow her but she is with a guy that is perfect for her I love her so much she is like the sister I've never had. I love herrrrr so muchhh❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Ali is a fucking cheater btw girls watch out


Welcome to my bio😊

Dixie
blue eyes an thick highs 🍑
always me in pfp
CLINGY ASF
5'3
15
I wanna die and it's not like anyone would care💔🥀
I like to run, swim, workout
I have 10 dogs
3 goats(they never shut up)
fav colors: blue💙 and black🖤
sports: soccer, volleyball, cheer, softball 
I have trust issues 
Country girl🤠
I am very loyal
March 17 pisces ♓ 
NEVER GOOD ENOUGH FOR ANYONE🥲

I love him so much I never wanna lose him, he makes me feel better about myself l something no one has been able to do, so I love you so much pretty boy ❣️

I love this boy with all of my heart he makes me feel like I'm the only girl in his world, I trust him with all of my heart and I don't do that much anymore but he is just different so babe I love you so much and never forget that because u mean everything to me 🌹🌹🌹

Can I please have one person not break my heart, I'm tired of people breaking my heart and playing with my feelings to receive love but only give fake love then expect me to not be sad 


i am country i race dirt bikes and do bare back and bull ridin.🔫put this on
your bio if you would die for the person you love
❤__❤_____❤__❤__ Put This
_❤_____❤_❤_____❤__ Heart
_❤______❤______❤__ On Your
__❤___________❤__ Page If
___♥_________♥___ You
____♥______♥_____ lost someone important
______♥__♥_______
________♥________
𝔹𝕦𝕝𝕝𝕪𝕚𝕟𝕘😠? 𝕋𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕜 𝕪𝕠𝕦'𝕣𝕖 𝕤𝕠 𝕔𝕠𝕠𝕝😎? -𝕋𝕙𝕖 𝕘𝕚𝕣𝕝 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕔𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕖𝕕 𝕗𝕒𝕥🙍?... 𝕊𝕙𝕖'𝕤 𝕠𝕟 𝕒 𝕕𝕚𝕖𝕥🚫🍪. -𝕋𝕙𝕖 𝕘𝕚𝕣𝕝 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕔𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕖𝕕 𝕦𝕘𝕝𝕪🙎?... 𝕊𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕡𝕖𝕟𝕕𝕤 𝕙𝕠𝕦𝕣𝕤⏰ 𝕡𝕦𝕥𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕞𝕒𝕜𝕖𝕦𝕡💄𝕠𝕟 𝕙𝕠𝕡𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕡𝕖𝕠𝕡𝕝𝕖 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕙𝕖𝕣. 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕓𝕠𝕪 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕥𝕣𝕚𝕡𝕡𝕖𝕕🙇?... ℍ𝕖 𝕚𝕤 𝕒𝕓𝕦𝕤𝕖𝕕 𝕖𝕟𝕠𝕦𝕘𝕙 𝕒𝕥 𝕙𝕠𝕞𝕖🏠. -𝕊𝕖𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕞𝕒𝕟 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕦𝕘𝕝𝕪 𝕤𝕔𝕒𝕣𝕤👱?... ℍ𝕖 𝕗𝕠𝕦𝕘𝕙𝕥 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕔𝕠𝕦𝕟𝕥𝕣𝕪🚩. -𝕋𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕘𝕦𝕪𝕤 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕞𝕒𝕕𝕖 𝕗𝕦𝕟 𝕠𝕗 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕔𝕣𝕪𝕚𝕟𝕘😭?... ℍ𝕚𝕤 𝕞𝕠𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝕚𝕤 𝕕𝕪𝕚𝕟𝕘😷. -𝕋𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕜𝕚𝕕 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕞𝕒𝕕𝕖 𝕗𝕦𝕟 𝕠𝕗 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕓𝕖𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕓𝕒𝕝𝕕👱?...ℍ𝕖 𝕙𝕒𝕤 𝕔𝕒𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕣👳. -ℙ𝕦𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕚𝕟 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕥𝕦𝕤 𝕚𝕗 𝕪𝕠𝕦'𝕣𝕖 𝕒𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕟𝕤𝕥 𝕓𝕦𝕝𝕝𝕪𝕚𝕟𝕘🚫. 𝕀 𝕓𝕖𝕥 𝕞𝕠𝕤𝕥 𝕠𝕗 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕨𝕠𝕟𝕥 𝕣𝕖-𝕡𝕠𝕤𝕥🌟 , 𝔹𝕦𝕥 𝕀'𝕞 𝕤𝕦𝕣𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕡𝕖𝕠𝕡𝕝𝕖 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕒 𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕥 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝❤

