i've been thinking about this song a lot lately. please spare me for changing some of the lyrics, my mom's watching y'all 🙂

Vocal & Instrument by Aisha RPB
(Sunday,October3,2021)

99 neighbors - thunder (short cover)

decay

decay (prod@xo.dose)

Why you have to go do it?
Speak it like you been through it
Tryna make me go stupid
Talk down to me like i'm too foolish
Like i'm too foolish
Why you have to go do it?
Speak it like you been through it
Tryna make me go stupid
Talk down to me like i'm too foolish
Like i'm too foolish

I'm just noticing the way you walk about,
Hide around, fuckas hide around,
You talkin gospel,
But they'd rather listen to some fuckin hand me down,
Never living what they speakin about,
And not the usual violence,
It's false profits and false promise,
To be honest I pad lock it,
Rather swallow the 30 than jump into your moshpit,
You just a kid that ain't shit,
You giving nothing but your nonsense

So faithful, they prayin for stable
Dashing for labels
Livin for fables, and tales of the grateful
Lookin for a seat at the table
But don't wanna deal with the struggle for the break through
Hope you know i fucking hate you
I hope the world don't fucking bait you
And you just think that time is gonna save you

This shit ain't bout you bitch
Better tuck a lip before i finna bust it in
You fuckin pricks led my mans to this
Now you wanna act like mental been the first thing on your list
You selfish, he dealt with
All the times he's helping
The people never accept him
Only just expect him
To be some perfect blessin

His last thoughts was probably about is mama's smile
And all those times she talked him down for miles
Thought about his friends and the laughs he kept filed
Won't be around for his sister, or her first child
Worst of all he adding more bodies to his daddy's pile
All this death in the family, his pops his going wild
His mama only sleep inside room, repeating his vinyl
Looking up to the ceiling, while the air leaving my person

I said 'fuck that'
Rope burning when i cut it off my lungs, trapped
Coughing, exhaustion, feeling where my heart at
I'm still beating, still kickin, i'm still breathing, i want life, want power, i want seasons, i want nights, i want reason, see all the blessings that i have and ain't no more needed
Ain't no more needed

Life Treatment

produced by LIL DUSTY G

lyrics -

I left my heart in texas 
i sold my soul along the wayyyyyy
i paid that bounty off in full 
i keep my weapon tucked in 
the back pocket of my pantsssss
don’t make me play my final hand 

There’s a dead man in the valley 
with the sun above his head 
Someone please inform the family 
You wont see his face again 
I was heading up the freeway 
He was passing down below 
That’s when i knew there was trouble 
I could feel it in my bones… oh no

His soul is black as sin
His wings are paper thin 
I know exactly who he is 
and what he’s, offering 
and if i only say the words 
i’ll finally get my turn 
he said hold still i know it hurts
This ain’t the last time or the first 

From Wichita to Hillsborough, Dallas and San Antonio 
no matter where or when he goes 
the name they’ll said is 
ROMEO

ROMEO 
ROMEO 
ROMEO 
ROMEO

ROMEO 1000

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we started a fire with our lips

Dopamine by Mehro

Music and lyrics by Mason Price Bushman
Music mixing and mastering by Harrison White

Bitter Bee

self sabotage

Floodgates

ALL MY FRIENDS ARE LEAVING MY HOME TOWN 
NOSTALGIC ABOUT THE TIMES WHEN I DIDNT CARE
NOW IM SITTIN HERE BY MYSELF
WISHIN THAT I LIVED IN SLOW MOTION

THE CLOCK, KEEPS ON TICK TICK TICKING AWAY
SITTIN HERE WISHIN THAT I COULD ESCAPE
AND I CANT AND THAT FUCKIN SUCKS BUT
I'LL BE YOUR AFTER THOUGHT
ITS TIME TO GO
IT HURTS SO BAD
I MISS YOU AND I DONT WANNA END IT LIKE THIS

MY CHEST IS TIGHT
I  HATE GOODBYES
SO ONE LAST TIME
CAN WE FREEZE FRAME
AND IGNORE THE FUTURE

AND I CANT SLEEP AND I DONT KNOW WHY
JUST WISH I COULD FUCKIN TRY 
LIFES A CHANGIN BUT I AINT BUDGIN
MISS THINGS HOW THEY USED TO BE
BUT THEN I BLINKED
NOW ITS GONE
EVERYONES DRUNK AND DONT GET ALONG
EVERYONES DRUNK AND DONT GET ALONG
EVERYONES DRUNK
EVERYONES DRUNK 
FUCK

REGRET BOY (PROD. HOOLIGN)

just getting some shit out of my system don't mind me... A.T.M

Floodgates

BERTÖ PINE