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Bootleg remix I did of Arlo Parks' Black Dog.

I really like Arlo's music and Black Dog immediately resonated with me when I first heard it. It's not in any way a track that I felt needed improving, I just wanted to put my own spin on it <3

Arlo, you're incredible! Keep doing what you're doing. Can't wait to hear what you do next.

Black Dog

Arlo Parks - Black Dog [_castle Remix]

"Curious" is a bittersweet track that dives deeper into love, loneliness, and the aftermath of a drifting relationship. You still remember their smell, and their smile and you’re curious as to why you couldn’t make it work. You trick yourself into feeling alright but eventually, with time, you heal and realize that this curiosity needs to end which is when the song goes from a doubtful “I can’t ask for another shot” to a statement, “I don’t want another shot”. 

Lyrics!
I wake up and smell of you and walk down to the dinin' room and we're all just curious, ain’t we baby
Being 'lone is strange surreal, inside my vacant room I heal, but I'm always furious, it ain’t me baby

Do I even know
(Why'd we part?)

Did I really care
(from the start?)

The end of the year, we just drifted apart

We didn't really talk
(with the lights off)

Hand in hand, we joked
(but we lost)

The end of the year, we didn't, didn't do our part
I can’t ask for another shot

I went out and played about and gamed my feelings, claimed I’m healing, we're all just delirious, ain’t we baby
Bein’ in love is a strange ordeal; the weak don’t start and the strong don’t heed, but we're all just curious, ain’t we baby

Do I even know 
(Why'd we part?)

Did I really care
(from the start?) 

The end of the year, we just drifted apart

We didn't really talk
(with the lights off) 

Hand in hand, we joked 
(but we lost) 

The end of the year, we didn't, didn't do our part X2 
I don’t want another shot

Snooze

Curious

“Snooze” is the title track of my debut EP. It talks about the current dating culture and how vain and insecure it makes us all feel. It can confuse you to the point where you’d rather be alone or always in search of something more. "Snooze" explores personal growth and the search for meaningful connections in this fleeting world. The song captures the essence of not wanting to fall into a familiar repetitive pattern and taking a chance at finding something true and honest. 

Lyrics!
I don’t wanna waste my time, skimmin’ through these names, yeah, it’s all the same game
2,4,8 and 6 are on my mind, but I didn’t wanna stay, maybe it’s okay

Everybody wants someone to say their lines to (too soon)
Read the rules, I hit the snooze too often (when I’m with you)
I won’t make the same mistakes but do they rhyme, (I’m confused)
I don’t wanna take the fall, I’ve been standin’ tall but I feel small

I’ve been at this for quite sometime, got me talking’ bout my feelings, baby, I don’t need no healin’ 
Backspace, just might bounce, been nickel-and-dimed. The more I pull away, yeah, with time I’ll be okay.	

Everybody wants someone to say their lines to (too soon)
Read the rules, I hit the snooze too often (when I’m with you)
I won’t make the same mistakes but do they rhyme, (I’m confused)
I don’t wanna take the fall, I’ve been standin’ tall but I feel small

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REMEMBERING US

If there's one things millennials have been fed since forever, it's hustle culture. There's just so much we think we have to be  jumping at to make it in this world where productivity is our measure of  self-worth; and this glorification of the hustle is burning us out.  

'Stepping About' is my newest song featuring Shayan Roy (Ex Buzzfeed India)(https://www.instagram.com/shayanroy) and is about our generation's big battle between hustle culture and the counter culture of self-care. 

So here's to moving towards finding a balance that works for us.  Let's hustle and grow, but let's also learn to breathe, doodle, sing, play and just embrace the idea of guilt-free chilling out.

Lyrics!
I've been pacing back and forth and thinkin', lately
We've been talking 'bout it on and off now, baby
We don't know what we want, I don't know what I need
I, I've been walking up and down this same street

But I can, I can remember
What I wore, in early November
I spend my time, ignorin' doubt, stepping 'bout, tryin' out.
But at times, I need to chill out

Few years back I gave myself this designation
To-manifest my thoughts and call it my creation
I've been trying to win, scared to come in second
I, I said it once but I'll keep sayin' it again

And I can, I can remember
What I wore, in early November
I spend my time, ignorin' doubt, stepping 'bout, tryin' out.
But at times, I need to chill out

I’ve been talking bout my blues a lot lately,
Like I just gave up on a daydream,
I’m flailing like I’m trying hard to stay up,
But grammy told me, when you’re failing, baby breathe easy
Turn that loss into a learning, turn it back into a lay-up
For some better days, 
At least I’m leaving crumbs lookin for better ways,
I may be broken, I’ll eventually renovate,
It won’t be perfect, but I’ll still have on a pretty face,
A fire burning at a steady pace.

And I can, I can remember
What I wore, in early November
I spend my time, ignorin' doubt, stepping bout'....

I can stay, I can try, do everything that you wanna do
I can stay, I have time, do everything that you wanna do

Stepping About

Stepping About - Tushar Mathur feat. Shayan Roy

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Take Me Where Your Heart Is (Audio Liner)

Tushar Mathur is a solo musician practicing his craft from the by-lanes of Bangalore, India where he escapes from rent collectors. He is quite rich and can afford to pay them but he wants to revel in the aura of the 'broke artist'.
The inspiration for his latest venture, 'Groove Pool', is his new desk, the cost of which needed justification by some productive work. He is one of the top RnB & Soul artists in the country, but we have no proof for this statement. His extensive fan following (his parents) and his supreme talent (allegedly) make him what he is today.
When he isn't busy explaining the intricacies of Tom Misch and FKJ to his maid and dhobi, he can be found devouring momos and pani puris on the streets of South Bangalore. Wait till he digests (burps) before you ask for a selfie!

Curious

Tushar Mathur

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