𝐇𝐨𝐰 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐝𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐦𝐞" 𝐆𝐨𝐝 𝐫𝐞𝐩𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐝, "𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡" 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐦𝐬 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐝𝐢𝐞𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐞. 🧸 𝐈𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐆𝐨𝐝, 𝐩𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐨𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐟𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐢𝐠𝐧𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬.. 🪐 𝐁𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐁𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐬𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐲 𝐇𝐢𝐦, 𝐇𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐆𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐧. 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐞𝐬𝐭: 𝐈𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐆𝐨𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐢𝐭, 𝐜𝐨𝐩𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬, 𝐩𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐨𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐟𝐢𝐥𝐞. 𝐆𝐨𝐝 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮<𝟑

𝐌𝐄s𝐒𝐀𝐆𝐄 𝐌𝐄
𝐇𝐢= 𝐘𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐜𝐮𝐭𝐞
𝐇𝐞𝐲 = 𝐈 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮
𝐇𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐨 = 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐲𝐨𝐮
𝐒𝐮𝐩 = 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮
𝐘𝐨= 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐚 𝐜𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐡 𝐨𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮
𝐖𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐮𝐩 = 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝
𝐀𝐲𝐞= 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐞
𝐂𝐨𝐩𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐩𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 ♡

Your skin ain't paper📜
So don't cut it✂❌
Your face isn't a mask🎭
So don't cover it
Your size isn't a book📘
So don't judge it
You life ain't a film🎬
So don't end it
got a problem with me? - solve it 😜
cant stand me?- sit down 🙄
cant face me? - turn around 😬
you like me? - great 😇
you think you know me? - you have no clue 🤭
you dont have to love me you dont have to like me....but you will respect me and I will respect you😁

Ｆʀɪᴇɴᴅꜱ: ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴀꜱᴋ ꜰᴏʀ ꜰᴏᴏᴅ.
ʙᴇꜱᴛ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅꜱ: ᴀʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇᴀꜱᴏɴꜱ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɴᴏ ꜰᴏᴏᴅ.
ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅꜱ: ᴄᴀʟʟ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴘᴀʀᴇɴᴛꜱ ᴍʀ/ᴍʀꜱ
ʙᴇꜱᴛ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅꜱ: ᴄᴀʟʟ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴘᴀʀᴇɴᴛꜱ ᴅᴀᴅ/ᴍᴏᴍ
ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅꜱ: ʙᴀɪʟ ʏᴏᴜ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴊᴀɪʟ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛᴇʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅɪᴅ ᴡᴀꜱ ᴡʀᴏɴɢ.
ʙᴇꜱᴛ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅꜱ: ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ꜱɪᴛ ɴᴇxᴛ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ꜱᴀʏɪɴɢ "ᴡᴏᴡ ... ᴡᴇ ᴍᴇꜱꜱᴇᴅ ᴜᴘ ... ʙᴜᴛ ᴍᴀɴ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴀꜱ ꜰᴜɴ"
ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅꜱ: ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ꜱᴇᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄʀʏ.
ʙᴇꜱᴛ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅꜱ: ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ᴡᴇᴛ ꜱʜᴏᴜʟᴅᴇʀ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴛᴇᴀʀꜱ
ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅꜱ: ʙᴏʀʀᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜʀ ꜱᴛᴜꜰꜰ ꜰᴏʀ ᴀ ꜰᴇᴡ ᴅᴀʏꜱ ᴛʜᴇɴ ɢɪᴠᴇ ɪᴛ ʙᴀᴄᴋ
ʙᴇꜱᴛ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅꜱ: ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ʏᴏᴜʀ ꜱᴛᴜꜰꜰ ꜱᴏ ʟᴏɴɢ ᴛʜᴇʏ ꜰᴏʀɢᴇᴛ ɪᴛꜱ ʏᴏᴜʀꜱ.
ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅꜱ: ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴀ ꜰᴇᴡ ᴛʜɪɴɢꜱ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ.
ʙᴇꜱᴛ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅꜱ: ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴡʀɪᴛᴇ ᴀ ʙᴏᴏᴋ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴅɪʀᴇᴄᴛ Qᴜᴏᴛᴇꜱ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ʏᴏᴜ.
ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅꜱ: ᴡɪʟʟ ʟᴇᴀᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ʙᴇʜɪɴᴅ ɪꜰ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪꜱ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄʀᴏᴡᴅ ɪꜱ ᴅᴏɪɴɢ.
ʙᴇꜱᴛ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅꜱ: ᴡɪʟʟ ᴋɪᴄᴋ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡʜᴏʟᴇ ᴄʀᴏᴡᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʟᴇꜰᴛ ʏᴏᴜ.
ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅꜱ: ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴋɴᴏᴄᴋ ᴏɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ꜰʀᴏɴᴛ ᴅᴏᴏʀ.
ʙᴇꜱᴛ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅꜱ: ᴡᴀʟᴋ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ɪɴ ᴀɴᴅ ꜱᴀʏ "ɪ'ᴍ ʜᴏᴍᴇ!"
ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅꜱ: ᴡɪʟʟ ᴛᴀʟᴋ ᴍᴇᴀɴʟʏ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴇʀꜱᴏɴ ᴡʜᴏ ᴛᴀʟᴋꜱ ᴍᴇᴀɴʟʏ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ.
ʙᴇꜱᴛ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅꜱ: ᴡɪʟʟ ᴋɴᴏᴄᴋ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴏᴜᴛ.
ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅꜱ: ᴡɪʟʟ ʀᴇᴀᴅ ᴛʜɪꜱ.
ʙᴇꜱᴛ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅꜱ: ᴡɪʟʟ ꜱᴛᴇᴀʟ ᴛʜɪꜱ, ᴀɴᴅ ʀᴇᴘᴏꜱт



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~”why the fuck do i say that im sorry, ion even know what im sorry for”~
~”yeah i hit That bitch cuz i got nun to lose😱~” 
~”im sorry i dont love like I used to, all this pain in my chest im getting used to, i swear i never meant to go and use you im sorry if i ever did you wrong, sick of writing all these sad love songs, too many times too many times before I’ve been left broken hearted while im crying on the floor but this time i think its my fault, this time I think its my fault.”~
~”its not the fact that you left naw its the way you went leaving all these memories of us got me lost in my feelings, tell me do you regret all the ways you mistreated me? Do you have any regrets? I know you’ve been through a lot of shit, well let me tell you I’ve been through a lot of shit too, but i took the time to heal so i dont deflect all my damage on you”~ ~”nothing i did would ever be enough to change the that way you act, to heal the scars of your past”~
~”and I’ve, lately I’ve been staying up all night wondering if you found another girl you said you gonna call but you lied i told myself that this was the last time, time that i give you and time that we spent, i know how this ends and i cant do it again, cause ever since you left I’ve been trying to find myself when will i find myself? I was crying feeling numb lyin on the ground what would you do if i said i really need you now? You act like you was there but we both know you never were. Do i deserve this? Now im questioning my self worth.~”
~”told me that you love me, told me that you was all in, say you’ll never leave why’d you go breaking yo promise? Yeah i wish you would’ve told me from the jump that you dont want love. You just want somebody somebody that you can drink with, yeah somebody somebody that you could sleep with when your alone and its the weekend. Yeah did you ever really want love? Or was i just a drug? Or maybe through me you saw your way out through a place you were too far deep in, now you good and that’s the reason you leavin’ “~
~”say that it meant nothing nothing, thought we were something something, you left me bleeding im bleeding, its taking time but im healing”~
~”sick of all these love songs, sick of all these love scars, i cant fall in love because when i do i fucking fuck it up”~
~”yeah im sick of all these love songs sick of all these love scars, if i could do it again never let you back in my bed if i could do it again ill take back all that i said”~ 
~”i am not like these hoes, dont compare me to no one”~ ~”all of our memories keep on flooding me i dont know why, you said forever then you left, i guess you fucking lied”~ “2 different people with 2 hearts that were in different places, 1 filled with love the other scarred and always full of hatred”~
~if you see this and know me no you don’t😶‍🌫️~ “i hope you know what you did to me, im grateful for what you did for me, you showed me that you aint shit and these bitches is dangerous now i do em jus how you did to me” 
~” oh now you hate me? Love is a real bitch. So you was faking? Imma hit the kill switch. What the fuck hoe? I was over real quick, you wanted a new bag, i wanted a real bitch.”~

~”when you said that you loved me see i could tell you didn’t mean it, it seemed like you only said it because it seemed convenient, its my fault i wanted love when i really didn’t need it, i cut deep in my own wounds where its hard to stop the bleeding”~ 


~its the fact that he knows how much im hurting rn, and he doesnt even give a fuck. I actually thought that he loved me but i guess i was trippin again, why the fuck is it always me who gets hurt in the end, im so fucking loyal to them and they jus fucking screw me over, im fucking done, done with guys who treat me like shit, he said he loved me then told me he never even loved me at all. It’s like this was a game that he was playing and i jus happened to be the person who he played. It fucking hurts like shit, im so close to just fucking ending it all. My life is so fucking pointless and worthless, all i do in life is get treated like fucking shit~ 😭

~” I guess I dreamed of love like the ones that you see in movies
But all I've had a twisting who the ones who end up losing
'Cause someone's gonna win when they do what you wasn't doing”~

~”i wasnt lyin when i said you was my happiness, i wasnt lyin when i said you who im happy with, I offer time that i cant get back in my love I should’ve cut you off when you were show me all you had was this, now that i lost you im regretful your more than a friend, but then again fallin in love wasnt part of the plan, but its my fault i always seem to put my trust in a man, you told me what i wanna hear you put them lies in my head, i wish we could’ve worked but you always put me last when i will put you first, was tired of working for your love when yo ass had me hurt, was tired of picking up the diamonds when you gave me dirt”~ 


~”dont you know that im lonely when you press your little noses as you kill a little piece of me and then all the condolences? i think im out of my mind and i dont want you to know but i cut deep this time because i want to let go hang in there baby it sounds so easy and basic and its easily said from someone who’s already made it i aint strong enough to make it through another day, and im so fucking tired of saying it’ll be ok, prove that shit or get out of my face cuz you dont know what’s in my head or why i numb my pain away and you dont care neither so stop acting like you do ion need you to be fake i jus needed someone to talk to”~

~”i know, i know. I know we cant go back but we both, we both, we both deserve the best, i wish you well”~ 
~ I'm so alone
Shut up, I ain't mad at you
I found peace in the silence
Call my name and I'm back to you
I'm getting sick of the hiding
All this time I've been spending alone low
Getting sick of anxiety
Don't know how much longer I can hold on~
~ Why love?
Every time I try to change I feel like I'm fuckеd up
More trust
You left me scarrеd broken, how the fuck you ignore us?
Ignore us
You left me with no trust
Are you happy now?
Used me with no fucks
I've been feeling alone~
~”i helped heal your heart while your breaking mine, said the boy that i loved gon change like a dime, driving me crazy kept changing your mind, said you was different guess that was a lie, say you’ll change but you dont, say ill leave but we both know that i wont, so obsessed with my ex had me caught under his spell, in my head once again no i know him way too well how this ends? how this ends? Why you switching sides on me? why you wanna lie to me? thought you was different but you keep on tellin lies on me, said i cheated when we both know that aint true, and you tryna tell everybody that i left you, but i only left because you never change we know these facts tho you the one who fucked it up so what you mad for? Why you acting cold? your such an asshole, the little shit is all i asked for”~ 
~”fuck love ion need that shit to be around me im done, die before that shit gon come around me no love never gon find someone who love me fuck love im done”~
~life is so fucking pointless, ion see the point for talking, or for laughing, or for smiling, or for breathing… im jus done. Done done done.~
~ do any of y’all ever jus wanna go to sleep and never ever wake up? Me 24/7~ 
~”nobody feelin my pain, nobody saw all the shit that i went through for them not to go through the same, take a bullet for them and i bet they gon let you i really be goin the same, people leave and come back like they never had left you, now i cannot do that again, i realize no one is my friend, they said they with you and really not with you, so you know i deadass spend that on my own, im willing to die for the ones that i carry even though im alone i cannot be callin the ones who aint call so im pressing decline when they callin my phone, nobody my friend can’t believe in no words, i dont care who you are goin by what i know”~

 ~ Dm,  you will ALWAYS have a special place in my heart forever… NO ONE ELSE can take that place…i love you so much ❤️ ~I'm not someone who you can just discard whenever your bored with me… i’m a human being who has been through so much shit and just wants to feel loved… i ain’t  trying to go back to that one particular night that made me want to end my fucking life…~“Boy i cried for you, i was down to die for you, even lie for you, came back many times to you, I done tried for you, done cried many nights for you, never lied to you”  “don’t be ashamed of who you are, that’s your parents job 😜” “people will stare, make it worth their while ✨”. “I am a leader, not a follower” “i thought you were different but you keep on telling lies” you the one who fucked it up so what you mad for” “still remember that time we stayed up all night, talked about yo past, you told me bout some guy, who ain't treat you right, said he fucked up yo life that’s why you did me wrong but that don't make it right” 
~height~ 5”0
~favorite color~ light blue 
~age~ 15 years old 
~favorite number~ 32
~favorite songs~ go ghost by karlaaa, live or die by lil xan, Noah Cyrus, dont  talk about it by skydxddy, your the one who said i love you first, by jaybenz 
~relationship status~ sin
~i have really bad trust issues~
 you done put me through so much i went through shit I shouldn’t go through, you the reason I can’t really love like im supposed to” “why the fuck you leave me hangin like its easy to get over with? the fuck you lead me on let me go and get it over with you took time I can’t get back im so dumb I didn’t notice it every breath i take it hurts my minds not really focusing, i thought that we was on the same page i thought that we was meant to be, i thought we was forever and built up on the same energy, i done gave you so much that i know you gon remember me, you went from nothing, to stranger, to lover, then my enemy”
~”do you really fucking think that I enjoy this pain?”~ “Ive gotten so used to pretending to be who you need and not who i am”~ “you the one who said I love you first, but in the end I’m the one who got hurt”~ “you the one who said that we should date, but in the end you the one who didn’t stay”~
~bsf list~ ❤️ Riley J, ❤️ Darian M, dawg you trippin thinkin that you love me but you trickin different definitions about love but there’s something missing, fell in love but fell apart i prolly should’ve listened when my brother done told me “they gon leave you and play victim”~
~people i trust right now 
Emma @ https://soundcloud.com/jsipe28
Dayanara @ https://soundcloud.com/dayanara-sipe
Preslee @ https://soundcloud.com/preslee-southfield
Kendra @ https://soundcloud.com/kendra-manning-443904908
Mia @ https://soundcloud.com/mia-maria-702724177

I’m 14 year old I have a boyfriend  is nobody  .I love color black red and I love to talk to others i love my bestie franis and Isabell and hate my ex

~the only pain i have right now is mental and emotional and it hurts 24/7~
~ion know what hd is but my doctor says i have eighty of them~

~”real eyes, realize, real lies”~
~”its a frightening thought that in one fraction of a moment you can fall in the kind of love that takes a lifetime to get over”~
~”its sad how people claim to love and care about you and yet they replace you so quickly”~
~”there’s going to come a time when you learn to be heartless only to protect yourself”~
~”i think part of the reason why we hold on to something so tight is that we fear something so great will not happen twice”~
~”some things break your heart but fix your vision”~
~”its not that i cant hear, i just choose not to listen”~
~” i guess common sense isn’t very common these days”~
~”its that moment you realize that the people you love will hurt you the most”~ 

a lil bit about meee
~name~payton
~age~ 15
~status~ single dhmu
~going through a ton of shit rn and dont really want to talk rn dhmu please.~
~i started cutting because of ~B~ 
~”you say that you love me i think its a lie i swear that i heard that shit too many times”~

~”nobody feelin my pain, nobody saw all the shit that i went through for them not to go through the same, take a bullet for them and i bet they gon let you i really be goin the same, people leave and come back like they never had left you, now i cannot do that again, i realize no one is my friend, they said they with you and really not with you, so you know i deadass spend that on my own, im willing to die for the ones that i love and the ones that i carry even though im alone i cannot be callin the ones who aint call so im pressing decline when they callin my phone, nobody my friend can’t believe in no words, i don't care who you are goin by what i know”~

how am i supposed to walk around and act like i don't care about him when i actually do. i cry about him almost every night, i miss him so much. it hurts me so bad to know that he's gone and that he's probably never coming back.

it sucks because
i didn't have anyone that understood me growing up. so whenever someone shows me a little attention, i get attached and always end up getting hurt in the end.

~” I lost the love of my life cuz I started every fight
I fucked up, I fucked up, I always just fuck up
if I would've just held you close without breaking all of your bones
just come back just come back to me
'ill never hurt you again', I say that then I do it again what the fuck was I thinking if I wasn't drinking, nah I would've done it anyway
im sorry I guess
just leave me just leave me again
no wait come back I need you again
everybody told you get the fuck away from me
but aint nobody knows how it feels when everybody leaves
and why you so drawn to my toxicity
you had a feeling nothing good was gonna come from me
so ill just sit back and watch everybody leave cuz everybody leaves.”~

I am Irish 
age:24
I am liverpool fan 
I love music and cars 
I go to gym and work 
snapchat: foxyhornet24 
I am in relationship 

sad songs to listen to after a break up

Alexdrea the monster;3 :[